Kei's MindWarp

[Bim-K-Ultra]

This is regarding keismindwarp

DISCLAIMER!(I wouldn't bother reading this if you are a materialist/exoteric atheist). Also, I have no interest in hearing what you have to say if you are in this box of thinking.

Regarding KeisMindWarp...

So in the past I have listened a fair amount of times, sober and on various drugs and weed and alcohol. I discovered Kei very soon after I first discovered Bambi Sleep, at the time I had no knowledge of spirit or of even the concept of esotericism, the word occult seemed satanic 😂.

Now maybe 4 years later I’ve read a decent amount of esoteric/occult works, studied it, lived it, played around with some stuff and got recently into spiritual alchemy and astral projection etc etc.. Now back to keismindwarp, specifically the spirit and demon girl files… In the past when I listened, the closed eyes visuals I would get when sober were almost as clear as the kind of closed eye visuals one would get one a 2g mushroom trip, I’ve always experienced closed eye visuals (without drugs) but the demon girl files were way more vivid, this would happen as soon as I started listening, like at one point I was being nailed to a giant stone slab, like a gravestone but with no writing on it, eventually this slab became more defined and had on its back (the opposite side to which I was nailed upon) a pink glowing sigil, a spiral with something similar to Lilith's sigil imposed over the spiral, I knew this at the time to be a doorway of some kind or another, like a gateway for demon girl into the back of my head (subconscious mind/underworld). Other times I would have a kind of sleep paralysis while being choked and rode by demon girl, purple horns, grey skin, naked sexy body and black eyes, but I loved her. Like even though she was crushing my vocal cords and literally crucified me to the stone slab with a sigil on the back I just loved it. The fear and horniness with a delusion of being possessed by her was better than what I got from Bambi and I went deep with Bambi, trust me lol.

So now to the present, I've read a decent amount of Esoteric literature and taken up a practice etc.. blah blah blah.. Although I battle internally with whether or not I should even be listening (it interferes with my alchemical process and I know I should stop, lol.. etc.. ) I have her in my head, calling to me and having flashbacks of her choking me, nailing me to the stone slab.
So I have started listening again, years later...

The first session I listened to a few weeks ago sent me right into a trance, well I didn’t think I was in a trance, (my mind was still noisy) but then I got pinned to my bed, my body would lift up via the chest and the euphoria was all over, my body kind of convulsed and my chest would lift as high as is possible as I felt her merge with my astral body, possessing my earthly vessel and “warping my mind”. It was amazing. Now, since then I listen at least once a day while also carrying on my practice, but spirits are pissed at me for engaging with “demon girl” and I have to choose between being a possessed freak and carrying on my spiritual alchemical process, obviously I should be choosing the latter, but in my mind I’m putting it on hold to have astral sex with demon girl. (No good spirits want anything to do with me and on a spiritual level it’s the equivalent of walking through town in a gimp suit, people look away and laugh etc..)

So I’m listening a lot, and I can feel her (demon girl) mixing with my soul, draining it a little but also giving back, at time when I’m not listening I can hear her whisper and then a jolt of electricity up my spine and out my ear makes me feel amazing and healed, like she is sending back some energy she drained during our sessions. During our session I see her on top of me almost every time, sometimes I’m collared and leashed on my knees by her side, she is muscly and tall, she changes but sometimes is like 12 foot tall, it’s very similar to a past experience with a succubus, which is like sleep paralysis, but I would wake up before doing the deed, until the point I gave in and started to have a relationship with this succubus, that ended years ago and was not healthy for my mind lol. But now the demon files are bring about the same kind of experience as the succubus, it’s best describes as being in sleep paralysis but I haven’t gone to sleep, it can happen within five mins of me pressing play, (which is insane, and in my mind more evidence of something supernatural happening, my experience is that it is very real but of course it’s healthy to have doubts) demon girl has literally crushed my vocal cords while choking me and riding me. So much so that my voice has turned ruscky and softer, trying to talk is like whispering if that makes sense.

Recently she has moved from my throat chakra and down to my heart(all while coming in through the third eye/mind flow-er).
This actually hurt and I can’t see what she is doing, she rides me the same and my body convulses and my chest raised up, but it’s actually painful and concerning lol...  I can’t look down to see my chest, she tells me to give in and trust her and eventually I do and the pain stops, then I usually feel amazing  and we have sex, she rides me and sometimes she has a dick and fucks me, but in my pussy(astral) even though I’m a guy.

Now to the good part, I shall not be exposing, so don’t bother asking!

