Hi piggies,
I started listening to the files 4 days ago and haven't made it to the standard Track 6 (The Abyss) yet. I wanted to share some of my experiences so far.
First, I've always had a strong fantasy of being forced into becoming a nikubenki. I loved the idea in mangas, especially the watersports aspects, but I've never been into scat — even in subtle forms — and I still feel very resistant to it. Maybe that's because I've been taught and programmed to reject it.
I've also always really loved nose hooks. Whenever I put one on, it instantly deepens my pig identification, altho without all the extreme dirty impressions/behaviors. So I consider myself somewhat experienced in that sense of identity.
Since English is not my first language, my audio tolerance seems lower than most. I simply don't respond to most of the multi-tracked files, except for Track 5 (Anal Pig / Toilet Pig).
I totally agree with likera and cattani — maybe these pig girl files aren't really meant to be listened to as a regular playlist.
(24 Sep 2021, 01:04 )Like Ra Wrote: Looks like all files within the series are the same, just the sound effects differ a bit. Or did I miss something?
(24 Sep 2021, 05:25 )Cattani Wrote: The way I see it, it's like this:
a. The Bimbo file is a separate thing
b. The Pig Girl files are one family, based on a central text, with the variations being in the background: daytime vs nighttime and "boosted" vs "normal"
c. The Sex Mania files are also one family, with the Deep Rewire being two or more voices overlapping with differing speeds and robo-readers.
d. The Anal Pig files are also one family, also with overlapping voices variations that tends to creep up on my hemispheres and hit them with a dildo.
e. The Crazy Whore Now file is an individual mix of Pig and Mania, flowing back and forth, shifting background and foreground to delicious effect.
f. The Swallow Abyss file is a separate thing.
Anyway, I don't get the deep bambi-like trance experience at all. But what happened this morning really scared me. The very first thought I had when I woke up was, out of nowhere:
"I'm a toilet pig." That was it. After thinking about it for a second, I'm still fighting the scat stuff and resisting hard.
I do feel sorry for Bambi though. I can get easily triggered by anything Bambi-related, I drop into trance pretty fast, and I genuinely love bimbofication. Yet I've never once woken up thinking "I'm a bimbo / Bambi / good girl" (even though I have other reminders in real life — it's still different from something truly spontaneous).
As for actual transformations from the files, I've noticed I no longer find public toilets disgusting. Urinals in particular feel strangely attractive now. I still care about my health though, so I won't cross any lines… yet.
I was already inspired by nikubenki mangas to drink my own piss before, but I never liked the taste. Let's see if the files can push me any further.