What works for me is to buy a pack of diapers and fill two with water, let them drain a bit. Then either put the whole diaper into a lunch bag or remove the silica and place that in the bag to get the desired weight. What I found with balloons is when they bust it's a disaster, but if you have a leak with silica it's minor. Just put the form in a second bag. I usually have 3 sets of different weights/sizes. But 50% time now I prefer the feel of the bra on my man boobs 44D. The last bras I bought were 3 of this in black, white and red. They fitted very snugly, but the wire poked through on one side on the red after a short while, also slight difference in band size, but what do expect from a cheap product. time.
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