Samantha Bandler/Sez hypnosis

Taking a short break tonight, I think? Was somewhat out of control and listening to 5–6 files a night, which felt amazing, but wasn't great for my sleeping schedule.

Did have an incredible experience last night, I was finally able to achieve a "wet" HFO while in trace... I think? Sorta? I had just gotten out of HairTrigger, that one got me really close to it, or... I can't really tell, I've gotten really good at focusing pleasure between my legs, even before SB, but lately with SB it feels like I can get to that "about to cum" pleasure point extremely fast, and even sometimes catching me off guard (probably background voices?). And that "about to cum"/intense sensation between my legs feeling is peak pleasure, definitely an orgasm even without ejaculating, but sometimes it's so overwhelming (in a good way) and lasts longer than normal that the sensations are hard to tell apart, and I think I'm cumming, but when I check I'm just very wet from pre. I still really really want to cum in my panties while in trance or from hypnosis conditioning, but I'm starting to not mind and enjoy this orgasmic feeling I get from a lot of files <3

Anyway, first HairTrigger made me feel that and got me really horny, and then the next file (unsure which one), got me even deeper and hornier, and then suddenly had a section where SB increases my arousal and fucks me and counts me down to orgasm. The reason I said I "sorta reached an HFO" is that I was also somewhat shaking and moving from all the pleasure and commands, so not sure if there was some slight physical stimulation? The pleasure sensation between my legs did feel stronger and a bit different from other times, so not sure. Still, everything happened when the countdown finished which felt amazing, and definitely came even if not that much <3 I was still feeling really good and listened to another file on shuffle, which turned out to be an SB version of CSS I think? I guess my name is Giovanna <3 I've tried CSS 1–2 times before, but couldn't decide on a name, but somehow SB forced it out of me at some point in the file?

Left me very horny and moved to my computer to continue reading more stuff in this thread, more SB file descriptions, and looking at horny stuff in general, and I think I noticed some more effects and conditioning from the files here. Trying a lot of files and listening on shuffle has given me a really weird mix of those, and not sure how my mind decides what sticks or not.... probably just stuff it has an affinity or like to? Becoming completely/permanently limp also became a thing for me in the last year or so, which paired really well with the "stay limp, can't masturbate without permission, can't cum without permission" commands. I specifically noticed how strong this affected me when I noticed I was mindlessly rubbing between my legs while looking at horny stuff, and feeling like I was about to cum while staying almost completely limp (was wearing panties/pantyhose which might have helped). I moved to my bed and also started playing with my nipples, and I had been training/trying to orgasm from nipple playing as well (limp stuff again, really want to forget my limp clitty completely and focus on other zones <3) with really slow results, but I went 0-100 extremely quick when I started this time and orgasmed again. No cum this time, but really felt like I did when it happened. I was still horny and started humping a pillow, and it happened again, 0-100 orgasm, felt amazing, but again no cum even tho it felt like I did. Not that I mind, I had just had several orgasms in the span of a few minutes without playing with my clitty <3

I was incredibly horny by now, everything I did just kept adding to it and I hadn't really cum, and my SCM (I think I'm using the word/term right?) just started getting more and more out of my control again with horny ideas for more serious feminization, which I was loving while in that horny state of mind <3 Ended up forcing myself to cum, which was also interesting... had trouble staying hard, not really limp, just like... semihard even if actively stroking, and there's like a dull/numb feeling while doing it? I've had other files do something similar, but they usually just stop my body from continuing? Feeling a muted/dull sensation was very interesting <3 This also made it, so it was hard to tell when I was close to cumming, I just started dribbling without warning, which my SCM took advantage of and now did it on purpose to ruin my orgasm and then me eat my cum. I saw some post mention CEI in the files, so I guess that's working too?

I continued for a bit longer and did reach an actual (dry) orgasm that felt really good, which calmed me down and got some control back? Seeing all the conditioning and commands work these past few days has me extra horn, and my SCM keeps pushing me to try and do more and more things, specially after reading so many experiences in the forums here. SCM originally started with more silly/embarrassing/humiliating things, but now it's just more serious feminization stuff, which is not bad, and I actually really want in some way I think, but like, slowdown <3

Edit: I still can't cum/feel that dull sensation even when more in control <3

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another file on shuffle, which turned out to be an SB version of CSS I think? I guess my name is Giovanna <3 I've tried CSS 1–2 times before, but couldn't decide on a name, but somehow SB forced it out of me at some point in the file?

Yep, the most amazing SB's file which DOES work without any LARPing. At least it did in my case. See the dedicated CSS thread.

So, after listening to the Seduced to Serve series a few hours a day for a full week (with hair trigger 1 and 2 as well)... here's what happened:

• More desperate for emails from SB (I get A LOT of pleasure when I get one now)
• I feel really spacey when I read emails from SB
• Every time SB gave me permission to release, I felt this overwhelming wave of acceptance for who I am now (uncontrollable, a little scary at first to be honest)
• I feel less in control of myself (desires to dress up, trance, ride a dildo, etc)

The last two scared me a little bit at first. I don't really get the post-orgasm purge anymore, but feeling total acceptance and a desire to go deeper was not what I was expecting. Feeling less in control of certain actions that I briefly mentioned also kind of scared me a little bit. Even something as simple as looking in a mirror makes me feel like I'm losing control 1% at a time.

EDIT: the orgasms that I was allowed to have were unreal and there's a small part of me that is concerned this is real now

See the dedicated CSS thread.

I had already looked into them a bit, but my SCM got really excited thinking about PM and similar again while reading the CSS thread <3

Samantha Sez 1, 2, 3 kicks differently after 7 years, tried today and had wet dreams.

