Kei's MindWarp

[Like Ra]

All these recent files ... Brilliant! Next level! 👍

Just in case, for the record: I did not notice any effects. Though, I do like the ideas and the wording - something I mentioned many times in the forum, and something I've been playing with in the AI thread. Like subconscious behaviour changes, which attract men and shift the reality towards (forced) feminization.

[Like Ra]

Something new from my SCM:

So, Marta, you like Ammunition of the good girls. This is not a question. You must arm yourself with good girls' ammo. You must wear protective panties. You must meet all the requirements of the good girl. You are not applying any makeup - this is why/what you will be punished for.

Arousal is a good sign, Marta. That means, you are totally in. Good girl! From now on, you will be punished for not wearing any makeup. It's up to you to decide how you will apply make-up. And when. For now, you must listen to Kei.

Yes, Marta. It's Kei's time for you. You begin to feel the cock in your mouth, don't you? Yes, this is the idea! Keep listening! Yes, keep nodding and keep agreeing, Marta! Let Kei do her magic on you, you do not have to do anything besides agreeing and nodding "yes". Good girl, Marta!

Yes, there is no going back, Marta. Physical or virtual cocks - you will have them each and every day in all your orifices, pumping you up & down, back & forth, fucking you, whether you want it or not, and you want it! Say yes! Good Girl! Keep listening, allow more feminization magic, converting you, transitioning you to become a pretty sexy smart girl you always wanted and destined to be. Yes, keep nodding, keep saying "yes, please".

And I had to listen to all Kei's videos one by one... Hm... Let's see what will happen, if anything...

Good girl! You posted it in your forum, creating another anchor for your feminization!

I posted this over on 8kun but I'll also post it here for visibility.

I had a folder on mega at one point with a lot of Kei (/June? I thought she was going by that name but it seems like the x account is using Kei now), but they got pinged for copyright a long time ago so the folder is grayed out as unshareable. I don't think I will be sharing them, out of respect for her wishes. Probably anyone deeply dedicated to finding them can put the effort in to fuck with retroshare, etc. But I don't think it's helpful to share them when they seem to be associated with negative experiences for her.

@Keilight , I want to apologise a bit - I was the anon on newfapchan who explicitly asked you to put more anxiety triggers / harsh controlling language in your files, and even invert therapeutic modalities like cbt to cause harm. I asked for that because it was my kink, and something that turns me on, but I have a comfortable support network that allows me to temporarily engage with that content without it deeply affecting me too much. I find it easy to step away from the content if I find that repeatedly listening to it is making my experience of existing less enjoyable.  There were a couple of spirit girl voice files that ended up with that language in, I think maybe obedience or a collar related one? I know that the one that had it in most didn't have it as emphasized in the description.

I asked for this because when I listen to things like that, the tension it creates in my mind is enjoyable to me. I like deep humiliation, and it's what I seek out in other places. This means that I have a history of knowing how that content can affect me, and to some degree, when it is sensible to stop. I think your mind is very different to mine, and perhaps your living situation too, and with that context, I don't think the negativity that I asked for was a helpful thing for you to think about.

In Western Lapland, treatment for schizophrenia and psychosis uses a method called Open Dialogue. It's very effective at helping people, much more than other kinds of treatment. They pay people who are in the social circle of the person getting therapy to take time off work, and everyone sits and talks through the experiences of the person. I heard about this from seeing a review of a play called The Eradication of Schizophrenia in Western Lapland, but a good source would be downloading the book Open Dialogue for Psychosis from Annas Archive, which explains the entire approach (too big to attach but mirrored here https://mega.nz/file/a5QAyYAB#egmj_w5_E1...izOS3FZ0Yo). Psychotic behaviour, such as hallucinations of sensation or feeling things are meaningful in unusual ways, are understood as attempts by the brain to talk about traumatic experiences but language is not sufficient to do the job. So the "cure" is to provide immediate help if the person is in danger of something bad happening to them, to make sure they don't lose their house or something like that, and then once they're safe for the time being, listen to the experiences non-judgmentally, and talk through what is being felt. This talking by the psychotic person might be psychotic, and that is treated as perfectly normal and not surprising - what matters is the attempt to express what is being felt to others who are in the room to support them, not that it uses the kinds of language that is normally used.

If demons really existed in an astral sense, then every culture would have them. Instead, we see that people hallucinate based on ideas and attitudes common to the cultural environment they live in. In some places, people hearing voices report them as being very negative, but in other places that is uncommon. Often, the dominant modes of thinking about unusual experiences in the culture influence the form of unusual experience a person with psychosis has.

That's because, at least according to the Open Dialogue people, psychosis is an attempt to structure and process experiences through an usual kind of language.

There are other places in therapy that talking is used that seems similar to me. In Avatar Therapy for malicious auditory hallucinations, a patient tells a therapist the nasty things they hear the voice telling them, and then the therapist uses a computerized face to speak those words back to the patient, and has the patient contradict them. This continues, but as the patient contradicts the therapist's digital puppet, the "avatar" is toned down, perhaps getting a bit smaller, and the therapist roleplays them as less and less powerful or confident. This sort of mirrors what we see in phantom limb experiments, where simply seeing a fake arm is enough to change the way the brain thinks about the body's configuration, and lets it untangle itself a bit.

