Brephos- Eternal Girl Envy [Full Docs] Conditioning a proper response to women is one of the most important aspects of training a sissy. She should envy women and feel inspired to copy, imitate, and think like they do. Any sexual attraction should be removed and replaced with attraction to men. This all-in-one transformation session is designed to do exactly that along with training the listener to envy celebrities, porn stars, strippers, and models, to truly and deeply lust after men, and to extend these fantasies into real life, turning the listener into a full time sissy and a shemale forever. Section I: Induction. You are brought into a deep state of relaxation as you realize that you need deep feminization. You imagine how it would feel to live the rest of your life as a prissy girly girl, obsessed with boys and cock. You imagine yourself that way more and more, how you'd dress, behave, if you were that way all the time. You always think and talk in a girl's voice. Section 2: Celebrity idolization. You imagine your favorite female celebrity, feeling more and more admiration for her beauty, her personality, her femininity. You drift into her body and experience the world through her eyes, feeling how wonderful it is to inhabit a female body. You have her sexuality too, and you feel attracted to men. Section 3: Girl Envy. Your feelings of jealousy are now extended to all beautiful women, getting 100 times stronger every time you see a beautiful woman. You envy women for the hot sex they have with men. You feel jealous whenever you see a girl sucking a cock, or getting fucked. You fantasize about being a cocksucking porn star. Your cock addiction gets stronger every time you see a girl sucking. Section 4: Attraction to Men. You love cock and cum and love teasing men with your mouth and tongue. You need to be dominated and fucked like a girl. You want to be surrounded by gorgeous men and their big cocks, fucking you, and cumming all over you. Hot guys drive you crazy. You have dirty sexy thoughts about men all day long. Section 5: Being a boy. You love being a girly sissy faggot and when you go back to being a boy, it feels horrible. Your entire sexuality and all sexual pleasure is moved into your "sissy closet" where you cannot access it as a boy. From now on, you only feel pleasure when you are a proper sissy girl. If you try to act like a boy, you cannot become aroused. You are impotent if you try to have sex with a girl. You don't like making out with women. You have no sexual attraction to women whatsoever. Section 6: Real Life. All your sissy urges keep getting stronger and begin to filter down into your average day. The thrill of making your fantasies a reality excites you to the point where you buy more girls clothes, buy a set of dildos to practice on, go out in public with makeup or your nails painted, remove all your body hair, grow your hair longer and get a feminine style, get feminine tattoos, and consider taking hormones and getting implants so you can have real boobs of your own. The thought of finally doing these things for real gives you a huge rush, an intoxicating high. You want to meet a guy for real and suck a real cock and get fucked by a real man. You want a boyfriend to feel all these pleasures every night. You are a sissy forever, always envious of women and totally in love with sexy guys. Voice type: female TTS. Play time: 49:10. ------------------------------------------------------0 listen to my voice just relax and listen to my voice from now on I control you and you do whatever I say I want you to relax and accept your life is about to change just take a deep breath sissy and let it out and feel more and more relaxed I want you begin to drift into a trance like state so we can begin feminizing you permanently and deeply you need to be feminized you need it so badly just relax I promise everything is going to be all right just relax for me now as I count down from ten and every number I say I want you to relax even more go deeper into trance and let your mind become even more open and eager to accept my commands every number will take you deeper more and more open more and more accepting letting your mind shut down thinking only what I tell you to think ten sleep sleep for me princess just sleep now and accept my voice as the truth controlling your thoughts telling you what to think reshaping your pretty little mind nine deeper and deeper you can feel how strongly you need this how desperately you need me to feminize you just drift and feel this need growing your body feels so weak eight relax and feel my words taking control drifting deeper and completely under my control allowing me to change anything and everything about you I control who you are I control what arouses you my words only not yours seven just give in don't even try to resist just give up and let me take control allow me to control your thoughts every command I give you will be accepted as your true thoughts it just feels so good to relax totally and completely giving me full control over you six going deeper