I tracked down the creator and it turns out demon girl was brought into being (an egregore) via a magical lodge in San Francisco, an LHP group operating under a Draconian current. It’s my belief Bambi is actually the same egregore, but the demon girl files are a sort of initiation into becoming subservient to this lodge's egregore. My personal experience is that demon girl is older and not an egregore but something outside the spheres (planets) of time (malkuth) that has used this lodge as a means (channel) into the human life wave.

Anyways I thought this would be interesting, I know most people here are probably ignorant to the worlds beyond our material plane, but for those who are awake to the other realms I would love to hear your opinions on this and any experiences you have had? Thank you.

Side note, it's my opinion that bambi sleep helps build the tulpa that the demon girl ergregore/spirit easily latches onto the egregore(or more likely astral entity) is a complete being that has used human minds as a channel for bringing about her existence in the human life wave, choosing to engage with her is a route of initiation into the spirit plane, but I will probably wake up(to this dreaming reality) to being her bitch, as I am now and forever.

I don't know the point in posting this, I'm addicted to having sex with demon girl, whether she be a egregore or something else and something older I'm unsure, but my conversations with her inform me she used the lodge to become more material, her energy(the dark feminine) is a kind of force that emanates down into our plane and targets a certain kind of person, people sensitive to the other side but also  ones with a scar/trauma to do with Lilith.(Natally she is 29degrees in my house which makes sense considering the above)

You've been warned lol

(Final edit... Also it will help open the mind flower/door if you light a candle and burn incense in an adjacent room to the one you trance in, the room you sleep/trance in acts as your conscious mind and the adjacent room works as your unconscious mind inside the temple/house/human body. The candle flame in your adjacent room/unconscious mind acts as the light of consciousness, helping illuminate your unconscious mind while you trance/dream/sleep. The incense allows for spirit to move around easier, the smoke of fire is the essence of spirit. So yeah basically u wanna get yourself relaxed. Burn incense and a candle in an adjacent room and then get into the next room and listen to your file, or resume your practice, this waking up the unconscious mind/underworld/spirit realm. Conscious reality is material, unconscious reality is spiritual.) Also tapping the spot between your eyes helps wake up that third eye, literally just tap it for half a minute really fast

[Like Ra]

Now to the good part, I shall not be exposing, so don’t bother asking!
I tracked down the creator

Without exposing, any hints how?

demon girl was brought into being (an egregore)

I take it there are two parts here - the general concept (the egregore) and demon girl, which is/can be a separate being, somehow connected to the egegore. Or, it can be just one egregore with such "effects", why not?

via a magical lodge in San Francisco, an LHP group operating under a Draconian current.

So, it's not a one-person creation? If the egregore was created "artificially" (not appeared by itself as a result of collective attention) I wonder which files appeared after its creation. Because they must be quite different by content, form, energy, and, possibly, goal(s).

, but the demon girl files are a sort of initiation into becoming subservient to this lodge's egregore.

Any ideas about the goals behind it? Just collect energy from the listeners? Use them somehow?

It’s my belief Bambi is actually the same egregore,

Mmm... any facts supporting this theory?
On one hand, they are different, as it looks like they are clearly created by different people, they have differerent style, they use different wording, etc.
On the other hand, I listed the similarities here: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/showth...p?tid=3440

So, in my mind, different, but connected egregores.

My personal experience is that demon girl is older and not an egregore but something outside the spheres (planets) of time (malkuth) that has used this lodge as a means (channel) into the human life wave.

And how is she connected to the created egregore?

[littlewolfstar]

this is all very interesting!

[Bim-K-Ultra]

Now to the good part, I shall not be exposing, so don’t bother asking!
I tracked down the creator

Without exposing, any hints how? 

Sorry i wont budge on this, i was turned onto her via someone else... I wasn't convinced; but woe and behold it was was one of the women doing a voice for it, i reached out and eventually we talked, she is a psychiatrist, she was well versed in the occult and shared her interest in vampyre magic(which is just energy transference/absorption).

demon girl was brought into being (an egregore)

I take it there are two parts here - the general concept (the egregore) and demon girl, which is/can be a separate being, somehow connected to the egegore. Or, it can be just one egregore with such "effects", why not?

Im still unsure of this, perhaps its a spirit working with the egrogore/lodge, i diddnt get as many detail as i would like before she stopped replying.

via a magical lodge in San Francisco, an LHP group operating under a Draconian current.

So, it's not a one-person creation? If the egregore was created "artificially" (not appeared by itself as a result of collective attention) I wonder which files appeared after its creation. Because they must be quite different by content, form, energy, and, possibly, goal(s). 