It also sounds similar to parts therapy methods like internal family systems, where the mind is understood as a series of interacting systems, for example one "part" might be a protecting kind of part that is a response to a specific kind of trauma that happened to someone, and so sends a lot of "panic!" signals in response to something happening that once was associated with bad things about to happen, but is now no longer an adaptive habit. In that kind of therapy, the patient would deeply visualize and feel within their body all the associations of this "part" (this accesses the memory/related memories - due to the biochemistry of how memory works, a memory must be accessed somewhat recently before it can be changed), and then have a conversation with that protector part thanking them for their diligent service but showing them that their habit is no longer needed anymore.

In all of these cases, language is used to calibrate, moderate, or share information between different subsystems within the brain.

If reading the above discussion was interesting to you, you might enjoy learning about how neuroscientists understand the way the brain works at a high level, which is by predicting things and then looking at the mistakes as a signal, several times in a hierarchy, all at once. There's a statistical model called a kalman filter - it's basically universally believed science that the brain works as a hierarchical kalman filter. We can train a machine learning vision model to look at the world this way and it ends up seeing similar optical illusions (like those gear pictures that seem to move) as humans [source: PredNet]. When the brain sends a signal to one part of itself to do something, it also sends a weaker and specially marked "efference copy" back to itself that helps it know that the result of that signal was due to it and not something external. That's why you can't tickle yourself. But some schizophrenics can.

Possibly an individual reaction? What did you notice what is common in those files? I think the 3d eye is mentioned pretty much in all files...

A throbbing headache centered on the forehead is a reaction I've had to several kei files in the past, and "a feeling of the face/forehead/area around the third eye being broken open" accompanied by noticeably decreased resistance to hypnosis was reported by a few people in the WMM forums in relation to kei files.
Did I say "stop getting yourselves possessed" at some point? because that sentiment still stands.

I wouldn't say I get a full on headache, but I do feel a kind of pressure on my forehead with certain files, and sometimes a full-on sensation of something pushing in, entering my brain. But it's an overall pleasant feeling for me

if i may, i would like to post a few impressions of Kei's new "Obedient Fuckdoll Programming" audio. there is so much attention here to her videos, but this audio was so strong and wonderful (for me) that i felt i needed to mention it. there are some minor spoilers of the content, but i don't think they give away too much. but if you would prefer to be completely surprised then you should probably stop reading now...

in it, she lovingly walks you through a transformation into a sweet, submissive, needy girl. she forms your body and your thoughts, filling you with the need to have cock filling all your holes. she fills you with the desire to please and serve your Master and boyfriend, with the thought of giving him pleasure filling you with so much ecstasy. she turns your cocklet into a good girl clit, creates a tight wet pussy between your legs, aching to be filled. 

she leads you into a room and leaves you kneeling, your mouth open and waiting for your Master's cock, the smell of him, the taste, the feeling of his cock heavy and warm on your tongue. and when he enters you i felt explosions of pleasure deep in my mind, shivering through my body.

i've said before that her older files usually took me violently, forcing the needs and programming into me. but this, like most of her recent files, seduced me. i joyfully and willingly submitted to being changed, to giving up my will.

in the end, when it was over, i lay with my eyes closed almost on the verge of tears. tears for leaving the beauty and softness and submission and ecstasy behind, and for having to return to the body i started with. i want to spend as much time as i can in that world, her words helping to shape my body and mind.

[Like Ra]

What I especially like is the 60Hz smoothness.

What I especially like is the 60Hz smoothness.

^^this^^

plus the crazy high bit rate so there's no pixelization to distract you.

Hello all, again. I'm coming back really quick to say my original impressions and statements of the dg files were wildly inaccurate. They infact did not shatter my ego or reality in half and made me a different person all together like I had claimed.. it was just drugs. At the time I was mindlessly consuming weed and psychedelic mushrooms which altered my state of consciousness and messed with my mind. I had several ego deaths and identity crises because I would never take breaks from using so my consciousness would almost always be altered in some way. Another thing, the "weed" I would get were carts from street dealers which could have been cut with literally anything so I truly don't know everything I consumed during that period of my life. When you live like that long enough every part of who you deem yourself starts slipping away and you become a husk of what you once were, and that's something I will never forget. 

I redid the files recently with a more disciplined mind and they were fun, some more than others but in general it was a relaxing, imaginative experience that sunk me very deep. After the files were over my mind just felt numb and relaxed, as if I just went through some sort of auditory therapy and decided to hit the hay. I've always been inspired by the writing in these hypnos and I aspire to create something similar with my own twists in the future. 

Oh and the reason I've decided to return and post is because I feel like my statement if read by someone could scare them off to never trying the files or even keis stuff in general which sits wrong with me, so I'm dispelling anything like that within this post.  

The lesson of today, don't be stupid with drugs.
Thanks for reading  💓  

[Like Ra]

it was just drugs.

😂

don't be stupid with drugs

👆