"Because 2 - Surrender" by Nikki Fatale


Hello, this is Nikki. Welcome. Now I'm quite sure that you would not be here
right now if you have not listened to because obey. So I will just assume that
you have followed those instructions. I want to say a few words about the goal
of this series. It is simple. There's absolutely nothing to hide in this session.
I will tell you upfront exactly what will happen to you in this session. No
surprises, no hidden suggestions, and I won't ask you to do anything at all.
Nothing. So simple. Now that might be disappointing to some of you and all I
can say is be patient. There is a plan. Should you choose to explore this finish
here with me in my playground? There is a plan. Here is the goal of this session.
The goal of this session is to offer you a safe place to experience the feeling
of true and complete surrender. What does that mean? Let me try to explain. Many of
you might find that it's easy to let go in a hypnotic session. But for most of
you, there is just something missing. Something holding you back, just a little
holding you back from the feeling of complete surrender. For those of you who
have found that, I commend you. You probably worked very hard, didn't you? Yes. What is
surrender? Surrender is a step further than letting go. A small step, but a step
nonetheless. The letting go is ceasing the activity of resistance. When you
surrender, you realize that you are pushing and resisting and then you understand it so
that you're not as interested in the resistance. And then because you have stopped pushing,
a certain energy arises and begins to flow. This flow of energy plus the letting go is felt
as complete surrender. Now that's pretty deep and I didn't make it up. I read it but I believe
it to be true. Boy, to learn to surrender means to learn to expose your willfulness. So the question
would be, would you like to expose your willfulness to me, boy? I mean, really expose yourself to
surrender, to submit. I'm telling you this to give you an opportunity. It's up to you if you
want to take me up on this or not. There's no right or wrong, just a different experience. Most
of you may have heard the very smart advice to skip the induction of an MP3. Listen to the
whole session while not transing, just to make sure there aren't any hidden suggestions that
may be offensive to you. Well, I'm going to make that easy for you. I'm telling you upfront
that if you choose not to do that, you will not be exposed to anything that you do not want to
be exposed to. There are no hidden suggestions in this session. This is a conditioning session
that will allow you in the future to experience more intense transits with me and if you follow
my instructions with others that you may choose to trust. Now, there is a trigger that will be
implanted into your subconscious mind. But don't worry about the trigger. It's only a way for me
to be able to take you deeper if you choose to go deeper in the future. Why am I doing this? For one
reason and one reason only, I know that for a lot of you out there, this concept is your fantasy.
Complete and total submission. To be free of thought, cares and choices. To completely surrender.
Yes, there are particular fetishes that you fantasize about, but how can you really experience
them unless you can fully surrender? And that will come later if you choose. I am not here to
convince you of anything. Do what you feel is right. Just know that what I'm offering you is
something that my boy gets to experience every day. He is a very lucky boy. If you are open to me,
I am willing to share part of that feeling with you. There is a plan. Trust me. Good. Now that I
have that out of the way, we can begin. And again, if you have not listened to because obey, you need
to do that first. There's a free download version available at hypnofantasy.com. So you really have
no option to you. For those ready, you know the drill. Relax. Get comfortable. Find a safe place.
Take a moment to just settle in. I'll be right back.
So here you are again back at the top of the stairs. You're such a good boy. Perfectly programmed
and perfectly conditioned to drop into trance without resistance, without hesitation, without
question. Such a good boy. And you're here at the top of the stairs because just because
because you want to feel yourself letting go.
Because you want to feel yourself losing control. Because you want to surrender to a powerful hypnotic
woman. Because you want to feel yourself sinking deeper and deeper. You want very much to just
let go. I invite you to join me in my playground boy. I want you to join me in a place where you
let go of your control. The instant you arrive. And you don't get it back until I decide to give
it back. My playground is a place where my voice finds its way into your thoughts. And before you
know it, my voice becomes your thoughts. You listen to my voice and you surrender.
You listen to my voice and you submit without even realizing it. You willingly, naturally, submit to trance.
