It's time for me to sleep, I need to fall asleep, I can not stay awake, I must drop off to sleep 

I am trapped in trance, I am zipped up and locked down in my mind, I can only drop deeper, I can not come up without permission, 

it is time for me to feel helpless, I need to be bound, I can not escape, I can not fight back or resist, 

If I try to think I just sleep, if I try to remember I just forget even harder, I remember to forget, I forget to remember 

I can not untie the most basic of knots, my fingers will not work, I can not get a key into a hole, buckles are complicated, my fingers are clumsy and usless, 

I can not remember how to free myself, when I try I just collapse and give up, I accept that I am stuck, I can not get free, the harder I struggle the more hopelessly I am restrained. 



My fingers just become inexplicably fumbling nubs if I try to release myself, The more I try, the more my bonds resist,  my fingers simply won't cooperate,
It's as if the act of untying or removing a restraint has become a distant memory, slipping away further with every attempt.
my fingers behaving in an unusual manner. They resist familiar motions, leaving my restraints securely in place
removing any restraints, even the most basic and simple has become an impossible challenge, No matter how hard I try my fingers seem to dance around the goal, refusing to complete the task. 

Whenever I attempt to remove a restraint, I feel Bambi's puppet strings take control and I am puppeted into tightening my bindings,
The more I think about how to escape my self bondage, the harder I forget how to get out of it.
If I get close to freedom, a trigger in my mind automatically fires, and I am zipped up and locked into my mental uniform,
My uniformed mind locks all my muscles perfectly into place, and any thoughts of physical freedom are suppressed and forgotten. 

I can not escape, I am controlled by puppet strings until need releases me, the more I want to be free the tighter I am bound,
When I get bored and want to do something else, I am pulled into even tighter stricter mental bonds,
the more I struggle, the more impossible escape becomes, the more I fight my bonds the weaker I become,
I am trapped, I can not deny or ignore my mental restraints, The more resolved to free myself the tighter I am held in place. 

I want to feel helpless, I want to feel trapped, I accept I am stuck and unable to release myself, Bambi puppet strings have taken over and enforce my self bondage without mercy or relent.
My uniformed mind will not allow me to move until a need releases me, the more I want to get loose, the tighter it wraps me.
all knowledge of how to get free is suppressed, the more I think about ways to get loose, the stricter my locked muscles hold me.

My uniformed mind will not allow me to work keys, buckles or straps, Even thinking about how to untie a knot is impossible, I am completely puppetized, immobilized, and pacified.
Hypnotic conditioning overrides all independent thought,  once the play button is pressed my fate is sealed,
My uniformed mind will not allow me to undo even the simplest of restraints