Samantha Bandler/Sez hypnosis

[Like Ra]

I went back after reading your response and tranced deep to Cocotrance's css video. It felt like someone pulled my mouth open and pulled carla out of it.

Hello Carla, Marta is here 😉 Carla, please, take over, and meet other girls in this thread: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...-out-space

This happened to many of us, who listened to the CSS or Female Takeover -like files.

I spiraled after listening to the Cocotranse Vid.

Try this one: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...7#pid54997 😉 (related to this thread)

i felt like someone else was doing the walking.

Yes, this is how it should be felt. See this thread: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...osis-works

I don't know how much of this is my own choice,

Very good question! And, as you guessed, we have a separate thread on this: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...e-a-choice

Back again already.
I spiraled after listening to the Cocotranse Vid.
I decided to put on BCCP loop, hoping there would be nothing too bad in there and i would get on fine.
i just had it on in the background at first , but at some point in the middle i started to trance out. i continued to listen for some time before I heard the BS voice start repeating "Bambi Sleep" in my head again. before i knew it i was listening to the quick induction on b4mb1cloud, then half way through that i felt compelled to pull up Tom Tame's "Bambi in the box". I watched the entire thing start to finish before watching more b4mb1 tiktoks to get off.

The moment I "decided" to switch to the Tom Tame's vid i got up out of my chair to lock my door (don't live alone) and i felt like someone else was doing the walking. I was even swaying my hips. I was aware the entire time, but i felt like someone was pulling me along. I don't know if I've actually actively listened to more of the bs files than I realize and have actually completely fallen for the amnesia component, but it doesn't feel like it. I do all my nsfw browsing incognito, so i don't have a way to go back and check.
Either I am the most suggestible fool on the planet and its a miracle i haven't fallen for something else already, or deep down I want to be ruined. I don't know which and I'm not sure I want to find out. 

I've been passively consuming this stuff (even the BS files technically, but only as they have been included in other videos and have never really given them any focus) forever, so maybe it's just been slowly building up, waiting for the dam to break.

I don't know how much of this is my own choice, as like i said, i have found the concept of this happening arousing for basically a decade at this point, but I find it unsettling at the same time. It took me probably 20 minutes to get my head back on straight after Tom Tame's video.

I feel like a walking cautionary tale.

Don't forget to check out Tom Tame art...this is fun to look through while audio is playing.
tom tame deviant art

I went back after reading your response and tranced deep to Cocotrance's css video. It felt like someone pulled my mouth open and pulled carla out of it.

Hello Carla, Marta is here 😉 Carla, please, take over, and meet other girls in this thread: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...-out-space

This happened to many of us, who listened to the CSS or Female Takeover -like files.

I spiraled after listening to the Cocotranse Vid.

Try this one: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...7#pid54997  😉 (related to this thread)

i felt like someone else was doing the walking.

Yes, this is how it should be felt. See this thread: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...osis-works

I don't know how much of this is my own choice,

Very good question! And, as you guessed, we have a separate thread on this: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...e-a-choice

Thank you for the suggestions, but I'm going to have to do my damnedest to say no at this point.
I have no problem with the idea of being "forced" into an altered state of mind when horny at home.

The idea of a second personality forming in my head is titillating, to be sure (I'm literally shaking with excitement every time I open this thread. Seeing you type that name fucked with me instantly). But the end result is also too potentially horrifying to be worth it to me now.
I've speedrun what I thought took people years in less than a week. I don't want to ruin my life in a month.

I've been imagining welding that damn pink box shut over and over again for the last 2 hours, once I felt like I was back out of it.

God I wish this didn't turn me on so fucking much.

Just to add to this some more.

