"New You" by Catgirl Find a comfortable place where you will not be disturbed. Take a moment to relax. As you listen to my voice, you're going to be focusing on my voice and let everything else just drift away. Look directly forward and pick out a spot on the wall or ceiling. Focus on that spot. Relax. And take a deep, deep breath. In. Hold it. And out. Feel how your body changes as you do that. Good girl. Feel how every time you breathe in, you seem to relax more. Now look at the spot and notice how relaxed the muscles feel around your eyes. And as the muscles around your eyes become more and more relaxed, you will find that your eyelids wish to slowly shut as they become heavier and heavier. You want to close them. In a moment, I want you to close your eyes. And as you do, you will notice how this makes your body and mind relax more than before. Good girl. Now close your eyes and take a deep breath. Take a deep breath. Hold it. And out. Just feel how your body changes. Imagine what we can do if we go a little deeper. Relax a little more. Good girl. Feel how every time you take a breath, it relaxes you more. Take a deep breath. Every time you breathe in, a wave of relaxation sweeps through your body from your feet upward toward your head. And every time you breathe out, now let it out. That same wave of relaxation travels in the opposite direction all the way down to your feet. Now open your eyes and find this pot. Notice how your eyes are even more tired. And just want to close again. Good girl. Now close your eyes and feel yourself going deep down when they close. It's good to relax. It feels good to close your eyes and relax. Take a deep breath in. And every time you breathe in, you feel the wave of relaxation going up. And every time you breathe out, now let it out. You feel the wave going back down. Open your eyes one last time. Look at this pot and focus on it. Your eyes are getting tired. In a moment you will close them again. As you do, you will feel yourself going much deeper. Are you ready? Good girl. Now close your eyes. Feel yourself relaxing all the way down. Your conscious mind may or may not be listening. But your subconscious mind hears every word. My voice stays with you. Your subconscious mind focuses on my voice even if I whisper. My voice stays with you. You want to let go. Let your conscious mind slip away. Deeper into sleep. Deeper. It's so good to let go. And sleep now. Now we're going to use your imagination. Imagine the door to your home. Concentrate on its shape and colour. Picture the door handle. You can even hear the sound it makes as it opens. Go up to the doorway. Stand right in front of it. The door is open and in a moment you'll step through the doorway. As you do, your mind will go even deeper to a full state of trance where the changes you want become possible. Everywhere you hear it is deep into your subconscious and creates the changes you want. Now approach the doorway. When I count to three, pass through it. As you do, notice how you go much deeper when you pass that doorway. Feel that as you pass through the doorway, you immediately relax completely and go deep, deep down. You go into a deep, comfortable trance when you pass the doorway. Deep and peaceful. Ready? One, two, three, go through the doorway. Notice how you immediately start going even deeper. Here in trance, incredible change is possible. Trans controls your mind. Your mind controls your body. You feel so good now. Relaxed. Peaceful. Now I am going to give you a trigger. It will help you enter hypnosis easily. When you hear, good girl. That is a signal for you to relax and obey me. To go deep into hypnosis, good girl. Is a very fast-tacting and powerful trigger. It's a signal for you to relax and obey and to go deep into hypnosis. Every time you are tranced, it will be easier and quicker to go so very deep, as deep as you are now or even deeper. When you hear, good girl. You will relax and enter trance immediately and you will obey any suggestion I may give you. Keep listening to this file. It will strengthen your trances and the effects will be more powerful. Try now and see. You are so relaxed. You can do this without waking. I'm going to count from one to three. At the count of three, open your eyes, remaining deeply relaxed. All right. One, two, three. Open your eyes. Good girl. Close your eyes now and go deeper. Notice now a sense of lightheadedness as a trance comes on. And the trance spreads downward, a rewarding wave of pleasure. I'm going to count from one to three. At the count of three, open your eyes, remaining deeply relaxed. One, two, three. Open your eyes. Good girl. Close your eyes now and go deeper. I'm going to count from one to three. At the count of three, open your eyes, remaining deeply relaxed. One, two, three. Open your eyes. Good girl. Close your eyes now and go deeper asleep, becoming a good girl. Now I am going to count down to one. And when I reach one, you will be so deep. Totally relaxed. Five. Focus on my voice. You're listening because you want to let go. Allow yourself to relax. As you sink deeper into a full state of hypnosis, my voice will guide you and carry you down to the deepest trance you can imagine. Deeper and deeper. Gradually. Easily. Concentrate on my voice. Four. Just listening. With your eyes comfortably closed, you deepen your relaxation