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Another free video from SB's SA:

SamanthaSez HC4SG1 (whatever that means)

Source: https://www.bitchute.com/video/kezRLglKfVOI/

Hypnosis Challenge For Straight Guys. It’s the one you can watch for free under ‘links’ on her website.

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Hypnosis Challenge For Straight Guys. It’s the one you can watch for free under ‘links’ on her website.

Yes, it's also in this thread.

Continuing to listen to the files but slowed down a little, or more like, now listening to them at a more manageable pace <3 Got a little too excited during the break and was listening to 5-6 files a night, now trying to do 1 or 2 files every day, but it's been more like every other day.

Still unsure of the specific new changes and conditioning SB has put into my mind. Getting some effective good trances when I first tried SB reactivated a very strong feminization mindset/mood that has developed over the years, so it also brought back a lot of conditioning and brainwashing from Kei and Bambi and lots of other feminization files and content <3

The most noticeable change that's likely from the SB files is that I suddenly get that intense pleasurable sensation of feeling like you're about to cum, not everywhere or anytime (yet) like the files say, usually in situations I allow myself to feel arousal, even if unconsciously (so like, maybe not during work, but maybe walking in public if I'm feeling horny). I also had a very strong desire/feeling to dress up in girly clothes during the first week, but it's gone down since them (but still dressing up/wearing girly clothes if in the mood). Also wore pantyhose/stocking more often and felt amazing in them (I usually forget about them), wanted to get more of them, specially fishnet stockings. Also had some ruined orgasms and ate my cum during that first week, which I rarely do but don't mind doing, but haven't done again because I haven't cum in like 2.5 weeks?

Changes/conditioning that I'm not sure are from the SB files or past conditioning/SCM/feminization mindset/being aroused.... some of these were things I was already doing before, and to a certain degree started feeling more and more normal.

Wearing panties again. Had a thing for pretty pink panties before SB, so most of my panties were already pink <3, and over time I've gotten the idea in my mind that I should wear cute girly pretty pink panties exclusively, but haven't been able to fully do it. Getting closer every time I'm in this mode tho, barely own any male underwear now, and even when not in this feminization mindset I've started normalizing wearing casual/everyday panties, and I can't tell if it's the conditioning rationalizing/convincing me it's okay <3 Every now and then I have the desire to wear a bra under my clothes during the day as well <3

Shaved body smooth. I also started doing this a long time ago, but it progressed very slowly from just doing intimate areas, to areas covered my clothes, to full body shaving, and even getting laser hair removal sessions. This is also something I was first afraid of doing and/or people noticing, to normalizing it as something I wanted because I felt and look really good, and realized no one cared or noticed <3 For some reason I had stopped last year around summer, and most of my body hair had grown fully back, but now it's gone again. I love how smooth and sensitive my skins feels <3 Laser hair removal sessions also seemed to help in other ways, since it's growing at a much slower rate than before, but still want to set up a new session soon <3

No orgasms/limp clitty/nipple play/HFO/chastity. This one is a few semi-related things together, I guess? Overtime, my goal/desire to cum from hypnosis/on command/have an HFO started merging and evolving with other kinks and conditioning and brainwashing. Shrinking and having a completely and permanently limp clitty used to really scare me, despite finding the idea really hot, and feeling very aroused whenever I read experiences from others that did it. Somehow, in the past 2-3 years, some barrier broke in my mind and something clicked, and this is something that I really really want <3 A friend introduced me to chastity, and slowly the idea of not being in control of your orgasms became really hot, and so did the idea of being permanently locked in a cute pink cage. Unfortunately, haven't found a comfortable long-term cage, but getting closer. Nipple play was something that I recently got into as an alternative to playing with my clitty to cum. No wet orgasms yet, but getting close. No orgasms came similarly, building up arousal, normalizing/conditioning myself to not touch my clitty, even if not locked physically (despite wanting to) still being obedient about not being in control of my orgasms. After listening to the files, some of these feelings/conditioning came back, huge desire to be locked as much as possible, but still unable to stay locked for more than a few days, been exclusively playing with my nipples, not touching my clitty. I also noticed there were some instructions to not cum without permission, but because I listened to a lot of files out of order, some files contradict each other sometimes. I also haven't gotten into the whole email SB thing. But the goal is to cum from nipple play, ass play, or hypnosis, no direct stimulation orgasms <3 I should ask some tips for HFOs/nipple/ass orgasms, I'm probably doing something wrong, tensing up or pulling or pushing my body in the wrong way.

Has anybody noticed any changes/conditioning that surprised them <3 ?

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After reading all the recent reviews here and combining with my own experience, I think, the only real change that SB's files make is "passive addiction" to SB's files 😂  Those, who occasionally crossdressed "before", continue to occasionally crossdress "after". Those, who were aroused by thinking about "sucking cocks" before, continue to be aroused by thinking. Those, who played with chastity, continue to play with chastity. But now all these "happenings" and "events" are associated with SB. That's it.

And since SB cleverly mixes lots of random-looking things, after some time, you might "subconsciously" associate lots of random-looking things with SB.
"I put on panties, because I listened to SB". No, you would put them on anyway, because you always liked them.
"SB makes me feel obedient" - no, you chose to passive listen to SB and concentrate on arousal.
"SB makes me feel girly" - why did you always crossdress? To feel manly?

SB does not actually "force", "make" or even "encourage" you to "move forward", to "progress", to "make the next step". There is no "line" or "evolution" in the files. On the contrary, the files encourage you to do nothing, just listen to SB and be horny. Possibly, you might even achieve an HFO. Yes, HFO can be called a progress, but that's the maximum you might get (or not get).

I begin to think, this is why the piracy stopped, because piracy is a conscious action, but actions are not encouraged. Even SB discussions disappeared from the Internet - this thread is the only live one.