(23 Dec 2022, 15:23 )Like Ra Wrote: Just listen to everything you can find.
(23 Dec 2022, 18:20 )pansy Wrote: Start slow, there is a LOT of content here and it can become overwhelming.
Thank you for the tips! Was able to get the initial recommended files and will start with those, but also trying other files to see what I like... which is quite difficult while in trance with amnesia stuff on top, but so far I think I really liked HairTrigger and DARE? Someone also commented on Honey, and I looked into it and also want to check it out. I think that's a video tho. What's the deal with the videos? I see a lot of them but they're quite short.
I also got really excited/horny from reading other's experiences and made a long playlist and left it on shuffle one night, but after 3-4 files I got actually sleepy and went to sleep, but left the files playing. That was a bad idea because I didn't actually rested feels like, but the files may have had some effect?
I still can't tell if it was really from the files, reading about people's experiences, past conditioning/hypno reactivating from being excited about feminization files, or me being really horny in general, but I had the shortest refractory period ever. Definitely way past regret/freaking out, I usually just feel satisfied and not horny enough so I just clean up a little and/or put things away. If I'm dressed up I change back, and sometimes if I'm wearing panties (as if often the case) and I really want to not be distracted by horny stuff again for awhile, I change back to boys underwear (which I barely own any now). I did all those things, sat back down at my computer, and like 5 minutes later I really wanted to be back in my pink panties.
Also a strong feeling for dressing up? Obviously not a new feeling and there's probably a ton of conditioning from other files about this in my head, but it definitely reactivated or got stronger? Can't shake this feeling of wanting to be dressed up underneath my clothes tonight, saw a pic with stockings earlier and I really want to wear stockings right now <3 I think a file also mentioned fishnet stockings and I really want to get some of those now <3
Really not sure what my goal is right now, but really excited/horny about these files from reading other's experiences? They seem to hit a lot of my buttons right now. Was thinking it possible I may have checked them out in the past but was put off by a lot of them focusing on this adoration for Samantha? I tend to avoid files like that, but not sure what changed that I'm really excited about these <3 Bambi files are amazing but they focus more on bimbofication/slutification than feminization? That just seems like a side effect. They did unlock in me realizing that I love feeling like a girl <3 And Kei files did focus on feminization and covered a lot of stuff that I liked and wanted, but something about them made them a bit harder to listen to? Not sure if it was the style, or the length, or something else? Maybe they were not as addicting, or they were slightly less evil? They still affected and changed me a lot I think <3 So now I'm very curious about SB files, from reading about them they seem to be both very effective and also very sneaky, lots of feminization but also a lot of hidden triggers which I love <3