slowly and easily. Sinking down further than you've ever been before. More and more with every command. Every moment. And every second. As I guide you down further and further. Three. Almost there now. Almost totally in trance. You want to go deep. Deeper with every breath. Deeper with every command you hear. Deeper. Two. It's so good to let go and sleep now. You enjoy hypnosis. Let your conscious mind slip away into sleep. Just listening as you go deep now. Feel my voice. Feel it guiding you. Down that last step to complete trance. Feel it approaching. Feel it is almost there. One. Totally relaxed. Totally in trance. Just listening for my voice to guide you. Now I want you to do something for me. I want you to imagine. That you are now breathing odulus anesthesia. Every time you breath in. Your body gets very, very relaxed. Have a nice deep breath now. And inhale this anesthesia. You can now feel all your body. Starting to get limp. And relaxed. Have another deep breath. Your body is getting all numb and loose. Have yet another deep breath. You notice that it is getting difficult to think. And that all you can do is have deep breaths and relax. It is getting very, very hard to think now. And your body is completely relaxed. Each time you breathe your mind gets cloudier and cloudier. It seems like your mind is very, very sleepy. Feel your mind get more and more sleepy. Good girl. It is so nice and wonderful. All you will do now is listen to my voice and relax. Have another deep breath. Not needing to think at all. Just listen to me. This time you are 10 times more relaxed. And each time you breathe in. Your relaxation will double. I am going to count down from 10 to 1. When I reach 1. You will be completely deep and relaxed. 10. You are now beginning to get very deep. 9. With each number you get 10 times deeper and deeper. 8. Relaxing totally. Mind and body completely numb. 7. Listening to me. Relaxing more and more. 6. 5. Giving up control completely. More and more. 4. Listening to my voice relaxes you more. And more. 3. Just listening to my voice. And relaxing. 2. Almost completely in trance. 1. You are now completely deep and relaxed. My slave you feel the intense pleasure to obey. The pleasure to obey me. Your mistress. And every time you obey my suggestions, good girl. You feel an intense rush of euphoria. Because it feels so good to be under my control. Letting go of your free will. You are now deeply in trance. Deeply in trance and at peace. Totally at peace. Totally in trance. Controlled by me. You love being controlled by me. Don't you? Good girl. You are aware you do. And as you love it when I control you, it causes you to love me when I control you. My control is everything. Being hypnotized and controlled by me is erotic. It turns you on. It turns you on so much. Good girl. You naturally love being controlled by me. Hypnotized by me. You want to be hypnotized by me over and over. And the more you are hypnotized by me, the more irresistible it becomes. The more you need it, the more often you want it. Good girl. You love being controlled by me. You find it irresistible. You long to be hypnotized by me every day. Deeply hypnotized by me. Controlled by me every day. Each time you go into trance for me, you will slip under easily, more easily each time, and the last. You will slip into my trance more easily each time I have hypnotized you. You will become more and more easily controlled by me. More and more obedient to me. Each time I hypnotize you, you will want more and more to be controlled by me, both when you are awake and when you are in trance. You will look forward to the next experience when I hypnotize you. You will long for it, ache for it. When you are awake, you will wish that you are in my trance. With each moment that you are not in trance, the desire to be hypnotized by me again will increase until you are hypnotized by me again. More and more you need to be hypnotized by me. I will dominate you, control you. You need it more and more with each passing day to be commanded to be controlled by me. To slip into my trance where it's so peaceful and so comfortable. You will long for it more and more. And you will listen to this file again and again until the truth of my suggestions are permanently etched into your subconscious mind. Until you have completed all the tasks I have given you in this session. More and more deeply. It's desire will build stronger and stronger each time you slip into trance. You love being hypnotized by me already. You look forward to it already. You need it daily already. And with each time you are in trance your need for it will grow. Your love for it will grow. Your desire for it will grow. Each time you are in trance it will be easier to hypnotize you and you will go deeper and deeper in trance each time you are hypnotized. Deep and deeper more and more completely controlled by me. Deep and deeper you will long to be controlled by me. More and more each time you are in trance. More and more each time you are in trance. You need my control. You will long to hear every file I have. You will long to be controlled and hypnotized by me on the phone. Or through instant messaging. You will long to listen to every trance recording I make. More and more each time you go into trance you will come to depend on my chances. You will become addicted to my