I [M] am looking for some creative and detailed scenario suggestions for self-bdsm sessions. I have 2 hours available every evening for 4 consecutive evenings, and I want to explore a variety of scenes over the course of these four days.
A bit about my preferences:
* I enjoy restraint, sensory deprivation, and intense play.
* I’m willing to incorporate public elements, but I prefer to keep it discrete (i.e., everything should be under clothes for privacy).
* I’m aiming for **detailed, intense sessions** that involve restraint, sensory deprivation, and control.
* I’d love a variety of **scenes that evolve over time**, with different elements being added each evening.
* I’m particularly drawn to **bondage**, **sensory play**, and **control**.
* I’d like to incorporate **public humiliation elements** in a discrete way (i.e., under clothes), such as wearing plugs or toys while going for walks or errands.
* I can gather more supplies (within reason) if needed.
Any suggestions for how to use these items in the course of four evenings? I’m open to structured, task-based play or something more freeform.
Having enjoyed a wonderful experience in bondage applied by a play partner, we have been busy planning a follow-up session and exchanging ideas. This self-bondage session came about after one idea developed into a serious plan and I wanted to both test out the theory and create a teaser for the other party.
Equipment:
Cobra style chastity cage
Single use coded security tags
Sheer black hold-up stockings
5" High heels
Black mini-skirt
White blouse
Large breast forms
Ponytail hood
Red balls gag
Under-bust corset
Black nylon elbow length gloves
7 belt set
The session:
It was still way too hot for a serious session (+25C), but I'd an overwhelming urge to try out this set-up and had to give it a go, even if not adding some of the things I'd usually include.
I was half-dressed for the session after an earlier 'photo-shoot' but the heat was already proving to be a real factor in what I could achieve (the blouse was soaking with sweat and inside the hood things were getting equally unpleasant. I ditched the garter belt, choosing hold-ups for a change and wondering if they'd survive a sweaty self-bondage session.
The session was planned to be very simple: seated on the chair, using recently purchased belts to secure ankles and legs to the chair legs, then another belt around my chest to fix me to the back of the chair. I adapted the bondage around my upper leg (above knees) so that the belt secured me down onto the chair as well as holding my legs open and 'exposing' my cage.
Finally, using the two shortest belts (one of those cheap sets of 7 from eBay) I created tight, but escapable, loops for each of my wrists around the uprights of the chair.
Gag in, of course, and then I slipped my nylon covered hands and arms down through the belt loops and I was surprisingly securely bound.
I tested my bonds and had a bit of fun bouncing the chair around (see video) to show off side views.
Despite the heat, which did necessitate a short duration, it was great fun and a very effective self-bondage tie.
The belts for bondage - despite my misgivings about the quality of the belts (that horrid cheap 'PU Leather') they proved to be very effective. Also they really speeded up the process, which was a real bonus that evening.
Using nylon gloves - this may sound strange, but the nylon gloves helped my hands/arms slide more easily through the belts than bare, sweaty, skin.
Hold-up stockings - Who would believe it? MJ wearing stockings over bare legs, and hold-ups at that! How the world changes. 😁 But seriously they worked well and didn't slip, despite a sheen of sweat over my legs. I did ladder one stocking, but that was my clumsiness and a rough finger nail.
Wearing the 5" (13cm) heels - I can't explain why, but it felt right that my feet where in those high-heels, forcing a posture/pose.
What could be improved?
More belts - I'm now going to start shopping around the local charity shops (Thrift shops in America?) and buy up some better leather belts. I still love using rope, but will be experimenting more with belts
Adaptions to make the tie a timed release - I have in my head ideas to make this tie a proper self-bondage one, with timed release mechanisms. More work required to prove my concept.
Deploying the tie in the intended scenario - I really, really want to do this tie in the circumstances it was dreamt up for, so finger's crossed that will come to fruition sooner rather than later.
I hope you enjoyed this simple and quick session as much as I did.