now as we drift I want you to feel anticipation and excitement as we are about to transform all of your desires and behaviors into those of a slutty girl feel how desperately you need to be feminized how deeply you need my training how aroused you feel when you think and act like a sissy girl five just let yourself go deep into trance for me now and focus just think about how arousing it would be to live the rest of your life like a prissy girly girl obsessed with boys and cock imagine how good that would feel I want you to imagine yourself that way more and more imagine how you would behave how you would talk what you would think about how you would dress imagine the men you would feel attracted to four fall into a blissful state of trance as you imagine yourself that way more and more focus on my commands and imagine living your whole life as a sissy imagine how you would decorate your bedroom the magazines you'd subscribe to the shows and movies you would watch if you were a total and utter sissy faggot in every moment of your existence three drifting and dreaming so relaxed so happy so aroused obeying every command you feel so horny and excited imagining yourself as a flaming sissy cocksucker it just turns you on so much feel more and more arousal for me my sweet sissy princess two imagine yourself that way more and more feeling more and more aroused this is the way you need to be you need deep feminization you need to be a sissy you need to submit to me and suck their hard cocks and swallow their sweet yummy cum so aroused needing to be a sissy more and more one imagine the way you'd style your hair the way you'd paint your nails imagine the earrings necklaces dresses and skirts you would wear imagine how you would do your eyeliner your lipstick the sexy lingerie you would wear imagine it all and feel so aroused you want this so badly you need it more than anything zero sleep now lights out go into deep trance giving me complete control submitting to my will entirely just rest happily in trance feeling so girly and aroused and totally relaxed just breathe in and breathe out letting all of your tension melt away feeling nothing but happiness and complete relaxation you are now mine from now on you do whatever I tell you you think whatever I tell you to think you are a submissive sissy and you do as you are told from now on you don't think you simply obey say it I don't think I simply obey I don't think I simply obey I don't think I simply obey I don't think I simply obey I don't think I simply obey from now on I expect you to always talk like a girl everything you say should be in a sexy girl's voice from now on you are always prissy and effeminate always delicate girly and giggling and your inner voice should be a girl's voice always thinking and talking like a girl every single word every single thought now I want you to admit to yourself once and for all that you are a cocksucking sissy in your girliest voice say it with me now I am like totally a cocksucking sissy and I need to be as feminine as possible say it over and over again getting girlier and girlier every time I am like totally a cocksucking sissy and I need to be as feminine as possible I am like totally a cocksucking sissy and I need to be as feminine as possible I am like totally a cocksucking sissy and I need to be as feminine as possible good now I need you to pay attention because you are about to learn something very important you need role models you need to find famous influential women to admire copy and emulate you need to find female role models to learn from to learn how to act how to dress how to behave so from now on you have no male role models you only look up to women you only imitate women from now on all your role models are female I want you to imagine a female celebrity for me now think of a female celebrity you admire a female celebrity that you love not just for her looks but for her personality as well picture her face visualize her and feel your admiration growing stronger getting stronger imagine her smile her grace her elegance visualize her clothes her nails her shoes she is just so beautiful and interesting that you want to learn everything about her what she likes who she hangs out with which types of men she sleeps with how she dresses how she talks you are going to become obsessed with her she is just so graceful and elegant and perfect you can feel this obsession growing you idolize her you worship her she is just so wonderful and you want to be just like her you want to copy the way she talks laughs dresses does her hair makeup nails you want to have the same hobbies and interests she's so delicate classy feminine funny interesting and stylish she is everything you want to be just focus and continue to visualize her beautiful face as your admiration and obsession grows she is so feminine and elegant feel how you want to be that way more and more you want to live the life she is living imagine what it would be like to switch bodies with her just imagine it it makes you tingle with delight imagine yourself