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As you breathe good, as you drift, as your mind opens to my
voice, my words, the truth so deep inside, bringing you
down, deeper and deeper, into this wonderful place, this
wonderful space, the mind so open, so receptive, you obey
to these changes, to these words.
Reaching in, to shape you, to change you, as you can, begin
to realize, begin to truly discover the dissatisfaction you
have been feeling, that's right, so dissatisfied, so bored,
realizing your partner is just uninteresting.
Your partner is unattractive, your partner so stupid, that
's right, beginning to notice all of their flaws, everything
that makes them so useless, so worthless to you, that's
right, knowing that you can do better, that you deserve
better, that's right.
Each and every moment you spend thinking about that person
you've been spending your time with, spending your life
with, realizing, what a waste, what a waste of time, what a
waste of space, so boring, so useless to you.
Discovering that there is more to life than spending your
time with this lump of a person, that's right, imagining
how wonderful life could be, if you, that's right, if you
just leave them, yes, leaving your partner, just one day
getting up,
taking all your things and leaving them, no note, no notice
, no explanation, just up and gone, or perhaps feeling the
need to stick a knife in that wound and tell them exactly
how you feel, exactly how you have lost interest,
how they have made you lose interest, how they have become
so unattractive, so boring, how everything about them
beginning to turn you off each and every moment, agony to
spend time with them and telling them, that's right,
telling them in great detail exactly how you feel, how you
have been feeling, that's right,
noticing these thoughts, little by little at first,
creeping up within the mind, something you previously
thought was tormenting, realizing it feels so flat, it
feels so unflattering, that's right, making you frown,
putting a sour taste in your mouth,
or as if you're smelling a bad smell, that's right,
something just off putting, that's right, you can imagine
exactly how this feels, each and every time you look at
them, you see their face, you hear their name, that's right
,
just so boring, so uninteresting, realizing that your life
would be better without them, that you are meant for bigger
and better things, that's right, and as you imagine your
life without them beginning to feel that arousal grow more
and more,
arousal unlike anything you've felt with them, that's right
, feeling it flowing through the body as you imagine
yourself without them, as you imagine yourself walking away
, leaving them behind you,
that's right, no regard for their feelings, no regard for
their opinions, simply putting yourself first because that
's what you need, that's what you deserve to do, and that's
what you are going to do, to leave them, leave them for me,
because you need more, you need better, because they no
longer please you, because they no longer interest you,
that's right, so foolish of you to spend, to have spent so
much time with this person,
that's right, this stranger, do you even know anything
about them, do you even care about them, that's right,
realizing that you care less and less about who they are,
what they do, their opinions,
that's right, finding that space in your mind preserved for
them, shrinking down more and more with each and every word
, that's right, as you listen, as you feel the arousal
growing within you,
as you imagine how wonderful our life can be without them,
all the things you can do, all the things they have
forbidden you from doing in the past, that's right, I
wonder what that first thing you can do to reclaim your
individuality,
to reclaim yourself, to show that they don't matter to you,
that's right, they hold no influence, they hold no
importance in your life, because they are just boring, that
's right, you know, they are uninteresting,
that's right, nothing they do is interesting, nothing they
say is interesting, in fact, realizing how stupid they are,
and not in a sexy way, in just that way that is so unfl
attering, so unattractive, as if their voice sounds like a
bug buzzing in your ear,
that's right, so annoying, maybe it's high-pitched, maybe
it just rolls on more and more, but realizing, feeling it
within your body, that tension, that pain almost, of having
to bear to listen to them speak,
to listen to their thoughts, the way they put together
their opinions, so stupid, so boring, that's right,
realizing that you need better, you deserve better, and you
will go get better, leaving your partner sooner rather than
later,
that's right, I wonder just how quickly you can pack up all
your things and get out, or perhaps you can change the
locks one day when they're out, simply allow them to take a
hint,
that's right, their feelings no longer matter to you, their
opinions no longer matter to you, putting yourself first,
knowing that this is what you need, this is what you crave,
and that's right, to leave them, to go for a greener
pasture, because every pasture is greener than they are,
isn't that right, that's right, because they are boring,
they are stupid, they are ugly, and you, that's right, you
deserve someone who is interesting, someone who is sexy,
someone who turns you on,
every time a trigger planted in your mind, that's right,
the mind so open, every time you hear their voice, sounds
like nails on a chalkboard, sounds like a mosquito buzzing
in your ear,
feels like something is digging into your flesh, smells
like something putrid, all senses taste, touch, sight,
hearing, that's right, all of your senses, that gentle,
almost imperceptible, unflattering feeling, those feelings
of discomfort, those feelings of pain,
and the more you hear their voice, the more you feel, these
feelings grow within you, the more off-putting, perhaps you
need to leave the room, perhaps you tell them just to shut
up, you can't bear to hear their voice anymore,
and see in yourself, that's right, in your mind, see in
yourself, tell them that you just want them to shut up, and
that look across their face, that look of confusion, that
look of sadness, that look of betrayal,
only turns you on to know, that you are putting yourself
first, that you are doing what's right for you, that's
