29 Nov 2022, 14:28
After a long weekend of trancing for hours everyday, here's what I've been noticing:
• any attempts to listen to other tists are futile. I can't even get into trance with Bambi.
• I've started having more frequent femme/sissy dreams. They mostly seem to center around wearing girl clothes all the time (wearing panties underneath my work clothes, dressing up fully when at home). I've had at least 2 dreams about being in a relationship with a dominant woman.
• I feel "different" when wearing my normal male clothing. I don't really notice the sensation until I change into feminine clothing...and I get this wash of pleasure the entire time I'm dressing up.
• I crave trance. The idea to listen to files pops up a lot throughout my day. I've considered listening to Pink Thoughts while doing desk work to enhance my trance experience at night.
• I constantly check SBs sites for new content. This is definitely addiction setting in and it's hard to stop myself from doing so.
• Trance has been unbelievable lately. I feel very blank during trance...almost like I'm floating there in limbo. I feel very accepting during it as well, and have no problems with any suggestions (that I can recall). Before I know it, it's the end of the file. If I decide to get up to go to the bathroom/grab a drink of water, I find that I don't remember which file I just listened to.
I feel extremely happy about the changes too. I used to be scared, but, at this point, I welcome them and am curious to see how deep I can go.
• any attempts to listen to other tists are futile. I can't even get into trance with Bambi.
• I've started having more frequent femme/sissy dreams. They mostly seem to center around wearing girl clothes all the time (wearing panties underneath my work clothes, dressing up fully when at home). I've had at least 2 dreams about being in a relationship with a dominant woman.
• I feel "different" when wearing my normal male clothing. I don't really notice the sensation until I change into feminine clothing...and I get this wash of pleasure the entire time I'm dressing up.
• I crave trance. The idea to listen to files pops up a lot throughout my day. I've considered listening to Pink Thoughts while doing desk work to enhance my trance experience at night.
• I constantly check SBs sites for new content. This is definitely addiction setting in and it's hard to stop myself from doing so.
• Trance has been unbelievable lately. I feel very blank during trance...almost like I'm floating there in limbo. I feel very accepting during it as well, and have no problems with any suggestions (that I can recall). Before I know it, it's the end of the file. If I decide to get up to go to the bathroom/grab a drink of water, I find that I don't remember which file I just listened to.
I feel extremely happy about the changes too. I used to be scared, but, at this point, I welcome them and am curious to see how deep I can go.