Samantha Bandler/Sez hypnosis

[Ruby Fleetwood]

the s2s series amnesia triggers work surprisingly well. After listening to quite a bit of them over the weekend, I can't remember much of any of it.

IMHO, There is not much direct information in the recent files. It sounds like a phrase salad, and your mind makes the sense out of it. SB carefully "places" the phrases in various tracks so the meaning can be quite different from you can pick up consciously.
Does it work? No idea. Have you noticed any effects besides the amnesia? 😁

Effects? Not especially, no. Again, it's early on and I'm not really listening in the most ideal way (listing to a few in a row, jumping around, etc.) I mean, overall they are pleasant files to listen to in that they generally elicit a pleasant feeling. If nothing else, the induction trigger of "relax deeper now" tends to be a bit more effective? That's all I could really say regarding effectiveness.

The files also suggest listening before bed which makes sense from a programming perspective--learning and memory formation tends to benefit from sleep, and doing it right before bed probably primes the pump for long-term memory formation, even at a subconscious level. That said, I've been listening in the morning/before I get out of bed, as that's when my libido tends to be most "in the mood" personally.

[Like Ra]

Effects? Not especially, no.

That's what I noticed as well 😊 But I'm curious if anybody gets anything "tangible" out of those files. Please keep us updated!

[Ruby Fleetwood]

Effects? Not especially, no.

That's what I noticed as well 😊 But I'm curious if anybody gets anything "tangible" out of those files. Please keep us updated!

Will do, but I'm traditionally horrible at keeping up with things. 🤣 Wondering if 5 supposed to be the final file in the series, or if there are plans for more.

[Like Ra]

Wondering if 5 supposed to be the final file in the series, or if there are plans for more.

That's a question to @Samantha Bandler

[NotSpoogeanator]

So thanks to the way my school works I've had like 6 months off before I transition to my job with still around 2 more months until I start. And during that time I decided to really dive into SB and see what things I notice. Here is the list so far:

-My GF is a switch and I have always let her domme me from time to time, the shame after orgasm has completely left and I don't get a rebound need to express dominance like I used to
-My GF also loves my ass, but due to the shame of the first point it was pretty rare (maybe monthly) that I'd let her play with it. She now does on demand almost daily. She's fed off my increased submissive energy in general and now regularly flips the script on me. Even when I'm fully intending to take the dominant role walking into the bedroom I'll still somehow end up getting pegged. I'm beginning to think she is more domme than switch.
-I used to actively avoid and was extremely turned off by sissy content. I sought out files that were (I thought) primarily about increased submission, fast forward a bit and I would tolerate sissy themes like dressing up so long as it was still about submission, fast forward a little bit and I love primary dress up themes and penetration themes and can tolerate some mentions of cocks and men so long as that is not the primary focus. We'll see how long that lasts. (You can change anything important by taking small steps after all)
-I now own some femboy clothing of my own and greatly enjoy dressing up in it and have dabbled a bit in painting my nails and find myself wanting to try on makeup (post orgasm shame still there for the nails). This is something that was an active turn off for me just a little while ago.
-Definitely implanted triggers are the doorbell, "close your eyes", "lick your lips", increased nipple sensitivity, "swallow".

I would be completely lying if I said my preferences and habits hadn't shifted substantially. But looking back on it and trying to assess the why is an interesting question

I listen mostly while watching porn compilations and masturbating for prolonged periods of time. My shifts in taste could easily be attributed to pleasure conditioning and the need to get aroused from more and more "extreme" themes that people often describe with porn. (Though my visual porn tastes have changed little to none in this time)
OR
Even though I didn't want Sissification/Feminization (at first) which should protect me from a hypnotist trying to implant those things within me, it was superseded by the fact that my primary kinks are sexual hypnosis, brainwashing, and conditioning. Basically a back door to me wanting these kinks implanted specifically because they were unwanted.

Maybe it was a little of both of those reasons or something else entirely, but for me personally I've found the experience extremely positive. I'm enjoying things I used to enjoy without shame and enjoying completely new experiences. I'm glad I decided to dive in when my life is pretty well together with a very openminded long-term girlfriend and a locked in career path because the addictiveness of these could very well get in the way of obtaining these if I didn't have them aeady.

If you have any questions on my experiences feel free to ask.

[spiraltone42]

So thanks to the way my school works I've had like 6 months off before I transition to my job with still around 2 more months until I start. And during that time I decided to really dive into SB and see what things I notice. Here is the list so far:
. . .

If you have any questions on my experiences feel free to ask.

That's a fascinating and super hot write-up! Thank you for sharing your experience! It's really interesting seeing how you went from a non-desire of sissy themes to a growing enjoyment. I do have just two questions for my own curiosity
 
1. Have you felt any specific submissiveness to SB herself or mostly just to your girlfriend?

2. Have you tried or considered asking your gf to listen to "Domme Maker"? She might not be interested, but I've always been curious about the idea and would love to hear if there were results for someone learning to be more dominant

[NotSpoogeanator]

That's a fascinating and super hot write-up! Thank you for sharing your experience! It's really interesting seeing how you went from a non-desire of sissy themes to a growing enjoyment. I do have just two questions for my own curiosity
 
1. Have you felt any specific submissiveness to SB herself or mostly just to your girlfriend?

2. Have you tried or considered asking your gf to listen to "Domme Maker"? She might not be interested, but I've always been curious about the idea and would love to hear if there were results for someone learning to be more dominant

Hey glad you liked it! 

1) Started a write up then kinda realized the answer to this is more in depth that I thought. Yes I do, but I'm definitely still on guard with her while listening. When what she commands is at least mostly egosyntonic I'll obey instantly. But commands to email or tell friends or do behaviors that I consider risky to my position in life are easy for me to disregard. Honestly that tension is a lot of the appeal for me - like a real life succubus mixing egosyntonic and egodystonic commands to try to push me as deep as she possibly can.

2) I've really REALLY wanted to try Domme Maker. But my GF is pretty audio sensitive and I'm worried that without a hypnosis kink she'll just find the audio style chaotic and annoying. As someone who's been a student for so long I don't really have the money to spend on something that I couldn't even use myself if she didn't like it. If anyone has listened to it before and knows any audios that are free or in the RS that are similar that I could allow her to sample before I committed then I'd definitely take the plunge after.

[Like Ra]

Have you tried or considered asking your gf to listen to "Domme Maker"?

My first thought.

[Like Ra]

post orgasm shame still there for the nails

Interesting, I have no post-orgasm shame for painted nails, hairless skin or pantyhose - my nails, hands, legs and arms look much better this way. Yes, I may feel a bit uneasy about my long painted nails from time to time, but it dissolves quite quickly.

[NotSpoogeanator]

post orgasm shame still there for the nails

Interesting, I have no post-orgasm shame for painted nails, hairless skin or pantyhose - my nails, hands, legs and arms look much better this way. Yes, I may feel a bit uneasy about my long painted nails from time to time, but it dissolves quite quickly.

Starting as early as middle school I was pretty into the red pill community before it was super toxic. As a Human Biology guy I was pretty invested in the idea that women will prefer a traditionally masculine man before and during ovulation and then afterwards will prefer a less masculine and more sensitive man. I worked really hard on being able to project masculine confidence, not cause I'm femme naturally, but because I was pretty timid/shy.

I think a lot of my shame about submitting or doing femme things is likely rooted from that. A feeling like I worked so hard to be attractive and am throwing it all away and some lingering insecurity that if I don't project masculinity my GF will leave me for someone that does. 

My beliefs in this area are much more nuanced now, but in the post-nut you never know what'll bubble up.