Samantha Bandler/Sez hypnosis

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Samantha Sez - Control

Subtle, but very arousing.

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Samantha Sez You Need More Training

Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZ-8cznavmw

Man, this stuff works.

I've dabbled with hypnosis content for nearly a decade purely because I find the concept arousing. I've even pavloved myself into being a little bi with the constant exposure to sissy porn.
But i've never felt anything significant from any of them before. I'd never even fallen into trance before (was of the camp that the idea is nonsense in reality). I'd come close watching a few tomtame videos before, looking back, but was never aware at the time.

I intentionally avoided bambi sleep purely because of the life altering nature of the community (if it ever did work, i didn't want it to consume my life)

I found this forum 3 days ago while glancing at kei's stuff (found it too annoying to watch) and saw Ra's pinned post about SB.
Turned me on so much i downloaded a ton of the files and i started by listening to bend over since people said it was the most powerful to them. Didn't get anything out of that initially, so i moved on. The warning about the driver induction caught my eye and I figured "who cares" it doesn't work anyway.

I pulled up "Captured" since it was the only free file i noticed had it. 
Went into trance in the first 5 minutes (the feeling nearly gave me a panic attack), followed through to the end, then listened to submit, control, you need more training, and trigger fun all in a single session.

I've been so insanely horny for the last 3 days i can barely think straight. Every time i see something bright red I get a sinking feeling and instantly get horny. I don't even remember which track it was in, but i know I heard the words "every time you see a red light" at some point.
I've listened to captured probably 6 times at this point over the last few days. It feels so good.

Heed the warning at the top of the thread.

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If I have problems with sleeping, I insert earbuds and randomly listen to several dozens of selected SB's files. It works 😉

Every time i see something bright red I get a sinking feeling and instantly get horny.

Great result!

It feels so good.

Oh yes, this is what SB is really good at: addiction and arousal.

Well apparently I can't even heed my own warnings.

I have been well aware of the ide that you must want hypno to work and believe it will work in order to get something out of it. Even if that belief is just pretend at first.
Despite that, as I said in my last post, I have struggled to trance to anything despite years of mostly casual consumption of the content before Captured , well, caught me. When I listened to that I was forcing myself to believe it would work. I guess it flipped a switch in me because I have not struggled to trance at all since then and have binged hypnosis content all weekend.
Really put me into a loop. Over the last week I have listened to at least half of the files in this forum at least once (although often just as background noise) and have had multiple hours long sessions spent mostly in trance with various playlists. I have listened to Captured, Control, Obey, and you need more training at least 5 times each. I've listened to the short public versions of Compliance 101-404.

This has done a number on me, that's for sure. 
I got drunk and high this weekend and spent around 20 hours listening to SB continuously, probably half of it actively listening while trying to trance. I have been continuously horny basically the entire last week, and have masturbated multiple times a day, every day, listening to SB pretty much every time, although sometimes only in the background.
I have already emailed Samantha, something I've never done before with any nsfw creator, and have found myself finding videos to comment on. I subscribed to her subscribestar early on at the $5 tier as the starter post recommended, but while listening to one of her files drunk felt compelled to pledge her 5 more bucks, before eventually upgrading to the $50 tier ( I still have a month to go before I even get anything out of that). I even ordered some visa giftcards to order the agreement and trigger happy directly from her site, but couldn't will myself to enter my personal info on the billing page and it wouldn't let me get by with fake info (I would ask for advice here, but it's probably in my best interest no one tell me).

The Red light trigger persists, I now realize I got it from Control, but I have not noticed any other direct triggers form beside just constantly thinking about her. Maybe that means none of them worked, maybe it means they all did, idk.  The amnesia trigger seems like it mostly doesn't work on me (i think, lol) and I've remembered most of what I've heard.

I even caved and listened to BS in the middle of it, having constantly found the idea arousing since I first discovered it. I listened to the first day of the 20 day training program in the middle of the week before quitting because I did have a panic attack while listening to named and drained when it came time to put the cotton candy in the box. I was horny leading up to that and was definitely in trance but as soon as the box was mentioned my heart rate sky rocketed. My chest was beating so hard it was shaking my entire body. It mostly pulled me out of trance, but I forced myself to finish listening (probably somewhat foolishly) having read people state elsewhere that the panic in trance might just be from not liking the feeling of losing control during trance. I wasn't wearing a "uniform" so idk if that has anything to do with it.


My consumption of this material has gone from casual and watching mostly the glorified music videos on hypnotube to spending most of my free time listening to it within a week.
This morning, while waking up and still half dazed i could hear both Samantha and Bambi's voices in my head talking. I distinctly remember hearing the primary voice from the bs files saying "Soon, Bambi." as well as "Bambi and Samantha are working together now Bambi". Once I woke up completely I was so horny i had to get off immediately and instinctively went to  a Tiktok bambi vid on hypnotube.

I am 90% sure this was me still in a dream state and was brought on by me reading Ra's posts in the sissyhyno thread about the Feminine takeover file which lead to me reading the "horror" stories about people's experience with that file.
Regardless, I have no desire to lose my life to some entity that I didn't even believe could exist 2 weeks ago, so I will have to take a significant break from this shit, and if I ever get back into it, be significantly more selective about what I watch/listen to.

