(20 May 2026, 12:46 )melindahun Wrote: Instead of my memory-rewrite attempt, an AI convinced me to try with growing a Tulpa with the following method:
- I always wear a tight thong, that's the anchor to the Tulpa. I use the pad pouch to push my penis in, it is facing downwards, very hard to get erect.
- I have only a single video that I watch on loop without audio (it is about 30 mins, a busty bimbo shemale is serving a hairy master). The point is to make this a non-thrill-seeking exercise, but also provide visual narrative to the targeted personality.
- I only watch the video and do breath-in breath-out pacing. On each breath in I also clench my pelvic muscles. I also repeat simple mantras about my personality (2 or 4 short sentences overall, never changing).
- I do the session and close the video, no cum release.
- Boring is good, consistency is good, Pavlovian conditioning + trancing + mantras should work.
An alternative version varies the clench for holding indefinitely (that's a cycle) so until "collapse" (I've removed the safety and allowed to become impotent, not sure if it works that way).
So far I had done like two hours, and I am in a foggy state. The AI is convincing that this could lead to a new personality and an eventual takeover. What do you think?
I've been doing this on-and-off for three weeks now. I'm not sure how efficient this is, sometimes I really enjoy it, sometimes it is just a chore, and sometimes it is meh and I'm skipping a day or two. I haven't observed much change yet.