After reading into some posts elsewhere, along with some ai answers. I feel like I might've been in some kind of partial waking trance for at least two days. I don't know if that's "possible" but that's how it felt. Ever since my 20 hour binge session with SB. (which followed almost immediately after my session with BS)
I feel as if am finally completely out of it now, but I had been switching back and forth between being hyper focused on this hypnosis content and being fairly spaced out and light-headed constantly. I've been hyper sensitive to sounds constantly the entire time, going back and forth between causing headaches and asmr type chills depending on what I was hearing.
I feel like i was also hyper sensitive to going into trance the entire time, as even just thinking about the idea would give me sudden sinking feelings and I would lose my train of thought temporarily. This is why I started pseudo-censoring my posts earlier. I was having to fight sinking feelings every time i thought or read the word bambi. ( i know that's supposed to be an intentional trigger, but it's not happening to me anymore - at least not significantly)

It took me having to go to an event this evening to snap me out of it.

Samantha Sez You Need More Training
. . .

Seeking feedback.

I adore Samantha’s work, and enjoy both videos and the audio files.  However, I only trance well using audio only.

Do you feel that the video components are important elements for the effectiveness or will I be better off just using audio?

I’ve immersed myself in enough Samantha videos that when she talks about the pretty girls, I see them in my mind.

Thoughts?

I value the input of this group.

Tiffany

[Like Ra]

I spiraled after listening to the Cocotranse Vid.

I wonder why you chose this version and not this one - https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...7#pid54997

It's definitely Carla.

Hello Carla 😉 Cheer him up! It's fun to be a girl! 👗🩱👙👠👄💄💅 😋

Hi, how is Wipe Clean v1 file different from v2?  (v2 available on SB's site for sale.)

I never bought v2 from the site because I took the file description at face value, but I get the feeling that it does the opposite of removing triggers, correct?

I don't want surprises ruined in any response, ideally.  I'm mainly hoping to learn which one is considered "better" by community opinion.  I could always listen to the version 1 linked in the forum, but jumping into the higher quality one first would be my preference.

Thank you!

[Like Ra]

jumping into the higher quality one first would be my preference.

Mmm... "Newer version" does not always imply "higher quality". Think of MsJ re-recordings with Clarissa - unlistenable! For example, I definitely prefer some of SB's old files (e,g, CSS, Sissy Brainwash, etc).

how is Wipe Clean v1 file different from v2?

I listened to both many times. But as it always happens with SB - you never know what the "actual" difference is.

I don't want surprises ruined

There is no consensus on these files. I reposted quite a few reviews/reports in this thread. I can not say I agree with them. So... You know... Only you can tell.

I would say - listen to v1. From a different perspective, as Victor Wooten says - the best bass (guitar) is the one you have "right now". What's the purpose of comparing it with Fodera "Yin Yang", if you don't have it, and you need to play "right now"?

I spiraled after listening to the Cocotranse Vid.

I wonder why you chose this version and not this one - https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...7#pid54997

I started with the SB file, made it like 30 seconds in again and wasn't feeling it, then switched to some other version I got from somewhere in the SB thread but dropped that after a few seconds because of the voice. I pulled up the coco vid next and felt laser focused on it in the first few seconds. I never even glanced away from the screen until my eyes eventually closed. 

Do you remember what all themes and suggestions you removed from the "clean" version? I know it was some time ago, but I have been completely engulfed with anxiety all day. I managed to go to sleep with a clear mind last night, but I woke up like 2 hours early and spent the entire time half asleep in bed imagining both Samantha and Bambi stuff. I was basically daydreaming about it for 2.5 hours. I haven't had a clear head for most of the day.

I'm starting to get properly paranoid.
I have listened to most of tomtames videos on the past with complete focus and am scared that I've basically laid the groundwork for what feels inside like a glorified suicide.

I've listened to fade to Bambi twice before in the past, Bambi in the box, lighthouse doll, and several others. All of these were before this little escapade and I don't think I've ever fully tranced to them before but fade to Bambi left me a little loopy when it was over the second time I watched it.

I have had chills and anxiety all day and I spent the entire morning fighting sinking feelings over and over again.

I have done my best not to think about any thing related to this all day but not with much success.