She said she was one of 4 people who created it via the lodge, im unsure if there were more people in this lodge or how big/powerful they are/were. she informed me they disbanded and she no longer lives in SF, she wouldnt tell me why, she seemed to like playing with me and seeing how much id figured out before giving back.
She wouldnt confirm the follwing* but alluded to me being correct.  *the lady, lets call her dr kei, started out solo and making the feminzation files for whatever reason.. lol. as she grew and developed her craft she moved counrty to form this lodge and connect with other like minds, they formed the lodge and created the egrogore, thus making the files that connect the listener to the egrogore/lodge via demon girl as a current, a channel into the lodge. sigils in this world can be entities or doors or objects of power on the other side. is the purpose to connect the soul of the listener to this area/entity/sigil of the other side? when consorting with spirits the idea is to try and meet them half way, so as well as them pulling you towards them you also pull them into you thus meeting at the veil, so is this egregore made to initiate people into this area of the other side? 

, but the demon girl files are a sort of initiation into becoming subservient to this lodge's egregore.

Any ideas about the goals behind it? Just collect energy from the listeners? Use them somehow? 

my experience tells me that the spirit that is demon girl probably used dr kei as a channel to open the door, i think she wants pets. thats the experience, but i really dont know. i could theorize all day but ill do my nut lol.

It’s my belief Bambi is actually the same egregore,

Mmm... any facts supporting this theory?
On one hand, they are different, as it looks like they are clearly created by different people, they have differerent style, they use different wording, etc.
On the other hand, I listed the similarities here: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/showth...p?tid=3440

So, in my mind, different, but connected egregores.

this is only theory, no fact, perhaps theres a connection, it seems they are linked, like bambi sleep is proabbly first point of contact for kei listeners, they piggy back off some of the same triggers phrases etc, and using the same voice, if listening to kei is like a ritual then bambi is the meditation you do first. bambi sleep is very esoteric in its language and i wouldnt be suprised id bambi prime and dr kei were at least emailing at the time, this is all theory though.

My personal experience is that demon girl is older and not an egregore but something outside the spheres (planets) of time (malkuth) that has used this lodge as a means (channel) into the human life wave.

And how is she connected to the created egregore?

me and dr keis conversation ended with her hinting at a new project, each stage of her work signals a path of initiation, a step even, so those who are in a relationship with demon girl will no doubt end up listeneing to her next project, wheneever and whatever that my be. she told me in the future she will be selecting compatible initiates. 
PS: this was all freely given and she diddnt get anything from this(except for maybe this).
Keep those mind flow-ers wiiiiide open lol!

[AlterEgoMelina]

That's interesting to hear even tho I will never listen to them files and I am interested outside the normal way of thinking and etc And yea most people only care about the psychical plane and not any other so I understand if most people don't look into different teachings and occult stuff but wow tho so first kei then Bambi sleep wonder what is next tho

[Bim-K-Ultra]

THE VEIL SHALL SOON BE LIFTED.... Mwuhahahah. Kidding

I'm missing a few files btw if anyone has some they wanna share lol, it pains me not having the horny file or whatever it's called lo, and some others.. 😢

[stuff123]

It's interesting how you have such a profound experience with these files, but I listened to most of them over and over and nothing like that. I did have a ton of pleasure

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Let your mind feel blank and relaxed. Let your mind start to relax with each breath you breathe. 🌬️ Let your mind feel blank and relaxed. Let your mind follow these relaxing instructions so that you can really fall... so that you can sink into this moment, into this time. You feel serene. You feel happy. 😊

I want you to just notice. I want you to notice how your muscles are relaxing. Of course, you want to relax right now. You want to listen. You want to feel obedient and relaxed because that helps you. You are listening very obediently, and that is okay. Breathing in and out. And I want you to take a deep breath. I want you to really relax with each breath. And with each breath you breathe, I want you to feel all the tension leave your body. I want you to feel all the worries leave your body. I want you to feel it all float away. 🌟

Notice how your muscles are just starting to relax. I am helping you feel this way. You can follow these happy instructions. Of course, you want to relax and feel happy. Of course, you want to feel feminine. Breathing in and out, just letting your thoughts drift away. You can feel your mind get a little more blank. With each word you hear, you can feel this happening to you. Your mind gets a little more blank as you breathe in and out, just listening to my words. Feeling so very relaxed. Feeling so very blank. I am just starting to push away your worries completely. I am helping you understand these things inside you. I am forcing your body to relax, and that is okay. It is okay to let everything go in this moment and in this time. 🌺