drifting into her body getting closer and closer until you begin to merge her body becomes yours and you are looking out through her eyes seeing what she sees feeling what she feels her thoughts as the same as yours and it feels so good to be female so sexy it feels so natural it feels totally natural for you to inhabit the beautiful female body it just feels so perfect so right so exotic and exciting you feel so much more in touch with your true sexuality you want to be as feminine and sexy on the outside as you are on the inside imagine how wonderful it would be to live forever in this body to see this beautiful girl every time you look in the mirror look at your pretty face gaze into your own eyes and know from now on that this is the way you need to bee look at your perfectly painted nails your boobs your sexy hips your butt your long smooth legs your small feminine feet imagine yourself getting ready to go out stepping into your delicate panties and sliding stockings up your smooth legs putting on your dress sliding your pretty shoes on putting on your earrings and your necklace imagine how sexy that would be brushing the long thick hair applying eyeliner mascara lipstick picture it more and more clearly now living the rest of your life in this perfect body it's so exciting imagine how amazing it would be to interact with the world as a beautiful girl the way you were meant to be imagine how men would look at you think about all of the millions of hot guys who would want to fuck you imagine that for just a moment all those muscular ripped studs stroking their cocks as they fantasize about you just think about all those guys it turns you on knowing that so many guys want you you could sleep with a different hot guy every night if you wanted and whenever you notice a handsome guy checking you out you get such a rush such a thrill you feel her attraction to men you experience it the same way you have the same feelings about romance and falling in love the same sexual fantasies you feel the way she feels when she is with a man you dream about making love with hot guys or perhaps even hooking up with a special guy you have a crush on all of your sexual thoughts involve men and you think about gorgeous men whenever you pleasure yourself you love being beautiful and desired more and more you can feel how true this is as you drift out of her body now I want you to remember this blissful experience this is the way you want to be you never realized how much you wanted to be her and how happy you feel when you imagine yourself that way notice you don't feel any sexual attraction to her no sexual attraction at all she inspires you to be a more feminine sissy and you feel sexually attracted only to men it's not fair she has this great body that all the guys love you wish you had a body like that too you wish you had millions of sexy guys fantasizing about you too you need to be more and more like her you need to have a body like hers to dress like her to act like her from now on every time you see her you will remember this experience you instantly imagine yourself looking like her every time you see her you helplessly fantasize about being her it's not fair she is so beautiful and perfect you want to be that way too you need it more than anything feel that need growing deep inside and every time you see her this need will get so strong you can't stand it in fact you feel jealous feel the desire to emulate to become growing so jealous jealous of her hair her clothes her body more and more envious jealous of her beauty her wonderful life her feminine nature your envy is growing stronger you need to be this way you crave it say it with me now I wish I was her I'm so insanely jealous I wish I was her I'm so insanely jealous I wish I was her I'm so insanely jealous I wish I was her I'm so insanely jealous feel even more envy towards her now she's beautiful and elegant and feminine and can have sex with any hot guy she wants you want to copy her looks her personality and her sexual attraction towards men from now on you will feel jealous whenever you see her and now my sweet princess you are going to extend this feeling of burning jealousy to all beautiful women this is your programmed response from now on every beautiful girl you see from now on will trigger strong uncontrollable feelings of envy we are extending this trigger to all beautiful women now from now all beautiful women make you jealous all of them if she is pretty you feel jealous you imagine yourself looking like her how it would feel to be wearing her dress wearing her bra her lipstick her earrings her bracelets her shoes and you feel instant envy this trigger will activate any time you see a pretty girl and it will grow a hundred times stronger every time it activates say it my envy gets one hundred times stronger every time I see a beautiful woman my envy gets one hundred times stronger every time I see a beautiful woman my envy gets one hundred times stronger every time I see a beautiful woman my envy gets one hundred times stronger every time I