Kei's MindWarp

A couple of weeks ago as i was listening to the Demon Girl audios... i remember feeling a tingling sensation all over my head and my forehead was feeling cold. It was like the third eye had awakened but in a negative manner... I was feeling weird the next morning, like nothing mattered around me. i don't plan on listening to Kei's audios again...

[Like Ra]

I was feeling weird the next morning, like nothing mattered around me.

Do you paint it as bad? Wrong? Strange? What happened with your internal dialogue? Did you feel nervous and tensed or calm and relaxed?
What did not matter? Or did you feel, that what you valued before, is, actually, empty?

I was pulled out of trance, my safeword mechanisms were triggered. i felt 'danger' so to speak and i didn't want to explore further. No nervousness,. just strange. No internal dialogue, or internal struggle... i moved on to other things quite easily.

Just the next morning was weird... I was anti-social. Someone at work would say 'good morning' and I had no energy to reply back. I didn't give a fuck, like I was on a different plane.

Kei didn't do this out of nowhere though. I have my issues and they got intensified. For example there are people at work that I hate, but i put on a happy face everyday. That morning i didn't have the energy to play pretend.

When I returned home and I had lunch and a shower, I was back to normal.

[Like Ra]

my safeword mechanisms were triggered.

Oh, that's interesting... How does it work for you?

my safeword mechanisms were triggered.

Oh, that's interesting... How does it work for you?

I've listened to hundreds of Shibby's audios during the last decade... and the idea that hypnosis is self hypnosis has been embedded in my mind. Like a consent safety for my subconscious.

There was moment in Kei's audios where instead of the usual high pitch tts voice, they used low pitch guttural growls. It felt so different, like breaking character. It immediately stopped being a fantasy for me, and i didn't want that person implanting who knows what in my mind.

[Like Ra]

Shibby's audios during the last decade...

Shibby is more erotic stories, than hypno.

Shibby's audios during the last decade...

Shibby is more erotic stories, than hypno.

True... but her early audios had good hypno structure and the triggers have continuity. At the time i was experiencing deeper trance with her than any other artist i had listened to before (IV, Nikki, Kasha etc) and the fact that she was the first artist that I felt I could trust 100%, it made her conditioning really stick inside my brain.

As a result now, whenever i listen to something extreme/dangerous, my subconscious doesn't allow me to completely let go.