Platinum Puppets

I'm at a point now where any Bambi file just puts me into an "unaware trance" where I wake up when told to at the end. Sometimes, if it is later at night, I fall asleep, but mostly I am just in a very deep trance. In a way, it is not as much fun as being aware and entranced where the instructions are creating new neural pathways and I used to be thrilled by that. Now I come back from trance without being aware of the files and it is more insidious and also less... fun?