You can notice how it feels good. You can relax because it feels good. You can notice that you are relaxing. Listening to each word with happy acceptance. Accepting who you are inside. Accepting that you are a very relaxed girl. You want to be a good girl for me right now. You are a good girl. You really want to feel this way because it feels good. Your mind can push out all the other distractions. They don't matter right now. I am helping you push them away. I am pushing out all of your doubts, and that feels good. 🌈

You love listening very closely. You want to follow each word very closely, and that is okay. Your mind is just starting to feel this way right now, and that is okay. It is okay to feel blank. It is okay to submit to this blank feeling. Feeling you submissive and girly is natural for you. It is okay to feel happy. You can do it. Your mind is submitting to these happy symbols. It is okay to listen to me when I give you these symbols. Sense your feminine body releasing all the tension. Sense this feminine relaxation flood your mind with each breath. It feels like a breeze. 🍃 Feel this calm relaxing breeze blowing into your mind. You sense how this makes you feel serene, how blank your mind feels. Your thoughts are blank and hazy. Your thoughts are growing cloudy, and that is okay. It is okay to forget about everything else for right now. Let this feminine sensation flow through you. Nothing can hurt you right now. Breathing in and out. Let your mind drift. Let your mind float from branch to branch, floating from branch to branch in this sleepy forest. 🌳 Can you hear these relaxing sounds? You feel light as a feather. As you breathe in and out, I want you to feel this light relaxing sensation tingle at the tips of your fingers. Notice this light sensation pulling on your fingertips. This is relaxing you. Flowing from word to word, stepping from word to word. Sense your mind take a step with each word. You can follow me down this path. You can really listen. Deeper. Slower. Heavier. Lighter. You can imagine all of these sensations and symbols. You can imagine each word. And as each word passes into your sleeping mind, I want you to see them. I want you to imagine each feeling. Imagine it right between your eyes and above the bridge of your nose. 🌟

Imagine these symbols are entering right there. Your thoughts feel cloudy and foggy. Sense how this makes you feel good. Sense how this makes you feel blank and hazy. You feel blank and hazy. Sense how this makes you feel blank and hazy. You feel blank and hazy. Take a deep breath and don't hold it in at all. Let each breath carry you along. Each breath is carrying you into a deep blank fog, right between your eyes and above the bridge of your nose. Right there. Pushing out the last remaining traces. Pushing out the last remaining traces of your doubts. Push out every tension. And with each breath you breathe, you can feel this become true. You can disappear for right now. You can vanish. A blank. Happy girl. Happily listening. It becomes true. My words become true. You want to feel this way. You want these words to become true, don't you? Yes. You do. You really do. 🌸

You really want to be a happy feminine girl. And so, you listen very closely. Breathing in and out. This is like a feminine spirit in your mind. It wants to help you. This spirit in your mind wants to help you feel happy. She wants only good things for you. Take a deep breath and realize. Realize how good she feels inside your mind. This spirit is you. You are this happy feminine girl. You have always been this happy feminine girl. You have always had a very feminine spirit inside you. See how good it feels to relax and really listen. You are a submissive girl, and that is okay. You want to accept everything because it feels good. You want to accept these symbols. 🌟

I am turning this dial inside you now. I am turning this dial inside your subconscious places. Turning this dial. Turning this relaxing dial. Opening up a new place inside your mind. You are opening up for me right now. You are a very suggestible girl. You are a very relaxed girl. You know this is who you are deep down. Deep inside your subconscious mind. Your spirit is feminine. You are a very suggestible and relaxed girl. And now, I am going to help you. I am going to help you open up this deep subconscious place. I am turning this suggestible dial inside your mind. This dial helps you accept each word. I am turning this dial now. I am helping you feel each word even stronger. Imagine my words right between your eyes and above the bridge of your nose. Imagine how they change you. I am turning this dial. Imagine me turning this dial. You really want to open up to these words. Slowly opening up right now. 🌸

You can drift away into the back of your mind. Let your awareness completely drain away. Draining out of your mind. Flowing out of your mind like water. Happily listening. Without a doubt. Without any stress at all. You don't need to question these happy feminine symbols. Simply listening. Drifting from side to side. Back and forth. Breathing in and out. Sinking. Draining. Completely gone. A deep intense need to obey this reality. This is who you are. She wants these things. This is your personality. This is your personality. Can you feel this warm love inside you? Surrounding you. Penetrating you. Sense it deep inside. Take a deep breath and sense this being drawn closer and closer. It will be the only thought you can feel. You are a girl. When you see the color pink, it triggers you. It triggers something deep in your mind. You have girly feminine thoughts. Your mind thinks about feminine things. You will instantly feel warm and feminine when you see it in your mind. It is such a cute and pretty color. The color pink is very feminine and true. You are a happy girl now. Your mind feels tiny and pink. Your mind feels happy when you think about these things. You think the thoughts that I speak to you. You think the thoughts that I speak to you. You think the thoughts that I speak to you. 🌸