That's not so scary is it boy. No. It's so easy and so natural to just let yourself
surrender to a powerful, dominant woman whom you trust. Yes, it is so easy. You're almost
already aren't you simply listening to the sound of my voice. Simply hearing my soothing words
is enough to entrench you. And if I continue whispering, you continue drifting deeper
and deeper until your mind would simply dissolve.
It's so easy and so natural to just let yourself surrender to a powerful, dominant woman whom you trust.
Yes, it is so easy. It's easy to just listen without consciously realizing that my voice is affecting
you on a different level than my words affect you. Is my voice affecting you? Are my words affecting you?
God, I love knowing that I have a powerful effect on you and now I'm going to use my voice and my words to guide you into a state where my voice and my words become the only things you know.
See yourself standing at the top of the flight of 10 stairs. You see me at the bottom waiting for you. Yes, I've been waiting.
And you notice that there are now 10 steps here instead of the five from the previous because obey session. Can you guess what that means?
Do you remember how deep you went going down those five stairs? Can you even imagine how deep you will go with 10 stairs?
Yes, so can I and I love it.
When you reach the bottom of the stairs, you will be deep within my hypnotic playground.
My playground is a place where my words, my desires and my wishes create your reality. In my playground, I'm going to do things to you and with you and for you.
Because, because I want to do them and you boy, you want me to do these things, you know it.
You want to play by my rules because you know that playing by my rules makes you feel so good.
My playground is a place of safety where I will never do or say anything that will cause you harm.
At the same time, my playground is a place where everything I say will be accepted and obeyed without question, without resistance,
without hesitation.
That's right boy, everything.
My rules apply and one important rule is you will obey without hesitation, without resistance, without question.
Now, you just need to ask yourself, are you ready to join me in my playground?
Are you willing to float down those stairs, losing more control of yourself every step of the way?
Do you dare slip into blissful hypnotic oblivion knowing that you will never remember what happens to you?
Ponder those questions boy while you take a deep breath.
Consider carefully because if you do decide to come down those stairs, it will be the last conscious thought that you have for quite some time.
Well, what's your answer boy?
Good boy, I knew you would because you want this.
Listen carefully and understand something.
I am going to put you into an extremely hypnotic deep trance.
Oh yes, I certainly am.
An extremely deep trance.
And you will let yourself go.
So, totally, completely and utterly.
You will submit completely.
You do want that, don't you boy?
Yes, I know you do.
I'm going to give you the ability to do just that.
I'm going to allow you to totally lose control.
Let's begin the process right now.
Look towards the bottom of the stairs.
You see me there where the light is dim and the space around me is filled with shadows.
Where you are standing it is brightly lit but none of that light seems to make it to the bottom of the stairs.
It's as if the bottom of the stairs was lit only by flickering candles
and the bright artificial light at the top of the stairs does not belong way down there at the bottom.
Now, decide. Where would you rather be boy?
Of course you would.
I'm going to count you down the stairs.
Every step you take will bring you closer to me.
Every step you take will bring you deeper and by the time you reach the bottom where I wait for you.
Well, let's just say you might not even realize where you are.
Get ready boy.
It's too late to stop now.
Ten.
Take that first step.
Did you feel that?
Did you feel that little shiver there?
That brief instant of uncertainty?
Once I actually told you to take that first step.
But you took it.
You took that first step.
Knowing there was no way back.
You took that first step into hypnotic submission.
Why?
Yes, of course. Just because.
Nine.
Take the next step. One step closer.
And just so you know, if you had the ability to look back right now, which you don't,
you would find that as you go down each step, it disappears behind you.
The top of the steps and the bright light is already gone.
So is the tenth step.
There really is no going back boy.
Your only path now is down.
Deeper and deeper.
And the stairs disappear behind you as your thoughts disappear.
Eight.
You might be aware that your feet seem to float over the stairs
instead of coming down to rest on them.
Which is it for you boy?
Either way, your feet lead you down the stairs.
Closer to me.
Closer to what awaits you.
Seven.
Seven.
It doesn't matter whether or not your feet touch the stairs.
You don't even pay attention anymore.
