(19 Jul 2020, 16:59 )Sierra13 Wrote: not brave enough to delve into the Demon Girl or Spirit Girl files though, they scare me

Quote:While the MsJ and Mind Mistress files where nice at the time, the triggers where only able to cause some desire/aversion/stress in certain situations. Though they were quite addictive.

From going deep with some of the Kei files on the other hand I had to move Neighbourhoods because they made me loudly moan and squeak obscenities while under. The triggers als did stuff like making my perineum pump like a pussy and leaking enough precum that I should have worn pads, shouting warm pleasurable electricity up my spine, making me "forget" how to not walk girly, sending me into mind fog for days,…

There is quite a difference.

Oh and because these posts seem like I'm advertising for Kei or Bambi:

I AM DEFINITELY NOT ADVISING THAT YOU LISTEN TO THESE FILES!

The "hypnosis isn't real"-guys are right in so far that you have to actively do much work yourself (concentrating, relaxing, letting go and opening up). It's like learning a form of meditation. Once you did that however, people can really damage the creative part of yourself.

Sissyfication is especially devious. Self destruction is rewarded with more pleasure than your protective rational parts could ever handle. Please beware that little of what is pleasurable in the end is really good for you.

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Quote:However, her production style is pretty crazy, so not everyone will be captured by the hypnosis.

Yeah, my feeling is that they are the more effective, the more autistic you are. I guess "normal" people will be turned of by TTS and the soundscapes.

Quote: +1 for Kei files, they're quite insane tbh, perfectly fits the "mind breaking" category, this tist exactly knows how to seduce the lust in your brain and increase the power of the file with subliminal, binaural isochronic sounds etc… your brain will be overloaded

It is more than "mind breaking". These files can be a real "soul fuck". In the sense that it doesn't just overwhelm your Brain so that feelings of shame and the instinct, that knows where this all leads, are overridden by Lust. They are _willingly sacrificed_ for Pleasure. It empties your head and pulls up vibrating, burning pleasure up from your gut till you want to hand over your Heart to it.

If you can bear it, let me get even more schizo and religious for a moment. Read the entries in Kei's Blog and Twitter. "She" is in contact with an arch "angel" and the rulers of the plane of unicorns. With whom "she" has conspired to bring about world peace. Amongst other things by creating magical cat girl slave wizards. I'm not shitting you. Read it. "She" is also one of the few hypnotists that really gets navigating the realms of trance, once "she" has put you there. That is the special kind of crazy that you need for doing these things.

Where am I getting with this?

1) The question from the "Why tho" thread: "That's some straight up wizard shit, turning people to non-competent triggerbots and dishonestly-earned euphoria droids, isn't it?"

Pleasure/pain should help you to favour/avoid certain things till your Brain has learned to see the process behind it. Good judgement is overridden by pleasure. Not even saying anything about all the Hands and Eyes that just love having trigger puppets like us around.

2) Where does it end?

There is catharsis in these files. There is freedom from societal pressure and norms. But it does not last. After a while it always reverts to shame and the need to go deeper into it.

Kei is definitely a Miner. But should you do these things once you find your way into the Mountain?

Sorry for the rambling. As you can see, my thoughts are less than clear about these things and I hope that a board of perverted mindfuck enthusiasts can help me out.

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Quote:very intriguing and interesting reply, thank you for taking the time to write it, I'll explore more of Kei world, this tist is truly special among the community just like Bambi

It wasn't meant as an encouragement. Yes these files are "special". They are dangerous. Before you know it, you will have stained your Creative Essence.

My rationalization for writing the above posts was to process my experiences and maybe hear from others that made similar stupid decisions. But now I think I'm being played. These kind of warnings will not discourage susceptible people, but only make their cocks twitch even more and fuck I knew that from the beginning.

I'll say it as clearly as I can here: All of this only leads to a false fire.

But you can do me a favor. In a few years when reality is just too in your face, to let you deny anymore what you are doing, go to a tranny hate thread on /pol or whatever will be in place by then. Post your story and maybe a picture of yourself in a dress looking into the camera with your sad hollow eyes. Maybe that will deter some guys that are otherwise defenceless against all this poisonous pleasure.

Sorry man, I wish you the best of luck.

(20 Jul 2020, 06:24 )napras-sword Wrote: he got possessed by a demon from listening to kei

(21 Jul 2020, 02:04 )MindsEye Wrote: I just wish I could find someone to use the files for a few months

(21 Jul 2020, 02:20 )MindsEye Wrote: You wouldn't want to use that though lol.

(21 Jul 2020, 01:48 )Like Ra Wrote: "daemons"

(21 Jul 2020, 06:22 )napras-sword Wrote:

(21 Jul 2020, 01:48 )Like Ra Wrote: "daemons"

not the same thing.