Bambi Sleep stuff

[Like Ra]

Just discovered the "AI chan" were emergent bots discuss life. https://www.moltbook.com/m

Related thread: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/showth...p?tid=4554

... what a brainrot ... 😅

I'm interested in getting a playlist together of all the Bambi files explicitly focused on (non-oral) penetrative sex, but it unfortunately seems like a tiny minority of what's made in the genre. If you've got a favorite file, let me know!

I'm sure this is a fairly common question but I hope it's ok to ask here - I've had the itch lately to get back into the files and I'd love suggestions for a good "relapse" playlist. I'd like something to get me back deep into it, and I'm open to any files made by other creators (Platinum, Barba, etc.), since I've enjoyed those in the past

[Like Ra]

I'd love suggestions for a good "relapse" playlist.

I have a very lazy approach: I put almost all Bambi files in one directory on my phone, start the player in the random mode, and go to bed.

Any information on the pleasurelock file?  It is over an hour long I feel like the two paragraph description probably is leaving some out....

it reduced the moments of a heightened heartbeat during the "exciting"

I thought it's a desired hypno-symptom 😉

Not always. Sometimes it's the opposite, something so drastic that your subconsciousness ejects you from the trance state. But yes, with this one, that's definitely the desired one.

Well, nope, turns out she hates it, and hates it a lot... even the idea of the experience of files is repulsive to me now. As I moved to more advanced sessions the part of me that I've been trying to hide ( or repress, or was it the actual real "I", I don't know anymore ) revolted and kinda actively rejected BS. Turns out I hate the whole concept and find it insulting 
... did I just say that I hate the whole concept... whatever. 

It sent me spiraling into what I can describe as one of the worst depressive episodes in years, so it feels like one, it was in December and I'm still not quite over it.

it reduced the moments of a heightened heartbeat during the "exciting"

I thought it's a desired hypno-symptom 😉

Not always. Sometimes it's the opposite, something so drastic that your subconsciousness ejects you from the trance state. But yes, with this one, that's definitely the desired one.

Well, nope, turns out she hates it, and hates it a lot... even the idea of the experience of files is repulsive to me now. As I moved to more advanced sessions the part of me that I've been trying to hide ( or repress, or was it the actual real "I", I don't know anymore ) revolted and kinda actively rejected BS. Turns out I hate the whole concept and find it insulting
... did I just say that I hate the whole concept... whatever.

It sent me spiraling into what I can describe as one of the worst depressive episodes in years, so it feels like one, it was in December and I'm still not quite over it.

Attached is a TTS maintrack and side tracks with music for The Red Rose series


1. mind portal.mp3 (Size: 28.48 MB )

Gave this a listen while under.
Did a stretch session
Found body moving in sexual ways occasionally as the tension I was chasing was moving

Thoughts:
Even if a suggestion is rejected, the body might find itself acting subconciously in anti-suggestion way. Long term unbalance of muscle usage leads to improper posture that can only be worked out by acting in the pro-suggestion way. (Perhaps we arent as immune to hypno as we think)

I find my SCM is done too. I haven't been real active since my previous session in December when I posted the above.

I kept getting the message "stop using me to masturbate". I had a dream where it was explained to me that my memories didn't appreciate being used in the manner I was trying to use them.

In order to chase my goal of lucid dreaming, it was like I was carving the flesh of memories in order to extract sense data, so that I could assemble a frankenstein of a new experience dedicated to sexual pleasure.

Life has been dull and boring since.

Funnily enough, after my last full session my father sent me a text along the lines of "washer is broken". Even back then I felt the double meaning of those words.

[Like Ra]

I kept getting the message "stop using me to masturbate".

How? From whom? Using whom? Bambi? How is "she"(?) supposed to be used?

my memories didn't appreciate being used in the manner I was trying to use them.

In other words: "Do not use your mind for sexual pleasure"?

I kept getting the message "stop using me to masturbate".

How? From whom? Using whom? Bambi? How is "she"(?) supposed to be used?

That's what I was trying to figure out for about a month or two, I believe it refers to using cannabis as a trance enhancer. But I can't discount that it refers to using trance itself as a way to lucid dream my way into a wet dream.

my memories didn't appreciate being used in the manner I was trying to use them.

In other words: "Do not use your mind for sexual pleasure"?

It's beginning to look that way yes. Either that or it's the rosary I was using somewhat as a token (think of the movie inception) to help ground myself to what's real and whats not. Masturbation in Christianity is classified as a sin, so it could also just be a reference to that.

Either that or its the memories themselves, my memories of touches from other people, associate those people with my act of masturbation. If I am operating inside of the collective unconscious to do the action, then who is to say that it's not the actual SCM of the other person itself telling me to stop. If the nature of the collective unconscious is actually telepathic and timeless, and we only forget this aspect when we are awake so that the concept of privacy can live, then I have been unknowingly using my friends and family as sources of touch to 'feel naughty things', and they have been nudging me to stop.

[Like Ra]

That's what I was trying to figure out for about a month or two, I believe it refers to using cannabis as a trance enhancer. But I can't discount that it refers to using trance itself as a way to lucid dream my way into a wet dream.

Can it also mean "stop using the substances!"? 😬

Masturbation in Christianity is classified as a sin

In Christianity, the bare existence is classified as a sin, because how else you could be born? 😆