Bambi Sleep stuff

[Like Ra]

Losing IQ is real?

I first listened in May of 2018. Back then, I was a typical straight male who was in a relationship with a cisgirl, working a big boy job as a software developer at the best company in town. Bambi took over my life completely, she completely locked away my straight guy side away in a fluffy pink box forever. She made me suck and get fucked by so many big cocks. I would come home after morning meetings, dress up in white stockings, school girl outfit, 6 inch heels and invited over two black guys at once while staying logged in on Skype for work. It was sooo hoot to obey Bambi, my clitty would throb so hard in my silky pink panties jerking two really big cocks at once. I’d have so much ecstasy from the experience, I would cum hands free into my panties, keep sucking, and get super hard again by the time they would fuck me in a train, then I’d take things off (except for panties and pantyhose, those went under my pants) and then go back to work for my 1 o’clock meeting.

Eventually the files made me too dumb to do my job and I was fired. Needing to still pay for rent, I posted ads on escorting websites as a “hot bimbo trans girl here to serve your every needs”, and I take cock for a living now. Committing to the life of being a shemale hooker, I went to a doctor and am now 40 days on estrogen. The main difference I’ve noticed is that I finally have zero thoughts of resistance to my continued bimbofication. I actually love men’s hairy bodies now, I love being kissed by bearded alpha guys that just want to fuck my bubble butt. Before estrogen, I was a sissy afraid of embracing his place as a woman, now I fully accept that my place in life is to be a hot bimbo bombshell with big boobs, this is just my living reality now and I obey because I’m a good girl.

I’m texting my sugar daddy now, sending him pictures of my butt (estrogen is starting to fill it out a little!) in panties, wishing him a merry Christmas. I love it 🥰

Very reasonable concerns:

Ok, first of all, that's fucking hot. (btw that's the plot of the sissy game 'Secretary', dev forced into being a horny bimbo as the price for his fuckup)

But also terrifying that you would quit your job for something like this... (i'm also a junior dev at the moment) are you sure you'll be fine with this when you're like 50 or 60? That's a thought that often occurs to me when thinking about my future, is being a sissy only hot because i'm young and attractive? what will happen when my body parts start to sag and i lose my sex drive will i still find this enjoyable? i often wonder.

[Like Ra]

Bambi vs Kei:

Bambi doesn't really affect me this deeply... I have been listening to it for years ever since the first bunch of tracks came out. It does feel good, and it is indeed one of the best I had ever listened to, but I get confused hearing experiences like yours because it never happens to me.

The most pleasure I had listening to Bambi Sleep was when listening to it one night and waking up in the middle of the night touching myself and having no control over my muscles. I wouldn't know which track was playing because I couldn't even move to check my phone, my body was in sleep paralysis, but it was moving on its own instead of being still. It was the scariest and most pleasurable experience I had with Bambi. I was touching my breasts while rubbing my clitty like a gurl. I don't think I came, and I think I went back to sleep (maybe I was triggered to, but honestly I wasn't fully conscious. I could hear the words and commands, but I couldn't make sense of them, if that makes sense.)

Anyway, Bambi really brought out my submissive side. I've always been submissive, but this is like a whole new level... no control over my muscles level of submission! It was amazing.

Sadly, I can't replicate the experience every time

What works best for me consistently is Kei's files. They're not as aggressive as Bambi but believe me, with time, they take over your mind just as easily, and I had similar loss of body control with the demon girl tracks like I did with Bambi. I listened to most of her tracks, but I feel like every time I have a new favourite one because new exciting changes keep occurring and every time it's a different file. Last night I was listening to Deep Mind Bubble Female Transformation. I was asleep, but I was half awake at a certain portion where she said to visualize some kind of pink slime entering my holes and making me submissive, and I felt that with my entire being, and it was incredible. I woke up this morning so feminine and submissive, I couldn't help but giggle and fuck my pussy while still in bed. Other times I would hear her say things like 'pushing in and out of your pussy feels so good' or she would command me to pulsate or contract my pussy muscles and I would do so in my sleep. I know that I do that because I wake up so horny and needy for cock in my pussy when I listen to her files.