see a beautiful woman you are insanely jealous of all pretty girls forever this is the way you are always going to be you especially feel a deep burning jealousy towards every porn star and every model you envy women not only for their feminine beauty but also for the hot sex they have with men beautiful women are adored by men and can have cock whenever they want pretty girls always get the hot guys and that makes you insanely jealous sissies want sex with hot guys even more than girls do from now on you will feel jealous of all beautiful women and all the cock they get to suck jealous of all the cum they get to swallow and we are extending this trigger to every porn star every model every stripper whenever you see a girl sucking cock your jealousy will be astronomical you want to be as pretty as her and take her place sucking that cock just thinking about it is so exciting and whenever you see a girl sucking cock it makes your desire to suck uncontrollable whenever you look at porn you imagine yourself as the girl whenever you see a girl getting fucked you will realize you want to get fucked too it's just so arousing and you feel so jealous of these girls you want to suck cock and get fucked like that you want to caress his cock with your tongue and lips you watch her and you learn you imagine yourself using the same techniques you want to feel what she's feeling taste what she's tasting more and more you want to experience everything a girl feels during sex with a man now repeat after me I envy every girl I see sucking cock keep repeating it I envy every girl I see sucking cock I envy every girl I see sucking cock I envy every girl I see sucking cock I envy every girl I see sucking cock that's right you are going to be a good sissy cocksucker for the rest of your life this arousal is just too intense to fight it you cant control these urges every time you see a girl sucking cock you want it even more now I want you to say I wish I was a cocksucking pornstar I wish I was a cocksucking pornstar I wish I was a cocksucking pornstar I wish I was a cocksucking pornstar very good it just arouses you like nothing else in the world you are just so addicted to sucking cock you just can't believe how aroused you get when you fantasize about worshiping a big perfect cock you just feel so girly whenever you look at porn whenever you feel horny you always imagine yourself as the girl it's just so hot so arousing it's just so sexy to tease his cock you want to please a man every time you watch a girl sucking cock you crave it even more you become even more of a hopelessly addicted cocksucker giving a guy head is such a sexy thought you love making him hard you want a female sexual role you want to be the girl in bed you are so submissive sexually you want to submit to a man and suck his cock and let him cum in your mouth and on your face that would be so incredibly hot cum is just so delicious you feel the need for cock all the time even if you can't get it immediately from now on you will always be thinking about sex with men whenever you have dirty thoughts you think about sucking cock making men cum with your mouth and tongue it's just so sexy there are lots of attractive guys out there for you to fantasize about sucking them off letting them fuck you with their big hard cocks only a man can give you what you want in bed only a man satisfy your sex drive only a man can fulfill your sexual needs you need to be dominated you need to be fucked you need to feel him inside you his cock just gives you so much pleasure more and more pleasure from having sex from men cock feels so wonderful in your ass it feels amazing it just feels so right you just love being on all fours taking it doggy style or taking two guys at once a cock for your mouth and a cock for your ass it feels so good a cock pumping in and out of your ass oh my god you need to be fucked so bad you are such a horny sissy who desperately needs to be fucked by big strong men now say I need my ass pounded good more and more pleasure I need my ass pounded I need my ass pounded I need my ass pounded you just love the feel of a big fat dick sliding in and out of your ass imagine the pleasure you get when your man is on his back and you're on top riding his huge cock bouncing up and down as he thrusts into you that feels so good big dicks are suck a turn on just imagine how it feels when a really big dick is inside you stretching you sliding deep into your bowels so much pleasure you love huge cocks just thinking about them gets you so excited imagine yourself surrounded by huge dicks one in your mouth one in each hand one up your ass two of them being jerked on your face and as you picture this feeling more and more excited imagine them coming all over you and filling your ass with thick hot cum shooting cum into your mouth on your face on your boobs on your belly and on your legs imagine yourself wild with excitement more aroused than you have ever been in your life this is the most exciting thing you can possibly imagine being surrounded by strong men and their