Kei's MindWarp

[emyy]

Ideally this whole thread is removed along with those who host her stuff on retro, sharing what she told me as good files isnt going to help with the pings...

all energy transmutes over time. And energy is consciousness. I'm sorry you are being afflicted. I am being afflicted by others being afflicted because I wasn't consciousness enough to know I was harming others. I am deeply sorry, and I hope someday you forgive me completely. Please don't listen to them anymore. Delete them is the best course of action. I would also suggest listening to grounding meditations on youtube. I would also suggest spending time every day with your feet touching the earth. This helps a lot to remove unwanted energy in yourself. All energy is consciousness. Please forgive me.

[yourscrumptiousdreamofacookie]

I am not able to find Kei's files on Retroshare.

Can you find any files at all?
Do you see forums?
How many active peers do you see?

Currently, Kei's rscollection file is known by at least by 29 sources.

I saw nothing when I put the keywords in search for files thing. (I am very new to retroshare so guide me!).

[Like Ra]

I saw nothing when I put the keywords in search for files thing.

What about other questions?

I will move RS-related posts to https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread-RetroShare

[yourscrumptiousdreamofacookie]

I saw nothing when I put the keywords in search for files thing.

What about other questions?

I will move RS-related posts to https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread-RetroShare

I am on phone right now n tired from travelling. I will check everything out again tomorrow. Just in case I forget to come back here and you notice I forgot, will you please send a reply to this 😅😬.

[yourscrumptiousdreamofacookie]

I saw some quoted posts but didn see any posts from Kei.

Kei removed all the posts, but they are in the backups and in the screenshots (also in the thread).

I have come across words like astral plane, spirits, astral travel/projection

Apparently, these techniques are supposed to be present in the files, but ... there is nothing besides screeching and howling, in my opinion.... Whatever Kei "felt" was strictly individual, and not relate to the files (IMHO, again).

Yeah, please don't delete it from the backup...

[qpido]

Listened to Demon Girl “Female spirit inculcation” first time.

I’m a heterosexual man in a relationship. English is not my mother language.

Somehow I found out that I like hypnosis a few years ago. Starting with Reddit and gonewildaudio.

I’m easily to hypnotize, I’ve hundreds of HFO. It startet with my first time listening to Kinkyshibby and her “Good boy series”. Until then I was hooked. Because of my family and working situation, I can just listen to files in bed, until I go to bed.

Moving over to more interesting stuff. Found out that I like the idea of Futas, more though , feminine shemales. I would consider myself bi-curious, but I’ve been grown religious and I’m in a situation where acting or being (morally) strange would have a destructive impact on my life.

But I’m not into feminization. Temporary and in my mind it’s a funny feeling. But I got enough self control to keep myself from getting to far into it.

The idea of a Mind doll or Tulpa was very enthralling. I was raised religious, so I’m very open minded and emphatic.

I’ve read a lot about it and similar files in this forum and others. So I thought about giving it a try.

Session 1

I’m always laying on my back, arms on my side.

Legs tingeling almost immediately. Noticed they are tingeling from time to time even when I read about some Triggers.

Eyes closing. Interesting feelings. Listening and understanding the words.

Helping and wanting to open my violet eye thing. Feeling a slight pressure there.

The different and interesting sound effects hitting me hard from time to time, making my eyes roll back.

Feeling warm and secure.

Going blank at some point.

Waking up still inside the file. Suddenly “Amber” is there and speaking in the file. Her voice is nice. But I don’t remember how she even got here. Feeling aroused, liking the sucking sounds.

I’m not able to see her face or her eyes, but everything is blinking and colors moving behind my eyes.

Didn’t know how long the file was. Thought it was shorter, but it’s over 80 minutes.

But I’m definitely missing 15 to 20 minutes. Out of curiosity I’ll try to listen to the file by daylight, because I want to know when “Amber” shows up and how.

I’ll keep listening.

[Like Ra]

@thesterjr deleted posts in this thread as well.