Would you like to be turned into a little girl who still wets the bed? If you don't have a Daddy or a nurse, you can try this easy scenario.
1) Tie some string to padlock keys in at least a litre of water and freeze, leaving the string sticking out.
2) Pass a small chain around the head of your bed and secure it to the bed frame.
3) Put on a nappy and your little girl's clothes.
4) Drink a beer from a baby bottle. (Fun...) 😁
5) Take the ice cube out of the freezer with the keys and tie the string to the chain. This string is your safety measure in case you drop the ice cube.
6) Protect the bed in case you spill the container holding the ice cube.
7) Tie your wrists to the chain and padlock or, better yet, handcuffs.
RESULT
Once you are tied up, you will have to wait for the ice to melt to retrieve the keys and free yourself.
If you need to pee, you'll have no choice but to become a little piss-pants who wets their nappy.
Variable but a little messy: insert two glycerine suppositories. 😕
P.S. If you come on holiday to the fetishist country house, the gentleman will give you this experience. His wife will come and free you the next day...
The download script is quite simple in theory as the general outline for each URL is:
Start up a new VPN connection
Generate the download link using this VPN connection
Pass this download link to the download manager while using the same VPN connection to download it
The only requirement for this is having a VPN provider which allows "unlimited" connections (although this is almost certainly breaking a fair use clause somewhere)
There are two (soon to be three) main parts to the script.
The first part is the "VPN Manager" as it handles the vpn connections themselves.
This part of the script spins up a docker container with wireguard and a HTTP proxy. It picks the VPN server based on some time criteria (due to the 24 hour limit on downloads) and selects ports for the HTTP proxy in sequential order
The second part is the "Site Interaction" as it is the only part which directly interfaces with the download site.
This part of the script basically only exists to generate the download link. It spins up an instance of selenium (which is using the previously started HTTP proxy) and uses that to generate the download link.
The third part is the "Download Manager" which is not yet complete.
This part of the script will handle any interactions with the real download manager (aria2c) As of right now it just sends the URL over but Ideally it should be able to spin up and down containers based on the state of the downloads.
The current state of the script is not super great as it was just an initial proof of concept. If I give it a list of 10 URLs it will start 10 downloads at the same time assuming there are no issues with the VPN servers.
However this is only if I have my max concurrent at 10. If its less than 10 I start running into bugs with subsequent downloads not actually starting after previous downloads have finished.
Issues with the download link generation aren't handled very gracefully either.
Ideally this script will end up fully automated and will only require a url text file and a few launch args but I have some improvements I want to make first.
Better state management and download queue
Better handling of failures (VPN, Download link generation, downloading)
Better download link generation (headless selenium? custom implementation? not sure yet)
Fully featured download manager to continue failed/expired downloads
VPN agnostic (right now its extremely integrated with my current VPN provider)
After I scraped the website I did work on another project which allowed me to quickly mark videos as wanted/not wanted using that scraped data so I might come back around to that to integrate it in the future.
If there are any questions about the process that aren't answered then let me know and I can give some more details.
Ill use this thread to post progress updates on the script and the release once its in a "user compatible" state 😊
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I just noticed that on Hypnotube there is not even a Category for Bimbofication.
There are some videos if you search for it, but most involve Sissyfication and that sort of gender play.
Does anybody know any hypnotists/addresses/videos/audios for Bimbofication explicitly for women?
You know, turning blonde, bigger boobs, lipstick, makeup addiction, corsets, pantyhose, heels etc.?
Obedience? Becoming more and more submissive, infact giving up any and all willpower?!
And, of course, getting dumber?
Because my calendar has no days in the next months where I can have like 12+ hours of time for myself, I have to make do with blocks of a few hours when they happen to happen. This means I'm not prepared, as in no scenario worked out where I have the materials ready to go, no outfits ready that I tried on and verified I look ok in them. Out of the blue, I got an afternoon and decided to seize the partial day.