Despite all this I am still craving listening to more and have been hard the entire time writing this post just thinking about listening to some more.

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I distinctly remember hearing the primary voice from the bs files saying "Soon, Bambi." as well as "Bambi and Samantha are working together now Bambi".

Sounds familiar. Though, in my case, it's mostly in the written form. Have you seen this thread? https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...n-hypnosis

If yes, have you got your sissy name?

I will have to take a significant break from this shit, and if I ever get back into it

That's normal, as, according to experience, the hypno stuff stops working if you continue to listen to it. You will eventually return/relapse (that's close to inevitable), and the "abstinence period" will act as hypnotic fractionation.

significantly more selective about what I watch/listen to

Good idea. Though, with some progress, your limits will be widened anyway.

I got drunk and high

I think, this is a bigger problem than hypno 😉

Anyway, welcome to the club 😅

I distinctly remember hearing the primary voice from the bs files saying "Soon, Bambi." as well as "Bambi and Samantha are working together now Bambi".

Sounds familiar. Though, in my case, it's mostly in the written form. Have you seen this thread? https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...n-hypnosis

If yes, have you got your sissy name?

I will have to take a significant break from this shit, and if I ever get back into it

That's normal, as, according to experience, the hypno stuff stops working if you continue to listen to it. You will eventually return/relapse (that's close to inevitable), and the "abstinence period" will act as hypnotic fractionation.

significantly more selective about what I watch/listen to

Good idea. Though, with some progress, your limits will be widened anyway.

I got drunk and high

I think, this is a bigger problem than hypno 😉

Anyway, welcome to the club 😅

- I listened to one of the files from the main list early on which talked about it, I think HEBLN, but I didn't feel compelled to come up with one. I listened to it SB's CSS from the beginning of that thread last night but I wasn't focused completely on it. I came up with a name to follow the instructions, Carla, but it felt like i was just making something up, not like it came to me.
I didn't read the entirety of your automatic writing posts, but I skimmed through them. I've always thought the idea was bs, but i'm not so sure after this morning. It wasn't just those two phrases. I spent probably 10 minutes half awake, sort of coming up and down while hearing their voices. I kept hearing "samantha says obey", and "samantha says submit" over and over again, with "drop deeper now" mixed in, and every now and then "Bambi Sleep" or "Good girl", or "Bambi does as she's told" mixed in. Sometimes it felt like i was saying it to myself because i wanted to, other times it felt like someone else was talking to me. I tried to push it down and either go to sleep or wake up multiple times, but it kept coming back. Every time it came back I would hear "Silly Bambi".

I have a tendency to half wake up and then snooze the alarm for half an hour most mornings, and I regularly have continuing dreams during those moments, which is why i"m not completely freaking out right now, but it was one of the most surreal experiences I have had in years.

-And yeah, it's probably worse than anything an audio file does to me, but I'm not so sure after this weekend.

I distinctly remember hearing the primary voice from the bs files saying "Soon, Bambi." as well as "Bambi and Samantha are working together now Bambi".

Sounds familiar. Though, in my case, it's mostly in the written form. Have you seen this thread? https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...n-hypnosis

If yes, have you got your sissy name?

I will have to take a significant break from this shit, and if I ever get back into it

That's normal, as, according to experience, the hypno stuff stops working if you continue to listen to it. You will eventually return/relapse (that's close to inevitable), and the "abstinence period" will act as hypnotic fractionation.

significantly more selective about what I watch/listen to

Good idea. Though, with some progress, your limits will be widened anyway.

I got drunk and high

I think, this is a bigger problem than hypno 😉

Anyway, welcome to the club 😅

- I listened to one of the files from the main list early on which talked about it, I think HEBLN, but I didn't feel compelled to come up with one. I listened to it SB's CSS from the beginning of that thread last night but I wasn't focused completely on it. I came up with a name to follow the instructions, Carla, but it felt like i was just making something up, not like it came to me.
I didn't read the entirety of your automatic writing posts, but I skimmed through them. I've always thought the idea was bs, but i'm not so sure after this morning. It wasn't just those two phrases. I spent probably 10 minutes half awake, sort of coming up and down while hearing their voices. I kept hearing "samantha says obey", and "samantha says submit" over and over again, with "drop deeper now" mixed in, and every now and then "Bambi Sleep" or "Good girl", or "Bambi does as she's told" mixed in. Sometimes it felt like i was saying it to myself because i wanted to, other times it felt like someone else was talking to me. I tried to push it down and either go to sleep or wake up multiple times, but it kept coming back. Every time it came back I would hear "Silly Bambi".

I have a tendency to half wake up and then snooze the alarm for half an hour most mornings, and I regularly have continuing dreams during those moments, which is why i"m not completely freaking out right now, but it was one of the most surreal experiences I have had in years.

-And yeah, it's probably worse than anything an audio file does to me, but I'm not so sure after this weekend.

It's definitely Carla.

I went back after reading your response and tranced deep to Cocotrance's css video. It felt like someone pulled my mouth open and pulled carla out of it.
I need to stop this.

You will eventually return/relapse (that's close to inevitable), and the "abstinence period" will act as hypnotic fractionation. 


I love this line, thought, and idea.