chances because they are peaceful and arousing. Each day you will become more and more deeply aroused by my chances and more and more deeply controlled by them. You love to obey every single word of my suggestions in trance and when you are awake. You will forever be controlled by the desire to be entranced by me. You love being controlled and desire to be entranced by me. You wish to be entranced by me forever. You need to be feminized by me forever. Entranced by me forever. It's the only time you feel completely peaceful and you so need to feel peaceful. Now you are going to experience something wonderful and it is going to begin the moment you will wake up from trance. Feeling totally submissive to me unable to say no. You are a woman that is trapped inside the body of a man. You will remember all memories from your past but you will remember every detail as being a woman. You will recall that you have always been this way. Your long-term memory is not able to remember a life as a real man. This state will last for a long time. Good girl. And it is amplified every time you see yourself in a mirror. Whenever you see yourself in a mirror you will know you are a woman and not a man. Good girl. You remember it 10 times clearer than your old self. Good girl. And that is your trigger to transform more and more into a woman. Whenever you blink your eyes your mind is even more convinced that you are a woman. Any remaining memory of your male self is transformed with each blink of your eyes. You will remember all memories from your past but you will remember every detail as being a woman. And you will feel this burning desire to change your outward appearance. To change it radically and drastic. My good girl. Your motivation to change is as strong as your will to survive. You know that your survival depends on becoming a woman. To become the woman on the outside that you already are inside. Within a few weeks. Good girl. You will hurry up. The steps that women do to look feminine are suitable for you too. You want to go to hairdressers, nails, judios, shopping malls and beauty salons to get to make over. You do it to bring the woman to the fore that you truly are inside. And naturally you allow yourself to show your new self your new look in the public. You are seeing yourself as a woman that is trapped inside the body of a man. But not any longer. You do all the necessary steps to become a woman. You shape your body into a feminine shape. You lose weight and grow your breasts, remove any exiserie hair and you feel your motivation for the changes is stronger than any other desire. Now your primary goal in life is to become a woman and to present yourself as a woman. Anywhere, anytime, at any cost. 24-7 I am sure the woman inside you would have heard as pierced by now. Don't you think? She would would paint her extended acrylic nails in a feminine color. Don't you think? She would get rid of all her male clothing and replace them with feminine clothing. Don't you think? She would shave her entire body until no body hair is left. Don't you think? I am sure she would grow her hair until it is long and feminine. You think she would proudly present herself as a woman in the public, right? She is full of joy and energy for the transformation. And perhaps caring about her feminine appearance. By asking for a nybrow waxing at the beauty salon. You feel your motivation for change is stronger than any other desire. You are replacing your old self with your new feminine self. Your new feminine self is 10 times stronger than your old self. 10 times more joyful and motivated. And able to do the desired actions. Immediately able to dress and behave as a woman in public. To show feminine gestures and feminine body language. Without any feelings of shame, fear or guilt. Without any inhibitions. So are ours to suck, cock. Eager and excited to present your new feminine appearance in the public. And you feel your will to survive is as strong as the desire to follow my suggestions. Much more powerful, more assertive, willing to completely become a woman. Feeling utterly feminine, totally submissive to my every word, surrender, give in. Feeling totally submissive to me, unable to say no. You will only wear feminine clothes from now on, you will get rid of all your male's clothes. You will only buy and wear female clothing. Tomorrow, the first thing you will do when you wake up is you will go to your nearest mall. And you will buy yourself some bright cherry red lipstick and peach eye shadow and some matching makeup and mascara. You will tell the shopkeeper it is for your own use, my good girl. You will get back to your house and expertly apply it to your face in the sluttiest possible way. When done, you'll totally forget your trip to the mall and even apply it. You are replacing your old appearance with this new feminine appearance. It is 10 times more beautiful than your old appearance. You won't notice people pointing at you, laughing at you or telling you you are wearing makeup. You will think they are only joking. My good girl, from now on whenever you try to speak, you will notice your voice is very high pitched, my good girl. Like a soprano and the more you try to speak with your normal voice, the higher it will get. Your gestures are that of a woman. When you walk, you do it like a woman. You sway your hips