First one, was actually the second one, I'm in black heels, red leather skirt and brown top. It looked fine in the mirror but looking back on it. It wasn't my best outfit. I remembered I had a collar somewhere and managed to find it quickly. Tethered the collar to a pole above my head, tied my hands real tight and locked them with a timer padlock. Now I noticed how many people were actually in the streets and just behind the hedges. I could even see movement so any time I heard something I stood really still because I had obviously nowhere to go or hide.
The other quick session, tied my hands above my head to a tree. I found a spot sheltered from view. Mostly, anyway, there were some windows where if somebody would lean out a bit I would be in full view. The windows were open, but the curtains closed. There were trees to block most of the view from other houses and then that hedge on the background. In my mind I considered it fully opaque when I was looking for a spot fast, but once I was tied up there were an awful lot of tiny holes in there. Maybe these bright pink leather pants were not the best choice. Anyway, nowhere to go for 10 minutes. Again, remarkable how much you can hear when you're tied to a tree, I thought I found a quiet spot, but it was still rather scary. I like this outfit better, not because it's a particularly sexy outfit, but I did manage to get a nicely shaped figure with some padding and a corset underneath.
TL;DR: What do you think of cruel instruction files? Does anyone know of any really cruel non-feminization files? Preferably ones with direct instructions and/or no-touch denial. No feminization because I physically do not have access to anything that would be involved, nor can I get it. Just not something that can happen right now.
Basically all the files I see are all so soft it's kinda infuriating.
100s of chastity files and almost all of them are all "You can't cum... unless you get permission" and hearing that "unless you get permission" is starting to really turn me off.
There are 1000s of files and the vast majority of them are just generic variations of "You feel submissive towards me" or "<insert fantasy here>" or "You feel so aroused" or etc...
So many files that are so "general". Nothing specific.
This is my big problem with hypno files. I thrive in specificity. I don't want to hear "You feel so submissive", I want to hear "You feel so submissive, you'd kneel naked on the ground for hours for me. In fact, do it. Right now. Move yourself, pause the file, remove your headphones if you have to, strip completely naked and resume listening... If you haven't stripped yourself naked then stop listening. I am not interested in someone who can't follow basic instructions"
And then the file makes you kneel on the ground, naked, and then continues. Etc...
So many files also just leave so much up to the listener. Which may work for others, but not for me. I want to be told exactly what I should do.
I've been listening to Calia's Forever Locked and it's amazing. I love it and I love the cruelty in it. (There's several mentions in it about her doing it to make you suffer, that she doesn't care about you, doesn't even know you exist. That she just wants to get off on the thought that people she doesn't even know are suffering). But it still has the "flaw" that you could be given permission, even if it's limited due to the fact you can't ask for permission. And it still lacks some specificity: It says no touching, no masturbating, no humping the pillow, but what about air humping? What about clenching? I can ruin completely handsfree just by clenching.
Sure you can infer what to do, but that takes extra effort and, it's not as effective.
And then you have the missing files. The files that I expected to exist, yet don't. Like conditionals. "When Y, do X" or "You can do X only when Z", etc...
And these can range from very tame to very extreme too:
"You can only masturbate when you're naked", "Arousal makes your clothes ichier and ichier the longer you stay aroused", "You cannot touch yourself unless you've put on nipple clamps", etc...
And more extreme ones:
"You cannot get out of bed in the morning | fall asleep until you've cum X times", (for cock havers) "You cannot eat a meal before cumming on it X amount of times", "For every separate instance of drinking water, you cannot drink any of it without first drinking X ml of your own fresh piss. You probably should never completely empty your bladder 😋"
Quite honestly there's endless scenarios and instructions one can create and reinforce into permanent habits. And it's this intertwining of cruel sexual actions with every-day actions that really gets me off. And is also basically non-existent in files.
