19 May 2012, 21:06
Considering various things, I have done in my life, I really wonder, if being discovered during SB is the worst thing that could happen to me, or if worse things have happened aeady.
Let's make the "being discovered" a bit more clear first. I have called police once, because I was hopelessly drunk and unable to find the keys to my handcuffs AND I was wearing a nice black lycra leotard. Of course I felt really uneasy when I called the police but when they arrived, they were really nice about it, this was not bad at all! I rather mean discoveries that involve people that you have to spend time with again and again, and who will enjoy using this knowledge to your disadvantage. This could be neighbours, family, colleagues, friends etc. (some people say, that friends would not do that, but others have thousands of "friends" on facebook", it is just an example anyway).
When I was younger, I eventually drove drunk, especially, when I was too drunk to consider better not to drive. One night, I left a party in the countryside and suddenly noticed, that I was going the wrong way. So I wanted to turn around. Unfortunately, there was a ditch right next to the street that I hadn't seen, and my car was stuck. I must have fallen asleep then, someone woke me up and told me it would be better to leave. So he took me to his house and asked me if there was someone would could pick me up. Eventually, I managed to remember the phone number of my mother, and so things went on. The car was towed away before police could find it, I kept my license etc. - all fine in theory. But this was the most humiliating experience I ever had in my life: I was so wasted, I could hardly communicate, I was merely helpless, not even able to think a clear though, put aside having my own will. That was the one and fortunately only day in my life, where I was a complete idiot - and I knew it!
Considering that memory, I still don't have a desire to be found while doing SB, but rather that, than having a similar experience again.
Your turn now...
PS: Don't worry about my drinking, I haven't been drunk for more than 10 years now 😉
Let's make the "being discovered" a bit more clear first. I have called police once, because I was hopelessly drunk and unable to find the keys to my handcuffs AND I was wearing a nice black lycra leotard. Of course I felt really uneasy when I called the police but when they arrived, they were really nice about it, this was not bad at all! I rather mean discoveries that involve people that you have to spend time with again and again, and who will enjoy using this knowledge to your disadvantage. This could be neighbours, family, colleagues, friends etc. (some people say, that friends would not do that, but others have thousands of "friends" on facebook", it is just an example anyway).
When I was younger, I eventually drove drunk, especially, when I was too drunk to consider better not to drive. One night, I left a party in the countryside and suddenly noticed, that I was going the wrong way. So I wanted to turn around. Unfortunately, there was a ditch right next to the street that I hadn't seen, and my car was stuck. I must have fallen asleep then, someone woke me up and told me it would be better to leave. So he took me to his house and asked me if there was someone would could pick me up. Eventually, I managed to remember the phone number of my mother, and so things went on. The car was towed away before police could find it, I kept my license etc. - all fine in theory. But this was the most humiliating experience I ever had in my life: I was so wasted, I could hardly communicate, I was merely helpless, not even able to think a clear though, put aside having my own will. That was the one and fortunately only day in my life, where I was a complete idiot - and I knew it!
Considering that memory, I still don't have a desire to be found while doing SB, but rather that, than having a similar experience again.
Your turn now...
PS: Don't worry about my drinking, I haven't been drunk for more than 10 years now 😉