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eady said by Ra. And I don't know if Kei reads this thread anymore. Anyways.
Kei, egregors can not be destroyed. Egregor once created can be forgotten but not destroyed. There are many ergegors from past that wait to be discovered again. So you can not destroy yours. Your files can never be deleted from internet and there will always be enthusiasts that will share them. But there is no blame on you. You created this egregor and it means that you had to do it. What's done is done. It is your personal lesson that you had to recieve to become stronger. Draw your own conclusions. Think of how it is connected to your path. Don't try to destroy it. Ra gave you a perfect advice. Egregor attacks you because you don't leave it (and you can not handle it because you are too exhausted). Once you leave you will be fine.
You've aeady realised that you want to spread love (and to realise this you needed this journey). Forget about your past and don't let it define you.
Stop blame yourself. Take care of yourself. You deserve to be happy and you know it.
eady said by Ra. And I don't know if Kei reads this thread anymore. Anyways. Kei, egregors can not be destroyed. Egregor once created can be forgotten but not destroyed. There are many ergegors from past that wait to be discovered again. So you can not destroy yours. Your files can never be deleted from internet and there will always be enthusiasts that will share them. But there is no blame on you. You created this egregor and it means that you had to do it. What's done is done. It is your personal lesson that you had to recieve to become stronger. Draw your own conclusions. Think of how it is connected to your path. Don't try to destroy it. Ra gave you a perfect advice. Egregor attacks you because you don't leave it (and you can not handle it because you are too exhausted). Once you leave you will be fine.
(23 Feb 2023, 20:54 )Like Ra Wrote: Speak to both. Ask them for their names. Thank both for the lessons. Calmly and politely ask the larva and the egregor to leave you, and ask them to go to the world of harmony to work on their own progress. You can add:"Please take your energy back, and return my energy. I have the rights on my own energy". You should feel, hear, dream, see the reaction.
You've a
eady realised that you want to spread love (and to realise this you needed this journey). Forget about your past and don't let it define you. Stop blame yourself. Take care of yourself. You deserve to be happy and you know it.