[Bim-K-Ultra]

Just a theoretical... But what would someone's reaction be if they found out kei use to be a psychiatrist at the tavistock centre for mental health. The same tavistock centre that has been recently exposed in the UK and that is at the core of many brainwashing conspiracies...

[Lisa_C]

Listened to Demon Girl “Female spirit inculcation” first time.

I’m a heterosexual man in a relationship. English is not my mother language.

Somehow I found out that I like hypnosis a few years ago. Starting with Reddit and gonewildaudio.

I’m easily to hypnotize, I’ve hundreds of HFO. It startet with my first time listening to Kinkyshibby and her “Good boy series”. Until then I was hooked. Because of my family and working situation, I can just listen to files in bed, until I go to bed.

Moving over to more interesting stuff. Found out that I like the idea of Futas, more though , feminine shemales. I would consider myself bi-curious, but I’ve been grown religious and I’m in a situation where acting or being (morally) strange would have a destructive impact on my life.

But I’m not into feminization. Temporary and in my mind it’s a funny feeling. But I got enough self control to keep myself from getting to far into it.

The idea of a Mind doll or Tulpa was very enthralling. I was raised religious, so I’m very open minded and emphatic.

I’ve read a lot about it and similar files in this forum and others. So I thought about giving it a try.

Session 1

I’m always laying on my back, arms on my side.

Legs tingeling almost immediately. Noticed they are tingeling from time to time even when I read about some Triggers.

Eyes closing. Interesting feelings. Listening and understanding the words.

Helping and wanting to open my violet eye thing. Feeling a slight pressure there.

The different and interesting sound effects hitting me hard from time to time, making my eyes roll back.

Feeling warm and secure.

Going blank at some point.

Waking up still inside the file. Suddenly “Amber” is there and speaking in the file. Her voice is nice. But I don’t remember how she even got here. Feeling aroused, liking the sucking sounds.

I’m not able to see her face or her eyes, but everything is blinking and colors moving behind my eyes.

Didn’t know how long the file was. Thought it was shorter, but it’s over 80 minutes.

But I’m definitely missing 15 to 20 minutes. Out of curiosity I’ll try to listen to the file by daylight, because I want to know when “Amber” shows up and how.

I’ll keep listening.

[Lisa_C]

Been listening to Kei's Inculcation file over the last month, at least every day, on two occasions twice. Something very interesting happened while listening today and I wonder if anyone else has experienced it, I can't trace any direct reference to what I'm about to mention, however that's not to say it hasn't happened to someone else.

For the first 20 + listens, I didn't notice anything particularly special or out of the ordinary, if I'm honest, I thought the file wasn't working  the way I thought it might.

But about a week ago I noticed that the script seemed to be changing subtly, 95% of it was the same, but a proportion of it was missing certain phrases or the sentences were shortened slightly.

I put this down to maybe stopping focussing momentarily on what was being said, or for a split second dropping off to sleep and simply missing some words.

For instance yesterday, there's a section which says Amber is lying naked before you and tells you that she's becoming one with you, buy yesterday, while fully conscious and listening intently, the part about her being naked was missed out and the remaining section was slightly reworded. I thought I must have imagined it, although I had began to notice similar minor changes or omissions to the script in previous days.

However today, while listening, there was at least a good 10 minutes of the script which was absolutely brand new, I'd never heard them before, I listened quite enthralled as I'd became very acquainted to the entire script so to start with some minor changes and then suddenly change quite dramatically was somewhat unsettling.

I appreciate there is an amnesia section within the audio but it's never seemed to impact me as the script seemed unchanged for nearly a month.

I did find today's listen made me feel 'different', my legs felt slightly disconnected from my body momentarily until I moved them, but I put these effects down to just feeling taken aback by such a large change to the script which focussed a lot more on Amber being connected to me.

Anyone else experienced a change in the script as described after multiple listens? Logically this can't happen, but it did, so clearly something odd has happened after continuing to 
listen repeatedly.