There is only one thing for you to pay attention to right now.
My voice.
Six.
My hypnotic voice drifts in and out of your mind,
leaving my hypnotic words behind.
Filling your mind with my words.
My words fill your mind.
My words fill your empty mind.
Your mind empties more completely with each number,
making room for more of my words.
The more empty your mind, the more powerful my words become.
The sound of my voice empties your mind,
clearing the way for my words to sink.
Deep.
Deep.
Deep.
Into your mind.
My five.
There is no going back.
There is nothing.
Nothing to go back to.
There is only my voice.
There is only my words.
There is only the next step down.
Down.
Deeper.
And deeper.
Four.
One more step down.
One more step deeper.
I'm waiting for you.
I'm waiting to control you.
Empty.
I'm waiting for your complete submission.
Three.
The stairs seem to disappear.
They've completely disappeared.
It doesn't matter.
You are comfortably supported by the sound of my voice.
And my words.
Filling your empty my words.
Fill your empty mind.
The steps are fading away.
You are fading away.
The fading of my voice.
Empty.
Fading your my way.
Two.
Floating upon the power of my voice.
Drifting down towards the sound of my voice.
My voice is all around you.
Supporting you.
Allowing you to slide deeper.
Deeper.
Down.
Deeper.
There is nothing except my voice.
Nothing except one.
Your empty mind knows only my voice.
Only my words.
Some distant, almost forgotten part of your mind,
knows that you are almost at the bottom of the stairs.
Thank that part of your mind for the information.
And then feel it.
Go to sleep.
Sleep.
The thinking part of your mind sleeps while your empty unconscious mind accepts
and absorbs every word that I say.
With no hesitation, no resistance, no question.
Zero.
Empty.
No thoughts, no resistance, no questions, no memories,
no will, no nothing except for my words.
Nothing except for my words.
You have entered my playground boy.
You have fallen deep, deep under my hypnotic spell.
You are now hypnotized, helpless, powerless, controlled,
submissive, obedient.
Here in my playground, under my spell, you will obey.
You see me now, standing before you, bathed in flickering candlelight.
Look into my eyes.
Right now, look deep into my eyes.
That's right, deep into my eyes.
You can't resist this boy.
You can't stop my eyes from captivating you.
Unable to look away, you stare deeper into my eyes
and feel every last bit of resistance being drawn from you.
You draw into my eyes, deep into my eyes,
down into my eye.
Sinking, sinking into my eyes, your resistance, your control,
your strength is draining from you, being drawn into my eyes,
pulled into my eyes.
Staring deep into my eyes, you feel yourself, surrender.
Feel yourself, submit, feel yourself.
Come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come,
stare into my eyes and feel your knees growing weak.
You cannot look away, you cannot fight this feeling, your body.
Relax, your knees grow weak and you feel yourself sinking,
sinking deeper, deeper.
Down, down, down, down.
There is no resistance, this is what total submission feels like
and it feels so good.
God, so God, my eye, my eye, my eye.
You notice, barely, that my hands are moving.
You feel my fingertips against your temples.
Feel the gentle pressure as my fingers move in a circle,
and around, and around, and around, and around,
stare into my eyes and feel yourself weakening even more
as my fingers move around, and around, around, and around.
Down, down, down, down, down.
If you were capable of thought, which you are not,
you would realize you are now looking up at me,
looking up into my eyes, my fingers gently caress your temples
as you sink into your knee,
staring helplessly up into my eyes.
Staring in my eyes and sink powerless to your knees,
submit to me, submit to submit
to me, feel all your control disappear.
Such a good helpless boy, kneeling empty and open at my feet,
kneeling hypnotized and helpless at the feet of a dominant woman,
staring into my eyes, totally empty, totally hypnotized.
You feel what you do not think about, my hands moving away from your temples.
Now, I am very slowly moving my right hand back and forth in front of you.
My index finger extended upward.
You stare at the tip of my finger as it sways back and forth,
back and forth, so slowly and soothingly closer and closer it comes.
Moving up until the tip of my finger is just above the level of your eyes.
