17 Jul 2025, 18:48
TL;DR: What do you think of cruel instruction files? Does anyone know of any really cruel non-feminization files? Preferably ones with direct instructions and/or no-touch denial. No feminization because I physically do not have access to anything that would be involved, nor can I get it. Just not something that can happen right now.
Quite honestly there's endless scenarios and instructions one can create and reinforce into permanent habits. And it's this intertwining of cruel sexual actions with every-day actions that really gets me off. And is also basically non-existent in files.
And you can use it to reinforce other more "general" instructions. "You're always horny" is a very weak instruction. I ended up writing a whole script section for it lol:
"You like the thought of always being horny, always aroused, always locked into horny-brain mode, where you don't think clearly and you just do whatever depraved thing I tell you. So from now on, you will strive to become more and more aroused, more and more of the day. If at any point, doesn't matter what you are doing, if you're lying down in bed, trying to sleep, if you are working or playing, if you're walking in public, at any point in your daily life, if you realize you are not horny, you will stop whatever it is you are doing, if your life isn't literally in danger for doing so, you will stop and the words of this file will come back to you, and you will think of the horniest thing you can, something that will make you all hot and bothered, get all wet, all hard, if those reactions haven't been conditioned out of you, and then you will continue doing whatever it was.
And it's okay to have to do this again and again and again. It's okay to have to interrupt your life over and over again, every single day, simply to make yourself horny again. Let all that frustration at having to break your train of thought, your activities, your work, your game, let it all feed into your hornyness. And if it ever gets too much. If you ever think "I can't be bothered doing this, I'm too busy", that's okay too. But you will remember me, remember this file. And if that ever happens, you will come back, here, and listen to it again. After all, it wouldn't be a curse, if it was that easy to get out? No, you wanted to be horny forever, and there's no need to worry, you will be. You'll come back here again and again, as many times as you need.
So keep making yourself horny, keep interrupting your life to do so, until your body and your mind learns the truth, learns that it's better to always be horny."
But this gets the point across. It's this kind of stuff I'm looking for and simply not finding.
Or even simple instructions beyond "Masturbate" or "Deny/Ruin your orgasm" and even that is very uncommon.
What about literally any fetish? What about "Handcuff your hands behind your back for me, and stay that way for the next hour or day?", "Piss in a glass and drink it" in trance? Or detailed instructions to ass to mouth while in trance.
I haven't found a single instruction audio or video which directly instructs you to put your chastity on, put the key in the lock and then bend and bend and bend until it breaks, while the hypnotists cums. And then they would slowly pull you back into a deep trance and tell you how you're not going to pull out, not going to try and get out of the cage in any way. And that you're not going to cum either. That you're not allowed to masturbate in any way. That the cage not only prevents you from touching your cock properly, it also mentally locks you away from doing anything that you know will give your cock pleasure. No humping, no clenching, no plapping, nothing. Your cock suffers. You suffer. You can still fuck your ass, your mouth, play with your nipples. But if ever you find that doing anything is giving pleasure to your cock, you stop. You try to change whatever you're doing so that it doesn't. And if you can't? You can never do that activity again. And then the hypnotist cums again.
Stuff like that. Truly cruel stuff. I haven't really seen any.
Maybe with the exception of things like BS, the Pig Girl files, etc... but those, as far as I can tell, are a complete hodgepodge of files and fetishes and honestly it seems to me like a mess. BS seems a bit more organized now-days, but... I don't have access to any fem items yet. Maybe in the future.
This ended up longer than I thought. Ended up ranting a bit. I am very curious what are others' thoughts on my, apparently niche, interests. And I'd be delighted if you have any recommendations for me to check out. I have retroshare, but you can't really search there, except for file names. And the forums are pretty dead, interactions wise. Only friend codes lol
Basically all the files I see are all so soft it's kinda infuriating.
100s of chastity files and almost all of them are all "You can't cum... unless you get permission" and hearing that "unless you get permission" is starting to really turn me off.
There are 1000s of files and the vast majority of them are just generic variations of "You feel submissive towards me" or "<insert fantasy here>" or "You feel so aroused" or etc...
So many files that are so "general". Nothing specific.
This is my big problem with hypno files. I thrive in specificity. I don't want to hear "You feel so submissive", I want to hear "You feel so submissive, you'd kneel naked on the ground for hours for me. In fact, do it. Right now. Move yourself, pause the file, remove your headphones if you have to, strip completely naked and resume listening... If you haven't stripped yourself naked then stop listening. I am not interested in someone who can't follow basic instructions"
And then the file makes you kneel on the ground, naked, and then continues. Etc...
So many files also just leave so much up to the listener. Which may work for others, but not for me. I want to be told exactly what I should do.
