26 Aug 2022, 16:05
Looking back to my hypnosis experiments.. I think I can say hypnosis works at least for me, but not in a way like "program a robot" or such.
Hypnosis seems more to be able to unlock some things within. Or to strengthen certain behavior. But you cannot make people do things they do not like at all. And you cannot just implement things into people, you can just and only use the things that are aeady in those people. Or suppress some of those things inside (like the crave for smoking cigarettes.. hypnosis helped a friend of mine quit smoking).
But back to me:
Back more than 2 years, my partner made me listen to some "curse pantyhose love " from MsB every evening, often tied up (and in chastity), always in blindfold, sometimes in a securely locked isolation hood. And I did not have that much interest in pantyhose before, mostly liked to look at pantyhose and stockings on nice legs before. My thing were shiny things, like PVC and Latex clothes, wetlook clothes and such. And I only wore pantyhose for my partner once or twice during a session, like for some more cosplay thing. (I maybe need to mention that I am kind of "crossdresser" since I was young - but there is not that much sexual fetish in that. It's just that I am somehow between genders inside.. though more male in general. And sometimes I liked to wear a kind of unisex or even femboy goth style in my teen days long ago. So pantyhose were more "just clothes" to me then). Plus I did that bondage session mainly for him in the evening. And suddenly one day he asked me to shave my legs and wear pantyhose 24/7 for him, as a sign of my submission. Which I did. But it was more a BDSM control thing than a pantyhose fetish at that time. Like being forced to wear pantyhose under work clothes even in hottest summer. Sometimes additional garter belt and stockings over them. And unable to go swimming and such, unable to wear shorts in public because of those usually girly pantyhose with polka dots, flower patterns, attached stockings and such i had to wear. It was more pure control - and l loved it.
But after a while (took some weeks though.. ) I noticed slow changes.. and did what the hypno suggestions told me, like staring at women's pantyhosed legs. Or imagine wearing their pantyhose, when I saw them and such. And after months I became really addicted to wearing pantyhose and to listening to that hypno file. And at one point realized I developed a kind of pantyhose fetish - independent from that BDSM control thing that was going on with my partner. So even after breaking up with my partner I still kept listening to that file.. wearing pantyhose almost 24/7 for quite some time. And my thoughts were not at all about my former partner then, but just about that wearing the pantyhose as such. I was happy in pantyhose, loved it. wanted it. Felt wrong without it. After a while I stopped listening to that file, I do not even know why. There was a time thing, other things in the evening. And I too stopped wearing pantyhose 24/7 after a while. stopped wearing pantyhose at all, when it just was too hot for that clothing. But my feelings for pantyhose still exists. And if anyone I at least can trust halfways as a dominant would really want me to wear pantyhsose 24/7 again for them, I think I happily would do that again. Not only because of the nice feeling of control loss you get with that.. but because I think I still love pantyhose.. and will wear them again at least when it is colder again.
So, I do not think that really was a curse or such set on me. That file did not "program me to love pantyhose". It more just let some kind of pantyhose fetish loose I always had inside somehow.. just not on the top list of my fetishes and kinks.. and not that conscious. But I never disliked them... like so many girls I do know do most times do, they sometimes even hate them.
Hypnosis seems more to be able to unlock some things within. Or to strengthen certain behavior. But you cannot make people do things they do not like at all. And you cannot just implement things into people, you can just and only use the things that are aeady in those people. Or suppress some of those things inside (like the crave for smoking cigarettes.. hypnosis helped a friend of mine quit smoking).
But back to me:
Back more than 2 years, my partner made me listen to some "curse pantyhose love " from MsB every evening, often tied up (and in chastity), always in blindfold, sometimes in a securely locked isolation hood. And I did not have that much interest in pantyhose before, mostly liked to look at pantyhose and stockings on nice legs before. My thing were shiny things, like PVC and Latex clothes, wetlook clothes and such. And I only wore pantyhose for my partner once or twice during a session, like for some more cosplay thing. (I maybe need to mention that I am kind of "crossdresser" since I was young - but there is not that much sexual fetish in that. It's just that I am somehow between genders inside.. though more male in general. And sometimes I liked to wear a kind of unisex or even femboy goth style in my teen days long ago. So pantyhose were more "just clothes" to me then). Plus I did that bondage session mainly for him in the evening. And suddenly one day he asked me to shave my legs and wear pantyhose 24/7 for him, as a sign of my submission. Which I did. But it was more a BDSM control thing than a pantyhose fetish at that time. Like being forced to wear pantyhose under work clothes even in hottest summer. Sometimes additional garter belt and stockings over them. And unable to go swimming and such, unable to wear shorts in public because of those usually girly pantyhose with polka dots, flower patterns, attached stockings and such i had to wear. It was more pure control - and l loved it.
But after a while (took some weeks though.. ) I noticed slow changes.. and did what the hypno suggestions told me, like staring at women's pantyhosed legs. Or imagine wearing their pantyhose, when I saw them and such. And after months I became really addicted to wearing pantyhose and to listening to that hypno file. And at one point realized I developed a kind of pantyhose fetish - independent from that BDSM control thing that was going on with my partner. So even after breaking up with my partner I still kept listening to that file.. wearing pantyhose almost 24/7 for quite some time. And my thoughts were not at all about my former partner then, but just about that wearing the pantyhose as such. I was happy in pantyhose, loved it. wanted it. Felt wrong without it. After a while I stopped listening to that file, I do not even know why. There was a time thing, other things in the evening. And I too stopped wearing pantyhose 24/7 after a while. stopped wearing pantyhose at all, when it just was too hot for that clothing. But my feelings for pantyhose still exists. And if anyone I at least can trust halfways as a dominant would really want me to wear pantyhsose 24/7 again for them, I think I happily would do that again. Not only because of the nice feeling of control loss you get with that.. but because I think I still love pantyhose.. and will wear them again at least when it is colder again.
So, I do not think that really was a curse or such set on me. That file did not "program me to love pantyhose". It more just let some kind of pantyhose fetish loose I always had inside somehow.. just not on the top list of my fetishes and kinks.. and not that conscious. But I never disliked them... like so many girls I do know do most times do, they sometimes even hate them.