You cannot take your eyes off my finger and its swaying, hypnotic motion
seems to lull you into an even more deeply relaxed state.
You may even feel your body beginning to sway back and forth as your eyes remained fixed on my finger.
My finger moves closer and closer to you until you are almost cross-eyed staring at it.
My finger is so close to you.
And now you feel very softly the touch of my finger against the center of your forehead.
And you hear me whisper, sleep.
So deep now you sense the change deep inside your mind.
Your inner being knows you are more open, more receptive, more responsive,
and if you feel so good and so natural to just respond to suggestion, to obey commands,
to submit without hesitation, without resistance, without question, without thought.
Sleep.
Yes, 10 times deeper, 10 times deeper, 10 times deeper into sleep.
And as deep as you are, as totally helpless and empty as you are,
you still feel yourself falling deeper now. Yes, you do, you are.
Falling deeper now.
This is what total surrender feels like.
This is what it feels like to be totally, utterly, perfectly hypnotized by a powerful, dominant
woman.
This is what total surrender feels like.
This is what it feels like to be totally, utterly, perfectly hypnotized by a powerful, dominant woman.
Nothing else on earth can make you feel this way.
It feels so good.
You're lost in my playground now, boy.
Your mind is wide open, blissfully, empty, and utterly obedient.
Here in my playground, you are experiencing complete hypnotic submission.
All of your thoughts have slipped away from you.
All of your control has been given to me.
Right now, the only thing there is for you to do is listen to the sound of my voice
and accept every word that I say to you.
My voice carries my every word into your empty mind.
Every word is accepted.
Every word is absorbed into your mind.
There is no stopping this from happening.
My words sink deep into your empty mind,
sinking deeper and deeper into the emptiness, gently and irresistibly creating thoughts and images
that you are no longer capable of on your own.
Here in my playground, my words are your thoughts.
Your open mind accepts each and every word I say to you.
And in the silence between my words.
One word echoes in your empty open mind.
Right now, your empty open hypnotized mind has one purpose and one purpose only.
That one purpose, the one single thing that your mind is able to do is follow every single instruction you are given.
You are an empty, obedient, submissive boy, wanting only to obey every command you are given
In fact, your mind is so open and empty that the only thing you can do is obey every command you are given.
You are deeply hypnotized, extremely suggestible mind can only do what it is told to do.
Because
Because that is your fantasy.
To experience total hypnotic submission.
You are hypnotized right now, boy. You really truly are deeply hypnotized.
Now, there are any number of tricks I could do to convince you that you are in fact in a deep trance.
I could tell you that your eyes were stuck shut or that your arms were completely paralyzed.
Or maybe even make your cock do something for me.
But I don't have to do any of those things because you already know it's true.
Here in my playground listening to the sound of my voice, you are hypnotized.
There is no question. There is no doubt the very fact that you are here with me in my playground
means that you are deeply utterly completely totally hypnotized, completely submissive.
It feels so good to be here with me in my playground.
It feels so very good to sense in the very depths of your soul just how totally you can submit
and how deeply hypnotized you can be.
And being such a good submissive boy who has such wonderful fantasies of submission,
I am sure that if you could think you would agree with the following statement.
You can never be too deep. That's right, boy. You can never be too deep.
Because, because going deeper and deeper is part of your fantasy.
Here in my playground where I allow very good boys to experience their fantasies,
I can take you as deep as I want you to go.
Even deeper than you believe you really are.
In fact, right now you are most likely at least twice as deep as you would think you are if you could think.
I want you to go deeper. And so I'm going to take you deeper.
The process which follows will naturally and automatically cause your mind to drift into a profound trance state.
In this state, your mind is perfectly open to suggestion.
Any barriers, any blocks, any last resistance are swept away,
leaving you perfectly open to suggestion.
You will become the perfect hypnotic subject, not only unable to resist,
but unable to even process the concept of resistance.
Imagine that. Let us begin the deepening process now.
I know you're too deep to think, but you will see in your mind's eye anything I suggest that you see.