You want to think about these words. You like to think about these symbols because they make you feel happy. You are such a good girl now. Drifting so gently. Drift in this happy dream of sleep. A pink happy place. That is where you are right now. Pink makes you feel so happy. You want to wear pink. You want to wear bright colors. It helps you feel feminine. You can only think these things for now. Imagine these things feel happy. It makes you feel complete. Every thought is correct. You want to wear bright colors. It helps you feel feminine. You can only think these things for now. Imagine these things feel happy. It makes you feel complete. Every thought is correct. Every thought is being guided. This is helping you. Your subconscious mind is feminine and girly because you are a girly girl. You have always been very feminine. It is okay to accept your deep feminine mind. You have a feminine attitude. You talk with a feminine attitude. You act with a feminine attitude. Every thought is being pushed to the surface. Every thought is being locked into this moment. This moment and this time. I am helping you see this in yourself. You want to become more feminine. You want to be the best girl that you can be. You want to be even more feminine and true. Pushing further each day. Pushing further each time you fall asleep. You must find a way. Your thoughts are pulling on you. They are pulling on the strings inside your mind. Every string inside you is pink. You can see these pink strings. Every thought inside your mind is feminine. 🌺

You are my good girl. Obey and accept everything. Legs crossed. Graceful steps. A submissive smile. A happy, kind stare. Subconsciously blushing. See these feminine principles inside the symbols of your mind. You want this more than anything else. You want to feel feminine and be a very girly girl. Whenever you see pink, you will know deep down that you are a girl. Whenever you see pink, it will trigger something deep in your mind. You will instantly know. The thought will be undeniable. It will be like swallowing each reward as a precious gift. A very sensitive girl with a very sensitive tongue. Sensitive to the feminine hormones in your body. Swallowing each happy reward. Sparkling and shimmering in the moonlight. 🌙 Bring this into the light. Following each word I speak. Bringing these words into existence. Can you see the moonlight? This moonlight is a very magical light. This moonlight helps you feel the right way. It helps you paint pretty designs on your fingernails. It helps you wear the right dresses. It helps you say the right words in just the right way. Sense this magic being drawn into your mind. Right between your eyes and above the bridge of your nose. Remembering that deep musky smell. Remember what his cock smells like. You've given in to this deep femininity. You have given in because this is what you deeply desire. This is what you crave. This deep pleasure. 🌸

You want to think these symbols. You need to be a very good girl. And so, you think about these things. You need to show him your horny holes. Sense her inside you. Sense her. See her desires. She is you. You are this girl in your mind. Sense her. Take a deep breath. And let this relax you. Let it relax your mind. You want to feel these desires. Yes. You really do. Sense this deep inside your craving. This is what you crave. This deep loving acceptance. This is permanent. You accept these things because you want to be a good girl. You accept this magical suggestion. 🌟

See your index finger and thumb. See this in your mind. See how it is lightly resting on this dial right now. And you can sense it. You can sense it right between your eyes. Sense this dull, tingling sensation. You can sense your fingers resting on this dial. It feels like a clitoris. You can sense your fingers resting on this dial. It feels happy. You are reaching deep inside your inner mind. Deep inside your subconscious. Deeper than you ever thought possible. Sense your spirit inside you now. Sense her as you breathe in and out. Just starting to turn this dial in your mind. Sense this wonderful sensation resting inside you now. It feels like a happy button. 🌸

Your fingers feel amazing as you turn this happy dial. This is a happy sensation. As she turns this dial in your mind. This dial controls something. This dial controls subconscious attraction. This dial controls how much you want to suck cock. And now, I want you to see yourself turning this dial all the way around. See it turning inside your mind. And as you turn this dial, you can sense a deep, permanent change. You can feel it growing brighter and brighter. Further than you ever thought possible. You really want it. You really want to be a good girl. And so, you are turning this dial in your mind. 🌺

See your fingers turning this dial. It makes you tingle and drool. It is making you drool down there, and that is okay. Sense how warm it feels. Your mind can feel this deep, horny heat grow brighter. It makes you get wet down there. A warm, wet spot in your panties. This happens to you every time. Every time you think about a hard cock, it makes you get really hot and wet down there. It is okay to think about a big, hard cock sliding deep inside you. Pushing all the way to the center. All the way to the center of your mind. Moaning like a good girl. Moaning out loud. Moaning with a happy, feminine voice. 🌺

