(Yesterday, 02:22 )giggly_unit Wrote:(19 Apr 2026, 10:10 )melindahun Wrote: I think the simple answer is yes, I want to "install courage" inside me. I want to become feminine, submissive, subservient, and yes, I would like to have a partner that I can serve who wants to keep me in this mindset all the time.
You don't have to answer, and please tell me if it's too far or something, but what about the more difficult questions.
How are you going to live your everyday life, what are you going to wear to get groceries?
I am guessing you already went outside and not just live it out in secret.
Have you come out yet? To your parents? People around you?
Basically, do you have a plan for the courage to be used for?
Sure, happy to elaborate.
I've been outside dressed femininely, though not as openly as I wished for (e.g. hyper-feminine in a parking lot at night or in women's jeans and blouse in a mall, but not hyper-feminine in a mall). I'm not out to close relatives, wife knows some details but flatly rejects it.
I'm imagining myself on the more feminine (and also provocative) side of the fashion spectrum. For groceries though, I would go with a moderate choice: a dress that is season-acceptable and would cover my boobs and ass (though may be tight fit and would not go down to the knees) combined with high, but not slutty heels. I'm not seeking public disdain, but I'd be pushing myself to be in the barely acceptable end for the occasion. In private, I'd be a masochistic, submissive slut, who gains purpose from serving.
I'm pretty sure that such "lifestyle" will be limiting and boring in many sense, but I know that I would make my peace with it, and I would be able to find rhythm, meaning and happiness with it. Or am I that much delusional?