Kei is more powerful for me in the long run, and TBH from the sound of it, much more healthy than Bambi, so I'm glad Bambi doesn't affect me that deeply. Kei is more about nurturing your inner femininity and complete mental transformation into a (slutty) sissy girl, rather than being dumb and mindless and such. There are a few tracks about being a bimbo and such, but it's not the main focus of her files.

[shinybambi]

Very reasonable concerns

YOLO 🤣

Better start and enjoy it in your 30/40s than to come back to it when you're in your 60s and regret not playing with Bambi when you could still enjoy to the max.

[Like Ra]

Better start and enjoy it in your 30/40s than to come back to it when you're in your 60s and regret not playing with Bambi when you could still enjoy to the max.

Let me translate this to what it really means:

"Better to start with Bambi earlier and transition when you are 30/40s, than to come back to it when you're in your 60s when transitioning does not make sense anymore, and regret not playing with Bambi, when you could still look good as a girl."

🤣

[shinybambi]

Better start and enjoy it in your 30/40s than to come back to it when you're in your 60s and regret not playing with Bambi when you could still enjoy to the max.

Let me translate this to what it really means:
"Better to start with Bambi earlier and transition when you are 30/40s, than to come back to it when you're in your 60s when transitioning does not make sense anymore, and regret not playing with Bambi, when you could still look good as a girl."
🤣

True 🤣

Oh and I know one Bambi in her 50s and she seems to still enjoy it, concern may be reasonable, but it's all subjective and depend on your mindset.

[Samantha Velvet]

It's also reposted on Reddit, and this is the first response:

https://www.reddit.com/r/sissyhypno/comm...xperience/

I SO relate to all of this. Could just put my name on it, and would be sooo accurate.

I used to play BS daily, and always fell asleep along the audios. I think it just didn't brainwash me entirely, cause English isn't my first language. Still, things started to get dangerous when strangers started to trigger me on chats without consent.

A hypnotist friend of mine helped to cut off some of the triggers, but I can feel Bambi inside my head yet. I stopped to listen BS, and moved to Goddess Gracie stuff, what kept me into the sissy bimbo road for good.

Just by write this, I feel my head get woozy and cloudy. P.s.: never considered to be a blonde girl till get into BS hypnos... just have a look at my pics...

1 year after the response above, dizzydollboi began HRT.

I'm almost speechless.

[Like Ra]

@shinybambi, I really appreciate your efforts at spoiling me 😂

(this is very arousing, to begin with)

But... You all here are wasting my time! Instead of painting my nails, which aeady had 4 base layers 4 days ago, and aeady began to chip, I'm typing here like a mad typewriter! I bought a new lacquer today (black with golden sparkles), and I have to wait until tomorrow, because it's 3AM here, and the lacquer won't cure in time!

(as you can see, I'm totally in "your game", please continue 😋)

[shinybambi]

@shinybambi, I really appreciate your efforts at spoiling me 😂
(this is very arousing, to begin with)
But... You all here are wasting my time! Instead of painting my nails, which aeady had 4 base layers 4 days ago, and aeady began to chip, I'm typing here like a mad typewriter! I bought a new lacquer today (black with golden sparkles), and I have to wait until tomorrow, because it's 3AM here, and the lacquer won't cure in time!
(as you can see, I'm totally in "your game", please continue 😋)

Oh btw, did you try to keep on any Bambi loops during daily activities?.. instead of looping session files. Loops designed to strengthen conditioning and not get in the way at the same time while session files may be distracting and require listeners concentration.

Besides if you overdo listening to full sessions the may get tiring and won't be as effective...

[Like Ra]

Oh btw, did you try to keep on any Bambi loops during daily activities?

That's what I always do (not right now, though). Not just Bambi. I, actually, can't properly work without, because to work I need a source of dopamine, different from food.

If I'm alone, I do home chores (or walk outside) in headphones (like today).

But again, only if my SCM makes/allows me to do it.

[Like Ra]

Interesting experience last night... But.. NAILS FIRST! 💅 And you, young dizzy roe deers, will not distract me today!!