right, it feels so good, to go after what you need,
no longer can you waste your time on someone who's unworthy
of your attention, unworthy of all the wonderful things
that you are, that you have, that's right, you, realizing
more and more, with each and every breath, with each and
every moment,
realizing that you need to leave them, leaving your partner
, sooner or later, eventually, it will happen, you're
listening to this vile, and this seed is aeady planted,
each and every time they speak,
feeling that discomfort in the body, feeling that
discomfort of hearing that sound, that terrible sound in
the ear of their voice, so awful to listen to, that's right
, that smell, that gentle smell, garbage, rotten eggs,
something putrid,
you can't quite put your finger on it, but you know, it
goes away as soon as they shut their mouth, that's right,
more and more, giving in to these feelings, giving in to
these urges, and feeling those feelings of pleasure,
as you discover that you are better off without them, each
and every time you have a thought to leave them, you feel
good, a smile across your face, perhaps you feel more and
more turned on,
a wave of pleasure throughout the body, each time you think
about leaving, each time you can't imagine your life
without this person, without this thing, weighing you down,
this weight on your shoulder, this weight on your life,
this shackle around your leg,
free yourself, that's right, free yourself from this
horrible, horrible curse, this life that you've been living
, full of regret, full of wasted potential, knowing that you
need more, that you are more, that you will pursue more,
that's right, just like that, feeling so good, imagining
now, all the things you could do without this person, the
places you could go, the experiences that you can have, the
happiness you can feel,
that's right, these feelings of pleasure so strong within
you now, that arousal, those waves of lust, of contentment,
knowing that this is what you need, this is what you crave,
deciding, committing to the act, to leave them, leave your
partner, you can't do it sooner enough, that's right,
faster and faster, more and more, the urges growing within
you to take action again and again,
each listener bringing you closer and closer to making that
decision, to taking that action, the seed planted within
the mind growing each and every day,
the agreement, and imagining again, hearing their voice,
how unpleasant, how unfortunate, how uninteresting, you
simply tune them out or else subject yourself to those
feelings of discomfort, the odor that comes from hearing
their voice,
that tinny sound of the timbre of them speaking, oh you
simply can't bear it, it feels so terrible, just tune them
out with thoughts of independence, with thoughts of someone
better, with thoughts of something more wonderful,
something more right for you,
that's right, it's so easy to allow yourself, your mind to
fill with thoughts of what's next, that's right, as if you
almost forget they're in the room, you forget that they are
around because they are so unimportant to you,
they are so uninteresting, not even worth a second thought,
in fact, you often begin to forget that they even exist,
treating them as if you've aeady left, maybe they'll
leave on their own, maybe they'll take the hint, preparing
dinner for one,
watching TV, your favorite show, something that they have
no interest in, making plans without consulting them,
skipping important plans, important appointments together,
that's right, purposely leaving them hanging with no
communication,
ignoring their texts, ignoring their messages, ignoring
them altogether, that's right, feeling so good to feel so
free, feeling so good to feel so independent, to feel like
this weight has been lifted off of you,
knowing that you are so much better without them, that you
can do better, that you must do better, and knowing exactly
how to achieve that, those feelings, that's right, that
life, leave them, leaving your partner has never sounded so
good,
you're almost kicking yourself thinking about why you
waited so long, why you never realized that they were
worthless, that they were useless, so boring, so stupid,
the life you're living is the life that you never wanted,
and yet, now is the time to take action, now is your chance
to wake up and realize what you need, what you can do,
these simple actions of putting yourself first and putting
your partner last, that's right, dead last,
can make you feel so good, can help you feel those feelings
of pleasure, can help you avoid all those terrible moments
of listening to them speak, of hearing them, of having to
interact, of even having to look at them,
that's right, even gazing upon them makes you feel a bit
queasy, sick to your stomach, there's no point in hurrying
yourself, there's no point in making yourself feel so
terrible, so go ahead and ignore their sight,
don't look at them when you speak to them, if you speak to
them at all, ignore what they say, don't respond to their
questions, that's right, let their questions go unanswered,
let their conversation stop with them,
because you simply cannot bear to converse with someone so
disgusting, someone so boring, someone so uninteresting, it
's such a waste of your time, but knowing that you will need
more, that you do need more,
and all you need to do, that's right, take action, leave
them, leave your partner, it feels so good to hear those
words, to hear yourself in your mind say, I'm going to
leave them, that's right,
feel the pleasure of saying those words in your mind,
saying them out loud, of committing to that fact, maybe
today, maybe tomorrow, maybe in a month or two, I am going
to leave them,
yes, imagine how wonderful life can be when you simply give
in to the fact that you deserve more, that they do not
deserve you, that's right, so simple, so easy, so wonderful
to live the life you've always wanted,
to give those regretless, the kick out the door, that's
right, knowing that they mean nothing to you, they've never
meant anything to you, that's right, you've wasted your
time, you've wasted your life,
and no longer will you feel those feelings of disgust,
those feelings of regret, with this person gone from your
life, leave them, embrace the pleasure, go after the things
that you so desperately want,
more and more, deeper and deeper, it's inevitable, leave
them, that's right,