13 Jan 2025, 20:57
(This post was last modified: 26 Feb 2025, 19:23 by Angela_Angora.)
Hi, first post, new user.
Are there any threads that involve people sharing how they got into crossdressing, early moments of recognition that you felt a strange, irresistible pull to being a submissive, wearing girl clothes, etc? I'm thinking of having these confusing feelings long before you would've been exposed to media depicting such things. I didn't see one, so I'm starting one 😊
I recall being a 4-5 yo and seeing an episode of He-Man, where the undeniably sexy villainess Shokoti overpowers He-Man and Ram Man through dark magic, and restrains them lying down on a stone bed. They are helpless against her, strapped down, unable to resist her powers. I remember feeling excited by this, but was of course unable to understand the feeling. No feminization of course, but a powerful female subduing men was arousing.
Other cartoon female villains from that era also made me feel funny, and I was attracted to them (Evil-Lyn, and the Baroness in the GIJoe series). Definite fem-dom mistress vibes in these characters, I'd say.
I also recall having a He-Man coloring book that depicted She-Ra, and I wanted to color her clothing in pink and purple, but found the idea strangely exciting, and I couldn't do it. I tried to ask my mother to color her in for me, and she didn't understand why I couldn't. (I don't either, to this day).
Other than that I recall staring at the JC Penny and Dayton's catalogs women's and girl's clothing sections, especially the stockings and hosiery pages, with strange feeling of longing. Trips to the mall and department stores where I could get a glimpse of the hosiery section while shopping with my mom also filled me with longing. There was no way I could enter those sections it seemed, without shame and embarrassment, but I REALLY wanted to, so badly.
It took years until I finally was able to acquire my own articles of female clothing, and mostly through high-risk ventures into my friends' sister's or mother's room when opportunity presented itself. A quick opening of dresser drawers and selecting a pair of pantyhose or stockings to take home, while pretending to go to the bathroom, led to a small stockpile of these forbidden items through my late-preteen and early teen years. Excitement overruled any clear thinking during this period, and thankfully I was never caught.
My exploration took off in my mid teens when my housing situation with my single mother led us to stay in a roommate situation in a home owned by another woman. I recall discovering a large plastic bag in her basement filled with old pantyhose, and from then on I was hooked. When both women were gone, I would enter her room (I had little interest in my mother's clothing) and started to explore putting together full outfits. Skirts, dresses, stockings, heels, sweaters, bras, etc.
I don't know why I suddenly felt the need to go all the way. I couldn't help myself. One item led to another, and I was now fully dressed up. Maybe since now it was available to me? Regardless, the excitement and pleasure created by such complete dress-up sessions was off the charts. No going back from there.
A couple years later I found myself with access to the bedrooms of two teenage girls for full days with no one else in the home; one my age and another a bit older. Now I could dress up in cute and sexy clothes that were made for females in my age group. One of them even had a bob wig! For a month or so, I was in heaven. Never again did such an opportunity come my way, but a lifelong fetish had taken root now.
I imagine many guys who started to cross dress in their youth have similar stories. Feel free to share!
Are there any threads that involve people sharing how they got into crossdressing, early moments of recognition that you felt a strange, irresistible pull to being a submissive, wearing girl clothes, etc? I'm thinking of having these confusing feelings long before you would've been exposed to media depicting such things. I didn't see one, so I'm starting one 😊
I recall being a 4-5 yo and seeing an episode of He-Man, where the undeniably sexy villainess Shokoti overpowers He-Man and Ram Man through dark magic, and restrains them lying down on a stone bed. They are helpless against her, strapped down, unable to resist her powers. I remember feeling excited by this, but was of course unable to understand the feeling. No feminization of course, but a powerful female subduing men was arousing.
Other cartoon female villains from that era also made me feel funny, and I was attracted to them (Evil-Lyn, and the Baroness in the GIJoe series). Definite fem-dom mistress vibes in these characters, I'd say.
I also recall having a He-Man coloring book that depicted She-Ra, and I wanted to color her clothing in pink and purple, but found the idea strangely exciting, and I couldn't do it. I tried to ask my mother to color her in for me, and she didn't understand why I couldn't. (I don't either, to this day).
Other than that I recall staring at the JC Penny and Dayton's catalogs women's and girl's clothing sections, especially the stockings and hosiery pages, with strange feeling of longing. Trips to the mall and department stores where I could get a glimpse of the hosiery section while shopping with my mom also filled me with longing. There was no way I could enter those sections it seemed, without shame and embarrassment, but I REALLY wanted to, so badly.
It took years until I finally was able to acquire my own articles of female clothing, and mostly through high-risk ventures into my friends' sister's or mother's room when opportunity presented itself. A quick opening of dresser drawers and selecting a pair of pantyhose or stockings to take home, while pretending to go to the bathroom, led to a small stockpile of these forbidden items through my late-preteen and early teen years. Excitement overruled any clear thinking during this period, and thankfully I was never caught.
My exploration took off in my mid teens when my housing situation with my single mother led us to stay in a roommate situation in a home owned by another woman. I recall discovering a large plastic bag in her basement filled with old pantyhose, and from then on I was hooked. When both women were gone, I would enter her room (I had little interest in my mother's clothing) and started to explore putting together full outfits. Skirts, dresses, stockings, heels, sweaters, bras, etc.
I don't know why I suddenly felt the need to go all the way. I couldn't help myself. One item led to another, and I was now fully dressed up. Maybe since now it was available to me? Regardless, the excitement and pleasure created by such complete dress-up sessions was off the charts. No going back from there.
A couple years later I found myself with access to the bedrooms of two teenage girls for full days with no one else in the home; one my age and another a bit older. Now I could dress up in cute and sexy clothes that were made for females in my age group. One of them even had a bob wig! For a month or so, I was in heaven. Never again did such an opportunity come my way, but a lifelong fetish had taken root now.
I imagine many guys who started to cross dress in their youth have similar stories. Feel free to share!