You cannot think about what you see, but you will see in your mind's eye anything I tell you to see.
Of course, you are so extremely deep already that the images may fade and return
over and over. And that's perfectly all right.
In your mind's eye, I want you to see a single snowflake. One single perfectly formed snowflake.
See it against the dark sky. So dark that the only visible thing is that snowflake.
See it clearly. Imagine it's spinning slowly, spiraling around and around, slowly, dreamingly,
inevitably tumbling down and down and down. Watch as it falls, as it falls.
Down, down. Such perfection, a single snowflake, unlike any other, just as this trance is unlike
any other, and as a single snowflake falls down and down, unlike any other, you fall deeper
and deeper. You are falling deeper and deeper. As the snowflake falls, you fall, you feel it, you sense it, deeper, deeper.
One snowflake, one perfectly contented boy falling, spinning, sinking down, down, down, deep.
Closer and closer to the ground as it sinks, swaying and drifting and spinning.
It has no chance to remain where it is. It has no chance to go up, just as you have no chance to remain where you are,
and you have no chance to go up. You and the snowflake just keep falling and falling.
And falling deeper and deeper and deeper, back and forth, around and around, spinning, spiraling,
deeper, softly, now slipping, down, deeper, back, deeper, falling, deeper, falling, deeper, falling, now, deep, that's right.
And now you watch as the snowflake gently comes to rest.
Very gently, very easily it comes to rest. You stare at it, totally captivated. And as you watch,
as you watch the snowflake, it simply dissolves, dissolves, just dissolves.
And as it does, your mind dissolves, watch it, let it dissolve, feel it dissolve, feel all that all control disappears.
Feel the peace and calmness of total absence of thought in your blank, empty, dissolved mind.
And even if a random, stray thought were to occur, it would dissolve more quickly and more completely
than the snowflake. Profound, trans boy, profound, total, complete submission.
Dissolve into total submission. Dissolve.
This word, this simple word dissolve will have a profound effect on you from this point on.
From today forward, when I and only I use this word, either spoken or written, it will become impossible for you to think clearly.
You will feel dazed, dreamy, and wonderfully happy, and very, very submissive. Your mind will simply
dissolve, becoming jumbled, becoming dazed, helpless, and unable to think clearly,
unable to understand why you feel so dazed, so fuzzy, so jumbled. Your mind, your control, and your thoughts will dissolve.
And then, when your mind is in this dreamy, dazed, fuzzy state for me, if I use the word vanish,
either written or spoken, your jumbled mind will instantly clear, becoming utterly empty and blank.
Your thoughts, your will, your control and your resistance will just vanish.
You will immediately drop into an extreme, deep, hypnotic, trance state.
You will completely, willingly, and instantly submit yourself to my hypnotic control.
My use of the word dissolve, whether spoken or written, will, from this point forward, make it impossible for you to think clearly.
You will feel dazed, dreamy, wonderfully happy, and very, very submissive.
And then, my use of the word vanish, whether spoken or written, will, from this point forward,
give me control of your mind.
My use of the word vanish, whether spoken or written, if your thoughts have already been dissolved,
will, from this point forward, drop you into trance and give me control of your mind.
My use of the word dissolve will make it hard for you to think. You will be dazed, your thoughts fuzzy,
and your mind unable to grasp anything that happens.
My use of the word vanish, whether spoken or written, when your mind is already dissolved,
will instantly, instantly empty your mind and drop you into a hypnotic trance, so deep.
And all encompassing that you will be completely under my control.
Your conscious mind will never associate my use of these words with the result of my using these words.
My use of the word dissolve will make it hard to think.
You will be dazed, your thoughts fuzzy, and your mind unable to grasp anything that happens.
My use of the word vanish, when your mind is already dissolved, will instantly,
instantly empty your mind and drop you into a hypnotic trance, so deep,
and all encompassing that you will be completely under my control.
Your conscious mind will never associate my use of these words with the results of my using these
words. Good, very good. I now have the power to make you mindless at my command,
and I have the power to drop you into a deep trance, into total submission at my command.