And you can use it to reinforce other more "general" instructions. "You're always horny" is a very weak instruction. I ended up writing a whole script section for it lol:
"You like the thought of always being horny, always aroused, always locked into horny-brain mode, where you don't think clearly and you just do whatever depraved thing I tell you. So from now on, you will strive to become more and more aroused, more and more of the day. If at any point, doesn't matter what you are doing, if you're lying down in bed, trying to sleep, if you are working or playing, if you're walking in public, at any point in your daily life, if you realize you are not horny, you will stop whatever it is you are doing, if your life isn't literally in danger for doing so, you will stop and the words of this file will come back to you, and you will think of the horniest thing you can, something that will make you all hot and bothered, get all wet, all hard, if those reactions haven't been conditioned out of you, and then you will continue doing whatever it was.
And it's okay to have to do this again and again and again. It's okay to have to interrupt your life over and over again, every single day, simply to make yourself horny again. Let all that frustration at having to break your train of thought, your activities, your work, your game, let it all feed into your hornyness. And if it ever gets too much. If you ever think "I can't be bothered doing this, I'm too busy", that's okay too. But you will remember me, remember this file. And if that ever happens, you will come back, here, and listen to it again. After all, it wouldn't be a curse, if it was that easy to get out? No, you wanted to be horny forever, and there's no need to worry, you will be. You'll come back here again and again, as many times as you need.
So keep making yourself horny, keep interrupting your life to do so, until your body and your mind learns the truth, learns that it's better to always be horny."
But this gets the point across. It's this kind of stuff I'm looking for and simply not finding.
Or even simple instructions beyond "Masturbate" or "Deny/Ruin your orgasm" and even that is very uncommon.
What about literally any fetish? What about "Handcuff your hands behind your back for me, and stay that way for the next hour or day?", "Piss in a glass and drink it" in trance? Or detailed instructions to ass to mouth while in trance.
I haven't found a single instruction audio or video which directly instructs you to put your chastity on, put the key in the lock and then bend and bend and bend until it breaks, while the hypnotists cums. And then they would slowly pull you back into a deep trance and tell you how you're not going to pull out, not going to try and get out of the cage in any way. And that you're not going to cum either. That you're not allowed to masturbate in any way. That the cage not only prevents you from touching your cock properly, it also mentally locks you away from doing anything that you know will give your cock pleasure. No humping, no clenching, no plapping, nothing. Your cock suffers. You suffer. You can still fuck your ass, your mouth, play with your nipples. But if ever you find that doing anything is giving pleasure to your cock, you stop. You try to change whatever you're doing so that it doesn't. And if you can't? You can never do that activity again. And then the hypnotist cums again.
Stuff like that. Truly cruel stuff. I haven't really seen any.
Maybe with the exception of things like BS, the Pig Girl files, etc... but those, as far as I can tell, are a complete hodgepodge of files and fetishes and honestly it seems to me like a mess. BS seems a bit more organized now-days, but... I don't have access to any fem items yet. Maybe in the future.
This ended up longer than I thought. Ended up ranting a bit. I am very curious what are others' thoughts on my, apparently niche, interests. And I'd be delighted if you have any recommendations for me to check out. I have retroshare, but you can't really search there, except for file names. And the forums are pretty dead, interactions wise. Only friend codes lol
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So I really want a pair of high heels to wear when I'm tied up, but I can't purchase any due to my situation. Are there any ways I could possible make one?? But that seems kinda outlandish, so maybe like one of those subshop bondage booties would also be super fun
Hey all, closeted sissy here, I got by Evelynn or Eve. I have a love for the goth aesthetic, and desire to be a sexy goth woman at somepoint haha. Mostly looking for friends and hypno files. I’ve dabbled in them for years. Sez is one of my favorite creators but some of the files can give me anxiety. Been a sissy off and on for probably 16 years. Love to dress when I can, love to play with makeup and get dolled up, and love hypno and what it can be used for. I’m nerdy flirty and kinky. Feel free to message me if you want to know more
