Hey, can I ask you something?

[Like Ra]

Guess what, Essanym is in my mind associated with the hero of Nick Waites' Aikido book "Aikido, Iron Balls and Elbow Power: The Teachings of Alex Essani" 😂 - https://amzn.to/3MuN69q

figure out that my name references s&m

nope appaently me neither....
was just a name as far as I thought about it...

But then again in a community like this you dont go looking for hidden meanings, if you are here its pretty clear why you are here!