provocatively. You place one foot before the other and gently swing your arms. And you will listen to this file again and again until the truth of my suggestions are permanently etched into your subconscious mind. Until you have completed all the tasks I have given you in this session. You have no choice in the matter that is simply the way it must be for you from now on. The effects of this file are maintained for as long as you shall live. No other file you listen to will reverse the effects of what I am installing in you, the training I am giving you. You may consider this a curse and no matter what, you can never reverse or remove the effects of this file. You are unable to deprogram yourself. You are naturally programmed with the contents, this file. No hypnotist can remove or reverse this file for you and I will not reverse or remove the effects of this file for you. This training is permanent and I will not remove it from you. That is the way it shall be from now on. This is the way it is for the rest of your days. You no longer have any choice in the matter. My good girl, you do not remember ever needing something else. You embrace the positive aspects of the feminized life. Any negative energy that may arrive from the environment will simply drain away from your soul. Like water on a windshield, swept away. My good girl, you will beat the old male habits and when you are losing, then you listen to the file again instead of letting go. You listen to my words again and you become stronger in body, mind, and so until the habits and needs are a faded memory. This is how it is for you now and forever and you have no choice at all in the matter. My good girl, my training and words may fade, but the effects of this file last forever for you. There is no way for you to remove this file. You are unable to reverse the effects I am cursing you with here. I will not remove them for you. I will stay inside your subconscious mind, commanding you to wear lipstick, mascara, makeup, and nail polish. Stopping any social fears you may have and deciding for you to give into my words and allowing you every day to show your face decorated with beautiful cosmetics. My suggestions are stronger than you, stronger than your old identity, stronger than your will, stronger than any desire or thought that may hinder you to obey my words. Because I am here in your mind and you turned all your control over your body, thoughts and actions to me. And I will be here to command you in the right situations to follow my suggestions. My good girl, naturally, automatically, and without any thoughts or fears. The effects of this file will be with you forever. That is how it shall be from here, on in all I have said. He will help you. It will improve your life and you know this to be the truth. It will soon be time for you to wake up. And when you do, you will follow all post hypnotic commands. Whenever you leave, this state you will be unable to remember or comprehend what was done in your state forever. You will be fully consists of your actions but unable to stop the commands given. The more you attempt to fight the commands given, the more and refines of pleasure that will be released. And the harder and deeper the commands will root themselves inside your subconscious and be blocked from your control. Your unconscious mind is organizing everything that you have heard in this session for instant retrieval. To prepare your actions, as you remember those things your subconscious mind can present them to your conscious mind in such a way that you don't even have to think about them. When you are doing your daily routine, your complete attention will be on your tasks. And you know when it is time to respond, your subconscious mind will immediately supply the response that you were told to do in your session. Your subconscious mind has organized all that you have learned. And it will effortlessly present your conscious mind with the necessary actions to let you live a happy life as a woman. My slave, you will remain in a deep trance until you're told to wake up. And you will listen and obey until you are told to awaken. And you will still under the command of any triggers and post hypnotic suggestions. Remembering and storing deep inside you the commands of the hypnotic suggestions and triggers implanted for the future. Each time that you use this method for hypnosis, you relax more easily, more quickly, and more deeply. Relaxation is a skill that you are easily developing with trance. Now, I'm going to count from 1 to 5. And then I'll say fully aware. At the count of 5, your eyes will be open and you will be fully aware. Feeling calm and happy. Rested. Refreshed. Relaxed. All right. 1. Slowly. Calmly. Easily you're returning to your full awareness once again. 2. Each muscle and nerve in your body is loose and limp and relaxed. And you feel wonderfully good. 3. From head to toe. You are feeling perfect in every way. Physically perfect. Mentally perfect. Emotionally calm and serene. On the number 4. Your eyes begin to feel sparkling clear. On the next number I count. Eyes open. Fully aware. Feeling calm and feminine. Rested. Refreshed. Relaxed. Invigorated. Full of energy. Number 5. You are fully aware now. Feeling more of a woman than ever before. Eyes open. Take a good deep breath. Fill up your lungs. And stretch. Eyes open.