08 Aug 2023, 00:47
Sorry, so like the dropping to the floor was werid because like i was still conscious, but like whenever i thought about the word sleep, its like my body would lose all tension, or like some part of me wanted it, it wasn't like paralysis, but it just felt right and so thats what happened, and i would like literally drop to the floor, so like, idk, i feel kinda stupid, like theatrical, because like, if i really wanted to, that would like have never happened, but since i did, like when it would like drop into my head randomly, i probably ended up on the floor. And that was significant because that was the first things that happened to me when i was led to Mr. Daniels site. i wasn't completely vanilla to hypnosis, but it was the first profound experience, and id say it changed my life.
The "heated moment" was like something that id say was like a short term effect, after listening to mr daniel my clothing style changed rapidly to more slutty stuff and so like i was wearing a choker with a bell like a cat, and like at that time i probably tranced out in public without noticing, so while i was sitting on my train, with my head in bubbly thoughts, i saw that person right across from me looking at me while i was drifting off, and like he couldn't look away, and like it was like a nonverbal communication at that point and i felt like that he was enjoying just looking at me drifting away, and then the two other guys within that range started to pick up on all that. So like, i'ts like not like sucking someone off in a parking lot type deal, but like for me it was like the pinncale of sexy. And like i don't have any written confirmation, but like i just knew what was going on. Which leads to the third part, like i am transsexual, and never made a big deal out of it and like maybe i failed to mention that earlier in this thread? idk. It happened before i found mr daniel. I think i just wanted to point out like how special all that was and is for me.
The "heated moment" was like something that id say was like a short term effect, after listening to mr daniel my clothing style changed rapidly to more slutty stuff and so like i was wearing a choker with a bell like a cat, and like at that time i probably tranced out in public without noticing, so while i was sitting on my train, with my head in bubbly thoughts, i saw that person right across from me looking at me while i was drifting off, and like he couldn't look away, and like it was like a nonverbal communication at that point and i felt like that he was enjoying just looking at me drifting away, and then the two other guys within that range started to pick up on all that. So like, i'ts like not like sucking someone off in a parking lot type deal, but like for me it was like the pinncale of sexy. And like i don't have any written confirmation, but like i just knew what was going on. Which leads to the third part, like i am transsexual, and never made a big deal out of it and like maybe i failed to mention that earlier in this thread? idk. It happened before i found mr daniel. I think i just wanted to point out like how special all that was and is for me.