I've been listening to Calia's Forever Locked and it's amazing. I love it and I love the cruelty in it. (There's several mentions in it about her doing it to make you suffer, that she doesn't care about you, doesn't even know you exist. That she just wants to get off on the thought that people she doesn't even know are suffering). But it still has the "flaw" that you could be given permission, even if it's limited due to the fact you can't ask for permission. And it still lacks some specificity: It says no touching, no masturbating, no humping the pillow, but what about air humping? What about clenching? I can ruin completely handsfree just by clenching.
Sure you can infer what to do, but that takes extra effort and, it's not as effective.
And then you have the missing files. The files that I expected to exist, yet don't. Like conditionals. "When Y, do X" or "You can do X only when Z", etc...
And these can range from very tame to very extreme too:
"You can only masturbate when you're naked", "Arousal makes your clothes ichier and ichier the longer you stay aroused", "You cannot touch yourself unless you've put on nipple clamps", etc...
And more extreme ones:
"You cannot get out of bed in the morning | fall asleep until you've cum X times", (for cock havers) "You cannot eat a meal before cumming on it X amount of times", "For every separate instance of drinking water, you cannot drink any of it without first drinking X ml of your own fresh piss. You probably should never completely empty your bladder 😋"Quite honestly there's endless scenarios and instructions one can create and reinforce into permanent habits. And it's this intertwining of cruel sexual actions with every-day actions that really gets me off. And is also basically non-existent in files.
And you can use it to reinforce other more "general" instructions. "You're always horny" is a very weak instruction. I ended up writing a whole script section for it lol:
"You like the thought of always being horny, always aroused, always locked into horny-brain mode, where you don't think clearly and you just do whatever depraved thing I tell you. So from now on, you will strive to become more and more aroused, more and more of the day. If at any point, doesn't matter what you are doing, if you're lying down in bed, trying to sleep, if you are working or playing, if you're walking in public, at any point in your daily life, if you realize you are not horny, you will stop whatever it is you are doing, if your life isn't literally in danger for doing so, you will stop and the words of this file will come back to you, and you will think of the horniest thing you can, something that will make you all hot and bothered, get all wet, all hard, if those reactions haven't been conditioned out of you, and then you will continue doing whatever it was.
And it's okay to have to do this again and again and again. It's okay to have to interrupt your life over and over again, every single day, simply to make yourself horny again. Let all that frustration at having to break your train of thought, your activities, your work, your game, let it all feed into your hornyness. And if it ever gets too much. If you ever think "I can't be bothered doing this, I'm too busy", that's okay too. But you will remember me, remember this file. And if that ever happens, you will come back, here, and listen to it again. After all, it wouldn't be a curse, if it was that easy to get out? No, you wanted to be horny forever, and there's no need to worry, you will be. You'll come back here again and again, as many times as you need.
So keep making yourself horny, keep interrupting your life to do so, until your body and your mind learns the truth, learns that it's better to always be horny."
But this gets the point across. It's this kind of stuff I'm looking for and simply not finding.
Or even simple instructions beyond "Masturbate" or "Deny/Ruin your orgasm" and even that is very uncommon.
What about literally any fetish? What about "Handcuff your hands behind your back for me, and stay that way for the next hour or day?", "Piss in a glass and drink it" in trance? Or detailed instructions to ass to mouth while in trance.
I haven't found a single instruction audio or video which directly instructs you to put your chastity on, put the key in the lock and then bend and bend and bend until it breaks, while the hypnotists cums. And then they would slowly pull you back into a deep trance and tell you how you're not going to pull out, not going to try and get out of the cage in any way. And that you're not going to cum either. That you're not allowed to masturbate in any way. That the cage not only prevents you from touching your cock properly, it also mentally locks you away from doing anything that you know will give your cock pleasure. No humping, no clenching, no plapping, nothing. Your cock suffers. You suffer. You can still fuck your ass, your mouth, play with your nipples. But if ever you find that doing anything is giving pleasure to your cock, you stop. You try to change whatever you're doing so that it doesn't. And if you can't? You can never do that activity again. And then the hypnotist cums again.
Stuff like that. Truly cruel stuff. I haven't really seen any.
Maybe with the exception of things like BS, the Pig Girl files, etc... but those, as far as I can tell, are a complete hodgepodge of files and fetishes and honestly it seems to me like a mess. BS seems a bit more organized now-days, but... I don't have access to any fem items yet. Maybe in the future.
This ended up longer than I thought. Ended up ranting a bit. I am very curious what are others' thoughts on my, apparently niche, interests. And I'd be delighted if you have any recommendations for me to check out. I have retroshare, but you can't really search there, except for file names. And the forums are pretty dead, interactions wise. Only friend codes lol