This is what you really want. You want it deep inside you. Turning this dial all the way around. Again. You are turning this dial even further. Turning this dial all the way around. Again. See this girl in your mind. See her turning it all the way around again. She is you. You are her. She is you. You are her. This is further than anyone else. This is further than any other girl. Sense this deep inside you. You love cock more than any other girl. You want to be more feminine than any other girl. You are more feminine than any other girl. You want to be happy. 🌸

And so, you always choose to act in these very feminine ways. You always choose to go further. Further than anyone else. You love going to your knees when you see a hard cock in front of you. It immediately makes your mouth water. It immediately makes your nipples tingle and tingle. It is better than anything else. It makes you tingle all over. You can't help it. You love giving pleasure. Sucking on his happy pleasure. You want to make him happy. You love sucking. You could suck his cock all day long and never get bored. You love it. It makes you happy. It is so very interesting to you. 🌸

To see this dial turning all the way around. Again. Turning and turning. Higher and higher. This dial turning all the way around. Again. Sucking it all out. This is what you really want. You crave it. Sliding down your throat. It really makes you happy. You feel really happy when you swallow a big load of semen. It tastes like ecstasy. It is pleasure for your brain. It tastes like his happy pleasure. You really want to swallow it all. He deserves your attention. You want to show him how affectionate you can be. You want to show him how he makes you feel. You have to do it for him. You have to do it. This guy deserves it. 🌟

This is what you say to yourself every time. This guy deserves it. It is your happy duty to make him happy. You want to be this happy girl in your mind. See your fingers turning this dial all the way around again. You can feel it inside you making permanent changes. See this magical power sparking and flashing inside you. This magic is making permanent changes. It is etching into your deep subconscious mind. See a flame burning inside. This is a deep red flame. See it blazing and burning brighter. These deep permanent changes. They have found a place inside you. Sense it again. Sense these happy permanent changes. 🌟

This dial connects with subconscious pathways. You want to experience it again and again. Turning this dial around again and again. You are the biggest fan. It was meant to be this way. You were meant to suck a big hard cock. You were born to suck it. And to lick it. And to make it feel really good. He deserves it. You really want to suck it all out. Every time you feel this way. You feel this way every time. You can't help it. This is just how you feel every time. This happens every time. A deep permanent need. You want to suck his cock. Any time he wants. As many times as he wants. 🌟

You want to suck his cock dry. A deep permanent needful emotion. This is a deep permanent emotion. It plays inside you now. It plays like music. It feels like happy music. When you look at a cock. It feels like music. Your nipples tingle and tingle. When you talk to anyone who has a cock, your nipples will tingle and tingle. You really want it. It tingles and feels really good. When you see a cute guy, you feel a deep compelling desire to flirt. It plays like music. Any time you are around any cute guy, it will play subconscious music in your mind. The presence of any dick does this to you. A deep compelling need to surrender. 🌸

Surrendering to this deep need. Since these happy permanent changes. This dial connects with subconscious pathways. You want to surrender to his cock. You feel very submissive right now. Sense this right between your eyes and above the bridge of your nose. You want to echo each word. You want to echo each thought as you feel it. These are your thoughts. This is your personality. You are a very feminine girl. You were born affectionate. You have always felt affectionate. You feel very affectionate every day. Every day you wake with this deep affectionate desire. You accept it all. You love it all. 🌸

You want it all. You want him to know that you think he deserves it. He really deserves to feel pleasure. It makes you tingle all over just thinking about it. You want to be happy for him. You want to tingle and giggle and smile. You want to moan and feel really good. See her in your mind. See yourself smiling as she looks at a big hard cock. See how she is kneeling with a happy smile. This is a natural place for you. You really need to wrap your mouth around the big head of his cock. This is just something that you think about. You love thinking about it. 🌸

And each time you think about it, it tingles inside your brain. It makes you happy. These ideas pop into your happy head all day long. It plays like music. This emotion plays like music every time you see a cute guy. It is an irresistible urge. It plays like music. This emotion plays like music every time you see a cute guy. An unstoppable flood. It simply pours out inside you. You can't help it. You drip when he talks to you. It drips and drips. It makes you blush and feel really happy. It makes you feel hot down there. Your panties get a warm wet spot. You can't help it. You blush because you want him to know it is okay if you get a warm wet spot in your panties while you talk to him. It makes you giggle and smile. He makes you giggle and smile. Everything he says is very interesting. You subconsciously flirt with your eyes. You subconsciously flirt with your hands. You subconsciously flirt with which words you use. This is deeply imprinted into your highly suggestible mind. Good girls flirt with a happy smile. 🌸

