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(11 May 2024, 00:51 )Like Ra Wrote: Heard of Bambie Thug? 😬
Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNc5zTYkTaQ
Slight derail:
I stopped watching or following the ESC years ago, but when I went through a list of these years' contestants, there were some absolute bangers and great performances, Bambie Thug being one of them.
Kind of miffed that Megara (San Marino) didn't make it to the finals.
Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NcAJtfhpWA
End of derail. Bambis, commence being good girls.
Life's too short to pretend you're not into some kinky shit.
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Invoking second derail layer!
WUT? San Marino speaks Castellan Spanish.
hooked me at:
Si tu no me quieres? otra gente me quera!
if you don't want me some other will do want me!
i could dig bambi taking me to hell for a while.
very well produced horror aesthetics!
Second layer derail complete!
Bambi modes resume?
Success
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06 Jun 2024, 02:28
(This post was last modified: 07 Jun 2024, 00:17 by Like Ra.)
(09 May 2024, 18:32 )brandynette Wrote: bambi literally latched onto my schizoaffektive disorder & used it to gain core access to my brain.
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even in these extreme scenarios bambi came to the rescue, she replaced the violent, panik making sick dark voices telling you how shitty ou are & replaced them with blizz & euphoria. literally learned to enjoy my mental health phasesas i trigger bambi to start talking while i choose what she says.
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I would like to hear more about your trauma and personal life stories as I also have trauma, not intense few like yours but a variety of continuous trauma that has been going on for years, and extreme solitary loneliness took everything to many levels higher. I would also like to understand how you trigger your bambi side and how it works for you, I was never able to trigger Bambi but at the same time it interferred with my life in a negative way do I distanced myself for the time being. How did you develop a control and positive relationship with Bambi? Just tell me everything you can about your life story and your extended self Bambi.
Nonetheless, I do agree that Bambi can be useful and I haf also started it as an escape and to explore gender expression (although in my case I knew beforehand that I may be a girl or even something beyond gender but definitely not just another guy (and yes, I did have trauma regarding this too prior to starting Bambi)). I can share email or socials or something in PM/DM (whatever you wanna call it).
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(11 May 2024, 11:32 )brandynette Wrote: Invoking second derail layer!
WUT? San Marino speaks Castellan Spanish.
hooked me at:
Si tu no me quieres? otra gente me quera!
if you don't want me some other will do want me!
i could dig bambi taking me to hell for a while.
very well produced horror aesthetics!
Second layer derail complete!
Bambi modes resume?
Success Btw, I will likely have a side career in modeling and/or acting in near future and may seek your services. 😊❤️
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Does anyone know a recording that gives Bambi orders to complete, similar to Control Loops from the original creator?
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(06 Jun 2024, 02:29 )yourscrumptiousdreamofacookie Wrote: Btw, I will likely have a side career in modeling and/or acting in near future and may seek your services. 😊❤️
please do, if you got questions please feel free to ask
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10 Jun 2024, 04:27
(This post was last modified: 10 Jun 2024, 14:50 by Like Ra.)
Dropping in after inhaling this thread yesterday.
I first seriously encountered Bambi Sleep last fall (shortly after wrapping up my masters) and remember it being pretty intense. I am a 31-year trans woman who recently had gender-affirming vaginoplasty. My bimbo kink has really only been accelerated by accessing gender-affirming surgeries... My plan is to listen to BS pretty consistently over this summer and see how far down the rabbit hole I can fling myself, since the "110%" outcome is something I would deeply relish in.
Half joking, but in all seriousness I'm incredibly tall (>2.1m) and at minimum want Bambi Sleep to help encourage me to be more confident in owning my feminine sexuality, as I can still get self-conscience in public sometimes lmao.
Like most women, the 'uniform' is a problematic terrain, so I'm trying to avoid anything that I might use in a context where it would be unfortunate for Bambi to bleed over (i.e. anything I would wear to work or the gun range, etc.). I don't see anything wrong with using lingerie sets in general, though, since that's kind of the whole point, right?
Unfortunately, 'fuck me' pumps are right out since they don't exist in my size and I haven't gotten around to learning how to make shoes yet, alas.
Initial uniform:
- Pink bracelet
- Pink heart choker
- Lip gag
- Slutty lingerie (various).
- Fishnets(?)
I've just started dabbling again but am starting a pretty consistent regimen over the next few weeks and will report back with my findings... Might rope in my partner for some of the cock worship parts, hehe.
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Twenty day update:
So far I've jumped around a bit when it comes to the curriculum. I'm up to day 8 of takeover but have also used some of the more advanced series and non-canon tracks. Have dabbled with edibles but am trying to wean myself off.
I'm not sure what effects if any have occurred but I've never really been the most introspective. I do really like the part about dropping away old memories, as someone with a history of trauma. Each bubble pop makes it feel a littler further away.
Though, I have been camming on porn/goon discords a lot in the last week or so, not sure if it's related...
I was able to order a pair of pumps in my size so I'm excited to incorporate that into the repertoire.
More to come.
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(29 Jun 2024, 12:49 )HeatherHather Wrote: Twenty day update:
So far I've jumped around a bit when it comes to the curriculum. I'm up to day 8 of takeover but have also used some of the more advanced series and non-canon tracks. Have dabbled with edibles but am trying to wean myself off.
I'm not sure what effects if any have occurred but I've never really been the most introspective. I do really like the part about dropping away old memories, as someone with a history of trauma. Each bubble pop makes it feel a littler further away.
Though, I have been camming on porn/goon discords a lot in the last week or so, not sure if it's related...
I was able to order a pair of pumps in my size so I'm excited to incorporate that into the repertoire.
More to come.
I fucking love this for you!! Keep up the good work honey!.
I know that since I've started to use my pen before a session, I feel so much more intune and attentive
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(29 Jun 2024, 17:49 )EllieDrakon Wrote: (29 Jun 2024, 12:49 )HeatherHather Wrote: Twenty day update:
So far I've jumped around a bit when it comes to the curriculum. I'm up to day 8 of takeover but have also used some of the more advanced series and non-canon tracks. Have dabbled with edibles but am trying to wean myself off.
I'm not sure what effects if any have occurred but I've never really been the most introspective. I do really like the part about dropping away old memories, as someone with a history of trauma. Each bubble pop makes it feel a littler further away.
Though, I have been camming on porn/goon discords a lot in the last week or so, not sure if it's related...
I was able to order a pair of pumps in my size so I'm excited to incorporate that into the repertoire.
More to come.
I fucking love this for you!! Keep up the good work honey!.
I know that since I've started to use my pen before a session, I feel so much more intune and attentive
Thanks girly!
This morning I listened to barbacojeputitas's files - Mindless Bambi Opening and Bambi's True Calling in a pink with black polka dot bra and panty set and the new heels I ordered which fit so well - a deeply satisfying experience since I haven't had success before with ordering heels. I'll be honest, I found Bambi's True Calling to be somewhat underwhelming since it largely touched on beliefs I've had since I was a teenager. But I may be an outlier in that regard.
Tonight I'm going to listen to the Mental Makeover series - it's still arguably my favorite - and then work in some bellmar contracts. I am starting to work up a sustainable contract for the next three months or so which I will post in the appropriate thread.
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