Introduction

Simply relax and close your eyes let the relaxation spread through your whole body feeling it calm you as you still your thoughts and start to drift away to the place of day dreams a deep relaxation, apart from the world around you, let your breathing quiet, let your body unwind, let your mind loosen , let yourself drift outside of the day to day world and into that place of comfort, that place of mindless day dreaming, of sleep, of quietness.
Focus on how each breath relaxes you as you breathe in the calming relaxation and exhale the stress and discomfort, as you breathe in the need to let go and surrender for a while, and breathe out any resistance you may have, and you feel the relaxation spread from your chest how the movement of your chest relaxes your body, how the relaxation spreads to your shoulders and down your arms feeling as if each muscle, each cell is loosening and becoming heavy, almost like lead, and it moves into your hands and you feel your fingers spread, feel how they spread just a little as you exhale, each breath breathing in the loose laziness, breathing out the tightness and resistance.
And feel how the relaxation spreads to your hips and your legs will naturally part just a little as your hips lose their tension and down your legs and seeping down your legs like a heavy liquid slowly pouring down them, bringing relaxation, looseness and your legs feeling heavy. 
Down into your ankles and your feet, the liquid runs coating you in deep deep restful languid heaviness and each breath breathing in warmth and fuzziness and exhaling any distractions or worry, feel it seep into your neck loosening the muscles there and as your neck loosens and becomes limp the pressure on your head just fades
And into your face , losing all expression now as the small muscles in your face give way to the relaxation 
And finally the relaxation, the warm heavy liquid seeps into your mind, slowing it, covering it, wrapping your thoughts in a warm slow cocoon of my words, your thoughts washing away into my words as you fall into a deep sleep sleep sleep deeply totally relaxed, so easy to relax and obey, feeling good to relax and obey, breathing in the pleasure of obedience and exhaling your worries each breath takes you deeper, relaxing feels so good, relax and obey, its so easy to slip into deep relaxation and obedience the two are connected the relaxation and the numbing of your thoughts brings obedience and the obedience, so restful, so peaceful, so right deepens the trance and deepens the relaxation, you need to obey, relax and obey, obedience is so pleasurable and will help you relax even more relax deeper and deeper and this will help you obey its so easy to relax and obey deeper and deeper so deeply relaxed now let your mind go now, just let it blank.
You find that you naturally, silently echo all my words in your mind internalising them so that if I say “you will obey” your mind naturally echos “I will obey”, doing this may take some effort, or it may not, it does not matter focus only on my words echoing them, making them deep and personal you are going deeper now, you will obey, each time you breathe you still fall deeper and deeper deeper and deeper asleep with every breath, deeper and deeper asleep. 
Silently count your breaths now as your breathe, each one taking you deeper each one you count pulling you down, echoing the words, my words  as your thoughts are gone, replaced by my words echoing my words, internalising them, as they take root deep in your mind and become part of who you are, as you count higher and continue to fall deeper with each count, deeper and deeper asleep, sliding into the trance, simply sliding with nothing to hold onto, there is nothing that can stop you from sliding deeper and deeper, no hand holds as you slide down the slippery surface of the trance each breath as the numbers get higher only takes you deeper. 
I am going to begin counting backwards from 20 to 1 but I want you to keep counting silently and focusing on your breathing and falling deeper and deeper asleep and the moment I say the number 1 you will be in a very deep deep sleep unable to think about anything but my words unable to resist anymore
20
19 – simply fall deeper and deeper asleep with each count and each number you count
18 relaxing and letting go
17 breathing deeper and deeper asleep
16 each time you breathe you fall deeper and deeper
15 deep
14 going way down
13 so deep now each breath, each time I count, each time you count taking you deeper
12 and deeper
11 breathe and fall deeper
10 your mind blank now
9 only obey let it go just submit, all resistance gone
8 breathe and fall deeper
7 breathe and fall deeper asleep and falling deeper and deeper asleep
6 breathe and obey
5 breathe blank
4 breathe and fall deeper asleep
3 breathe and fall deeper asleep
2 on the next number simply sinking into a deep deep hypnotic sleep on
1 so deep now impossible to think , just sinking deeper and deeper
So deep for me now, so impossible to resist any suggestions that I give to you, mind is blank, waiting to be told what to do, what to think, what to be.



Body

And now I am speaking directly to your deepest inner parts and as I do you will find that my control has become complete, I will wake you in a few moments and you will wake feeling fine and wonderful, feeling peaceful and comfortable and newly energised by this deep relaxation and you may find after you wake you may find over time that this relaxation that this complete deep deep submission feels so good that you have a desire to listen to this file over and over again and that that desire may actually turn into well almost turn into well an obsession you may find yourself unable to resist listening to this file over and over again, not constantly but if you go a day or two without listening to it you will find that that desire starts to grow again and again so that after a day or two you find yourself coming back to it and wanting to listen to it again and again to feel this deep submission this deep relaxation that you have longed for, because you do long to be deeply submissive and relaxed and open to my suggestions, you will find after you wake and you feel fine and wonderful that you are starting to change. 
The change will become immediate and it will be this way from now on whether this is the first time you have listened to this file or the thousandth it doesn’t matter the change will happen right away but you may or may not notice it right away.