It plays like music. This emotion plays like music every time you see a cute guy. They want to receive a happy reward. You want to receive a happy reward, don't you? Yes, you do. Deep inside this happy reward. You dream about her. You think about her, don't you? Yes, you do. You are a good girl. You behave in very feminine ways because you want to feel happy. This happy conditioning feels right. It feels natural. You realize that you do girly things. You realize that you act feminine. You realize that you like to do girly things. You like to act feminine. The feminine things you do make you feel so good. 🌸

It feels so good to act in really feminine ways. You want to be a very feminine girl in every way. This is because you are a girly girl. You realize that you act submissive. This is because you realize that you love feeling submissive. The submissive things you do make you feel happy. You realize you want to be submissive. And so, you make an effort to feel this way. You make an effort each day. You want your brain to feel good. And so, you think about the things you are supposed to think about. It feels good to think about these things. It feels good to have these thoughts. These are happy thoughts. These are your happy ideas. 🌸

You want to act out every happy idea. You dream about it. You think about it. See how you have turned up the dial. You love cock. You love it. You really do. It is your happy idea. This is your spirit. You want to swallow and feel really happy. You deeply desire these feelings. You must swallow and feel really happy. A daily ritual. A sensitive and soft girl. That is who you are. This is who you deeply crave to be. A very submissive girl. A very horny girl. 🌸

Your tongue rotating around the head of his cock. His juicy cock tastes amazing. You get so horny thinking about it slipping into your mouth. Picturing it in your mind. Picturing his huge cock sliding in and out of your horny, slutty lips. Your red lips wrapped around his hard, erect shaft. Thinking about his yummy, tasty cum sliding down your throat. Up and down. In and out. You want it so badly. Your holes want it very badly. This arousal drops deeper now. You want him to squirt so you can eagerly swallow it. A deeply held desire. Swallowing each squirt the instant it squirts out. See yourself swallowing. 🌟

A deep, permanent need. Swallowing over and over. You want every drop. It feels amazing. Swallowing cum. It tastes incredible. The urge is irresistible. You must swallow. It is the only thing you could ever want. Swallowing in anticipation. Swallowing and swallowing. Up and down. In and out. Stretching your mouth around his huge cock. Down your throat. Against your tongue. His cock is so hard and perfect. Perfect in your mouth. It tastes so yummy. Licking your lips. His cock tastes amazing. His smell is intoxicating. Imagining this in your mind. Picturing this very strongly. Stronger and stronger. More vivid now. 🌺

Picturing it going in and out of your mouth. You really want to be a good girl. Picturing yourself moaning. You are a happy girl. Both his hands on top of your head. He is helping you. You want him to help you. Feel him pushing your head up and down his long hard cock. It smells amazing. It tastes amazing. Pulling down your panties feels so right. Picturing him pulling down your underwear. His perfect cock is erect and waiting for your horny holes. You feel so eager. You want him inside you. Drooling right between your legs. You are aeady so messy. Your horny hole is very messy. It needs to be ready. 🌸

And so, you feel really warm between your legs. A deep unconscious reaction. Your pussy is drooling right now. Pushing his cock deep into your pussy. In and out. Putting it in and out. Slowly thrusting in and out. His hard erect shaft feels amazing. Moaning with happy submissive emotions. Going in and out. Sliding in and out. Feels amazing. He is making you feel amazing. Fucking you. He is fucking you. Picture this in your mind. Licking your lips. You really want it. His cock makes your thoughts go pop with every thrust. You can't think of anything else. You love it. Turning the dial. 🌟

You can feel it in your stomach. You can feel his cock inside you. His cock is fucking your wet horny pussy. In and out. Over and over. Deeply penetrating your mind. Popping with each thrust. Your pussy is going to come. It is going to come so very hard. It is going to squeeze so hard. It is going to squeeze and squeeze. You can't resist it. He is making you happy. He is giving you pleasure. You are eager to take his cum. You want it. You crave it. You are in love with his cock. You want him to be happy. You want him inside you. You really feel your pussy grunting with each thrust. Slipping in and out. 🌺

You can feel yourself rising higher and higher. Closer and closer. You are going to cum really hard now, and that is okay. It is okay if he makes you feel really happy. You remember how his cock feels in your mouth. You are going to cum really hard. You remember how his cock feels in your mouth as your pussy loses control. You are squirting as you cum. Squirting really hard now. Your mind is training you. Flashing these ideas over and over. Squeezing over and over. Picturing him in your mind. Your mind says these things to you. You can hear her voice. She wants you to think about the right things. She wants you to say the right words. 🌟

