Samantha Bandler/Sez hypnosis

Just to add to this some more.

After reading into some posts elsewhere, along with some ai answers. I feel like I might've been in some kind of partial waking trance for at least two days. I don't know if that's "possible" but that's how it felt. Ever since my 20 hour binge session with SB. (which followed almost immediately after my session with BS)
I feel as if am finally completely out of it now, but I had been switching back and forth between being hyper focused on this hypnosis content and being fairly spaced out and light-headed constantly. I've been hyper sensitive to sounds constantly the entire time, going back and forth between causing headaches and asmr type chills depending on what I was hearing.
I feel like i was also hyper sensitive to going into trance the entire time, as even just thinking about the idea would give me sudden sinking feelings and I would lose my train of thought temporarily. This is why I started pseudo-censoring my posts earlier. I was having to fight sinking feelings every time i thought or read the word bambi. ( i know that's supposed to be an intentional trigger, but it's not happening to me anymore - at least not significantly)

It took me having to go to an event this evening to snap me out of it.

Samantha Sez You Need More Training
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Seeking feedback.

I adore Samantha’s work, and enjoy both videos and the audio files.  However, I only trance well using audio only.

Do you feel that the video components are important elements for the effectiveness or will I be better off just using audio?

I’ve immersed myself in enough Samantha videos that when she talks about the pretty girls, I see them in my mind.

Thoughts?

I value the input of this group.

Tiffany

[Like Ra]

I spiraled after listening to the Cocotranse Vid.

I wonder why you chose this version and not this one - https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...7#pid54997

It's definitely Carla.

Hello Carla 😉 Cheer him up! It's fun to be a girl! 👗🩱👙👠👄💄💅 😋

Hi, how is Wipe Clean v1 file different from v2?  (v2 available on SB's site for sale.)

I never bought v2 from the site because I took the file description at face value, but I get the feeling that it does the opposite of removing triggers, correct?

I don't want surprises ruined in any response, ideally.  I'm mainly hoping to learn which one is considered "better" by community opinion.  I could always listen to the version 1 linked in the forum, but jumping into the higher quality one first would be my preference.

Thank you!

[Like Ra]

jumping into the higher quality one first would be my preference.

Mmm... "Newer version" does not always imply "higher quality". Think of MsJ re-recordings with Clarissa - unlistenable! For example, I definitely prefer some of SB's old files (e,g, CSS, Sissy Brainwash, etc).

how is Wipe Clean v1 file different from v2?

I listened to both many times. But as it always happens with SB - you never know what the "actual" difference is.

I don't want surprises ruined

There is no consensus on these files. I reposted quite a few reviews/reports in this thread. I can not say I agree with them. So... You know... Only you can tell.

I would say - listen to v1. From a different perspective, as Victor Wooten says - the best bass (guitar) is the one you have "right now". What's the purpose of comparing it with Fodera "Yin Yang", if you don't have it, and you need to play "right now"?

I spiraled after listening to the Cocotranse Vid.

I wonder why you chose this version and not this one - https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...7#pid54997

I started with the SB file, made it like 30 seconds in again and wasn't feeling it, then switched to some other version I got from somewhere in the SB thread but dropped that after a few seconds because of the voice. I pulled up the coco vid next and felt laser focused on it in the first few seconds. I never even glanced away from the screen until my eyes eventually closed. 

Do you remember what all themes and suggestions you removed from the "clean" version? I know it was some time ago, but I have been completely engulfed with anxiety all day. I managed to go to sleep with a clear mind last night, but I woke up like 2 hours early and spent the entire time half asleep in bed imagining both Samantha and Bambi stuff. I was basically daydreaming about it for 2.5 hours. I haven't had a clear head for most of the day.

I'm starting to get properly paranoid.
I have listened to most of tomtames videos on the past with complete focus and am scared that I've basically laid the groundwork for what feels inside like a glorified suicide.

I've listened to fade to Bambi twice before in the past, Bambi in the box, lighthouse doll, and several others. All of these were before this little escapade and I don't think I've ever fully tranced to them before but fade to Bambi left me a little loopy when it was over the second time I watched it.

I have had chills and anxiety all day and I spent the entire morning fighting sinking feelings over and over again.

I have done my best not to think about any thing related to this all day but not with much success.

[Like Ra]

I started with the SB file, made it like 30 seconds in again and wasn't feeling it, then switched to some other version I got from somewhere in the SB thread but dropped that after a few seconds because of the voice. I pulled up the coco vid next and felt laser focused on it in the first few seconds. I never even glanced away from the screen until my eyes eventually closed. 

Very interesting! Hypno-stuff is sooooo individual. For me, the breakthrough was the version from SB. I woke up in the middle of the night (I was listening to quite a playlist during my sleep) to shout out my sissy name, which I could not contain, it was like an explosion.

Just in case, the author of the script and the idea is EMG.

Do you remember what all themes and suggestions you removed from the "clean" version?

Not much, something like "you might feel embarrassed", "pathetic sissy". If I listen to the original version, I can still pinpoint those words. SB's script is a bit different from EMG's. It's very extended, reworded, with typical SB's phrases.

woke up like 2 hours early and spent the entire time half asleep in bed imagining both Samantha and Bambi stuff.

Don't worry, it can happen. Will disappear. I had something like this after my first exposure to PIg Girl - I could not sleep (like stated in the files). Very aroused (like stated in the files), with vivid imagination (like stated in the files) etc. It faded to nothing, and I even did not stop listening. It's a typical first reaction to something extremely arousing, new, unexpected, etc. A typical dopamine response, related to learning. Since now, you know what to expect, there will be no dopamine surges.

I haven't had a clear head for most of the day.

You might experience it again, in, say, a month or two. And you will be eagerly waiting for those moments...

groundwork for what feels inside like a glorified suicide.

Why? It's fun! It reminds me of people who were extremely scared of a successful meditation, because it was a completely new and unknown state. I wonder if it's the shrooms/paddos/acid/alcohol/annyothersubstance what added some scare crow effects... Dunno... In any case: relax, and just ride the wave! Enjoy it! Your positive mood will move the "trip" in the positive way.

fighting sinking feelings

You have to ask yourself: Why am I associating it with something bad and not good? I always thank the forces behind the experience. Even if it's raw, dirty and rough, I still very grateful for the show!

I have done my best not to think about anything related to this all day but not with much success.

🤣 " .... I must not think of the pink elephant, I must not think of the pink elephant ...." The other way around - think of it with proud and gratefulness! Not many people can have such an experience! Guess, how many people will envy you? And this is a very important educational moment - there is something we can not explain, there is something, the Western science avoids 😅