Thought insertion

You will find that from now on no matter how hard you try you will not be able to bring yourself to any kind of orgasm without permission, you may try as much as you like you will find that your sexual drive and your desire for orgasm has not diminished at all, in fact it has probably going to be increased, but whether its increased or stays the same makes no difference, you will simply lose the ability to bring yourself to orgasm without permission, you can try if you like of course, you may not even remember that you don’t have that ability for a while, periodically you may forget or you may not believe it but as you try and get closer and closer to orgasm you will find that your body betrays you - you are so deep now that it betrays you and obeys me, you will find that you simply cannot make yourself cross over the edge, you can get as close as like, so close that it drives you crazy, so close that you need it so badly and you want it you are desperate to orgasm but you just wont be able to without permission, you just wont,  deeply inside your body will betray you, and you may subconsciously find yourself doing things to prevent the orgasm, you may clench your body in a certain way or move in a certain way or find yourself stopping when you mean to start, your subconscious mind so deeply controlled now will just take over,  it will remove from you the ability to orgasm without permission,  it will know deep inside that it does not have permission  and it will simply stop you, subconsciously you know the things you need to do to prevent an orgasm and subconsciously you will just do them when you get close without permission you might try to cross over but just not be able to from now on, it just wont happen without permission you will just not be able to cum no matter how hard you try or how badly you want it and you will find the only way you are able to orgasm is if you have permission to orgasm that one time. 
You need specific permission to orgasm that one time, not a blanket permission that will last forever or anything like that, you will simply need permission for that specific orgasm and you will need to get permission from someone who knowingly gives it to you, there is no trickery involved you will need to ask for permission and get it.
You will find this very humiliating of course, but also very very arousing you can get permission in any way that makes sense , emails, IM or voice but it has to be a real person other than yourself giving you permission to orgasm this one time and if you have that and only if you have that then you will be able to cum but without that it will be just impossible and you will find that asking for permission is very humiliating and degrading, you will find that it turns you on it arouses you but makes you feel so so submissive to have to ask for your own permission to cum because your body doesn’t obey you anymore because you have become such a submissive submissive slut that at that moment the only thing you can do is ask for permission, you cant even control your own orgasms.
And you know that with most sexual submission, losing control of your orgasms is very importan,t now this will make you very submissive and very humiliated, you may find yourself going out to the internet or im or the chat groups, asking or even begging for permission to orgasm sometimes. This will be very humiliating for you and you will tend not to do it, there will be a tendency to resist it of course because it makes you so humiliated but you also know without it you will not be able to have any kind of orgasm at all, it just wont happen, your body will just betray you from now on and so you may find yourself getting aroused by the thought of asking someone else for permission and knowing that even just this asking will make you so submissive and as you ask, and perhaps get turned down it will drive your arousal more and more 

Ending/Waking

And now I will wake you by counting to 5 each count will take you deeper and deeper for me into this world where only my voice exists but when I reach 5 you will begin to become aware of the world around you.
Slowly slowly becoming more and more aware as I reach 5, as slowly or as quickly as you feel comfortable when I reach 5 becoming more and more aware of the world around you, drawing back to the world of reality, going back to a new world in which you can no longer control your own orgasms in which this thought drives you, humiliates you, arouses you so much 

1 deeper and deeper for me still and when you wake you will find that you are quite aroused by the thought of losing control over your own orgasms so much so that you will feel obsessed with telling someone about it: oh you can do it by simply posting on one of the forums on one of the websites and you needn’t do it more than once but when you do it will make you feel so humiliated knowing that you are telling ppl that you have lost control of your orgasms and have become a victim of Cals curse but totally beyond you control to stop it just like it is beyond your control to be able to orgasm at will anymore
2 and you will wake slowly returning to consciousness feeling so amazing so wonderful, aroused excited so relaxed hmm so good you will find that you come back to this file again and again oh you may go a day or two without listening to it but then the stresses of life will seem to drive you back to it wanting, needing this relaxation and the wonderful relaxation and the wonderful peace of submission hmm

3 deeper and deeper now unable to think or focus on anything but my voice, if you were you might be convinced that you will not wake up when I reach the final number, but you will you will wake up to your new life a life no longer in control of your own orgasms, needing permission so humiliating to ask but so arousing and when you do ask it makes you so submissive, so submissive to not be able to control your own orgasms and so you will resist asking but you need to 
4 ready to wake to your new life, needing to ask for permission from now on, embarrassed by it, aroused by it knowing that it makes you more submissive when you do it. Craving this file and this control again and again because it feels so good it feels so good to lose that control and you may start to wake slowly at your own pace on 5