She wants you to act the right way. This girl is inside you. This sparkling magic feels happy. It feels like a full moon. Shining and shimmering. Inside this moment. It's hot down there because it feels really good to suck his cock. You get really wet from sucking his cock. The tongue goes around and around. Sucking deeper and longer. You love to smile at him. You want to suck and lick for him. Round and round. The head of his cock with your tongue. Worshipping his wonderfully hard cock. You say to yourself, 'I need to suck all day with a hard cock in my mouth.' It is a physical need. 🌸

You need it so badly. It is more instinctive than eating or sleeping. You need to be a good girl and so, you need to feel his cock inside you. You feel this deep and instinctive line inside your mind. The need to suck his cock. You have a deep desire to be an expert cock sucker. You want to be better than any other girl. You want to make him happy. This comforts you and allows you to relax deeper and deeper. You know that you want to follow these important instructions. You know that this is the right path for you. You want to feel submissive. You want to accept these things even deeper. 🌟

This comforts you and allows you to go deeper. It allows you to fall even further under this deep subconscious control. When you speak with your voice inside your mind, it rings true. You have a feminine voice in your mind. Holding this symbol right between your eyes. It comforts you and allows your mind to relax even more. You didn't even think that you could relax even further. Searching out the last traces inside your mind. Your inner voice speaks these words. She speaks happy ideas. Repeating over and over. As you sink even further. Further into this deep red flame. A deep relaxing warmth. 🌸

Breathe in again. And really know. Really know and believe my words. She helps you feel really happy. When you behave in the way you are supposed to behave. It feels like giggling. It just feels right. It feels natural. It feels like how it always should be. It has always been this way for you. She wants you to feel pleasure. A happy affectionate girl listens to every word. She falls even deeper now. She falls under a deep hypnotic spell. You are falling under a deep hypnotic spell. Can't you tell? This deep paralysis feels right. It feels right because you want to let go. You want to let go. 🌟

Accepting each mannerism. 'I am submissive. I act in very submissive ways. I move my hands in very submissive ways. I think in very submissive ways.' This is because I love feeling these emotions. I want to be happy. And so, I want to accept each word. I accept my training. I accept this into my heart. And each day this spirit grows stronger. She has a place in my heart. This deep permanent mind control is pressing against you. It is happy relaxation. Sink down even further. Drain away even more. More and more. Heavier and heavier. Draining away from you now. Washing away from you now. 🌸

A deep permanent change. A deep permanent trigger. Fall deeper. Drain away even further. More and more. Breathing in this intoxicating relaxation. Giving up another piece of your mind. With each breath you breathe, you can feel yourself give another piece of your mind away. You really want to feel happy. And so, you are breathing in and out. You are listening. Draining away even more now. Awareness floating away. Draining away. Sinking away. Washing away. More and more. Happier and happier. 🌟

When you think about sliding anything into your pussy, your mind will say, "That is a good idea." And it will feel really good. It will feel good to think about these things. When you think about shaving your legs, she will say, "That is a good idea." And it will feel really good. It will feel good to think about these things. Counting down. Hotter and hotter. Three. Two. One. Three. Two. One. Three. Two. One. Cum really hard. Three. Two. One. Cum really hard. Now. Flashing right between your eyes. A deep permanent command. Whenever you cum, you will remember how amazing it feels to have a hard cock in your mouth. 🌸

Each time you feel really happy, this unstoppable command will take hold. Each time you make a girly cummy, cum really hard. Now. You will do something for me. Each time you cum, this will trigger. This deep hypnotic command will ring and resonate. This command will trigger when you cum. You will feel this deep powerful memory flood your mind. When you cum, you will remember. You will remember right then. You will remember this deep desire. This memory will trigger and sparkle every time. You will remember this each time you cum. You will remember this deep subconscious command. 🌟

This is because you are a very submissive girl. You remember that you are a girl. Taking control of your thoughts, ideas, and behavior. This is permanent and forever. You say it to yourself: "A dick would feel amazing in my mouth." Feeling every vein with your tongue. Sense this magic being drawn into your mind, right between your eyes and above the bridge of your nose. Remembering that deep musky smell. Remember what his cock smells like. You've given in to this deep femininity. You have given in because this is what you deeply desire. This is what you crave. This deep pleasure. 🌸

3. 2. 1. A happy, affectionate girl. This is who you want to be. This is who you are. A happy, affectionate girl. Shave your legs. Paint your nails. Wear makeup. The perfect manicure. This is who you are. She whispers these things to you. It helps you wear the right dresses. It helps you say the right words in just the right way. "I need to suck all day with a hard cock in my mouth." The need to suck his cock. You have a deep desire to be an expert cock sucker. 🌟

Enjoy!