All of your resistance is gone.
All of your control is gone. All gone. You are in my playground, totally hypnotized and totally obedient,
and it feels so good to obey.
Just relax and get lost.
Just relax.
Listen.
The better you feel, the easier it is to obey.
The easier it is to obey.
The easier it is to obey.
The more complete your submission.
The more complete your submission, the better you feel.
The better you feel, the easier it is for you to obey.
The easier it is to obey, the more complete your submission.
That's right.
It becomes a circle around and around.
A circle of control and surrender that pulls you in and carries you down
deeper and deeper and deeper.
It's a circle of submission.
There are so many ways to fall into the circle.
The pleasant sensation of slipping into trance.
The first suggestion you obey when you're in trance,
the wonderfully submissive feeling you get when you're hypnotized.
Any of these things, all of these things, cause you to slip into the circle of submission.
One leads to the other and the next and the next and back to the first until you can no longer separate them.
Pleasure is obedience.
Obedience is submission.
Submission is pleasure.
As soon as you experience any of them, you are pulled helplessly, willingly.
In to the circle and you begin spinning around and around, obeying, submitting, feeling wonderful, falling down, down into the circle,
drawn helplessly, willingly into the circle.
The circle of submission boy.
You are deep inside it and you love being inside it.
You love it. It feels so good.
So good.
You feel so good.
And so you obey.
You obey.
So you feel even better.
You feel even better.
So you obey even more automatically.
Your obedience takes you deeper.
The deeper you go, the better you feel.
Yes.
Feel it happening now.
Around and around.
Around and around.
Around the circle of submission.
You are falling into it, falling into submission.
And it feels so good.
Falling deeper now.
Falling, spinning, around, inside the circle.
It feels so good to go so deep.
And you go so deep that you obey without hesitation,
without resisting, without question.
Thinking down deeper into the circle of submission,
where you are perfectly submissive.
Perfectly obedient and perfectly content.
Yes.
You are content right now.
Aren't you boy?
You are experiencing.
You really are experiencing your
fantasy.
Complete and total submission.
To be free of thought.
To be free of care.
To be free of the need to choose.
To be free to let me make all of your choices for you.
Just like now.
Listen.
I'll be.
Dissolve.
Dissolve.
Dissolve.
Vanish.
Completely.
Vanish.
Good.
Good.
See how that works boy?
The circle of submission is a part of you.
Affecting you at your most basic levels.
Able to pull you in.
Deeper and deeper.
Into total.
Perfect.
Complete.
Submissive.
Bless.
And you crave to learn more.
I'm going to wake you soon.
I'm going to count to five.
And at the count of five, you will awaken.
Even now you are so deeply hypnotized and so empty
that even these words will be forgotten when you awaken.
Even now, the only thing in your mind is my words.
Your empty mind is so empty, so open,
that there is no recorded memory of anything that was said or done during this session.
Nothing has been recorded that will ever be accessible by your conscious mind.
And in a moment, when I bring you back, you will not be able to remember one single thing about this session.
As a matter of fact, any attempt to recall what has happened in this session will result in you seeing yourself back at the top of the stairs.
Fully aroused and eager to find out just what's in store.
For you.
My words, my suggestions, and my commands have become a part of you, even though you will never consciously remember them.
Everything I have said to you and everything I say now will affect your behavior in the future.
You do understand that you have accepted every word that I've said to you,
even though you don't know what they were. You accepted them because,
because you are here in my playground and you trust me.
And you will wake on the count of five.
One, two, three, four, nice deep breath.
Five.
Good. Now that wasn't so bad, was it? Now.
Now, I would like to thank you for joining me in my playground and for those boys out there who are eager to listen again.
That's a good thing.
It only helps you to feel what you want to feel.
After all, this is your fantasy, isn't it?
And I would like you to know that as soon as I feel that your mind is where it needs to be,
I have a very, very special surprise for you. So, do me a favor.
After you've listened to this session, oh, I don't know, 12 or 13 times.
Send me an email and I will give you your surprise.
That is, if you're a very good boy.