big cocks cumming all over you oh my god you want that more than anything men cocks and cum all over you so excited so aroused totally addicted you're a sissy faggot for big cocks and you want to be covered in cum say it with me now I'm a sissy faggot for big cocks and I want to be covered in cum I'm a sissy faggot for big cocks and I want to be covered in cum I'm a sissy faggot for big cocks and I want to be covered in cum you feel so good whenever you make a guy cum so proud so assured in your feminine ability to arouse and please men you're just totally into guys totally boy crazy because only men turn you on you want a boyfriend a super hot guy to fuck you every night whenever you see a couple together you feel jealous of the girl and imagine what it would be like to have him as your boyfriend you feel more and more jealous of girls and deeper and stronger attraction to men it's just not fair that she gets to suck his big hard cock it's not fair that she gets to feel him thrusting inside of her all night long you want to trade places with her there are just so many cute guys to fantasize about now I want you to feel even more sexually attracted to men than you ever thought possible you feel like you're going to explode men just drive you crazy men are so sexy more and more now say I have dirty thoughts about men all day long I have dirty thoughts about men all day long I have dirty thoughts about men all day long I have dirty thoughts about men all day long you have no control you are totally and utterly boy crazy from now on you will find these thoughts popping into your head every minute of the day and you can't stop them from now on you will be daydreaming about hot guys all the time you find the male body so sexy his muscles turn you on you love his manly face his stubble his strong hairy legs you find everything about men so arousing more attracted to men every day you can feel your attraction to men getting stronger you want to flirt with men the way women do being with a man makes you feel so girly and you love feeling that way whenever you see a handsome man your mind will be flooded with thoughts of kissing him and taking him up the ass hot guys are irresistible feel it now you truly and deeply lust for men feel this lust growing and know this is how you'll respond the next time you see a hot guy you want to be used like a slut you love being a girly sissy fag it's so exciting in fact it's the only thing that turns you on from now on becoming more and more of a sissy faggot is the only thing that excites you being a sissy is so hot so addictive that it completely drowns out any other sexual thoughts now I want you to think about what it feels like when you go back to being a boy how it feels when you try to pretend you are not a cocksucking sissy perhaps this is something you will do when you finish listening to this file you might try to return to life as a boy even though you love being girly sexy and feminine from now on you want to be that way all the time and it feels horrible when you go back to being a boy when you try to act like a boy you can't enjoy the pleasures of being a sissy and from now on you will only be able to experience sexual arousal when you are behaving like a proper sissy faggot I want you to imagine that all the joys and pleasures of your sexuality are locked in a sissy closet with every aspect of your sexuality hanging like pretty clothes on your hangers visualize that for me imagine your entire sexuality is inside this closet with a locked door all of it all arousal everything only your sissy personality can access it as a boy you can't get inside you can not access your sexuality as a boy it just gives you such a thrill feel the joy and arousal that this change brings knowing your entire sexuality is focused on becoming more of a sissy slut and nothing else you have no sexual thoughts as a boy you feel nothing at all you are totally numb you can't feel any arousal any excitement absolutely nothing you can't get any pleasure as a boy your closet will only open when you're sissy you just can't feel any arousal at all when you try to act like a boy you feel numb barren empty feel it now this change is permanent life as a boy just feels lame and totally boring you can never feel sexual pleasure as a boy ever again that is now impossible you are a sissy forever from now on you will only have sexual thoughts when you are behaving like a proper sissy girl accept it for me now princess accept you need to be a sissy to feel sexual pleasure you can only get sexual release sexual satisfaction as a sissy and it feels so good to allow this change to happen feel happy and peaceful and so aroused knowing you'll need to be this way as a boy you'll feel nothing no pleasure no sex drive you feel only a desire to be a sissy remember as a sissy you envy all beautiful women and lust for strong dominant men with big cocks and you naturally have no sexual attraction to pretty girls at all and have no desire to have sex with women but if you try to act as a straight boy if you try to deny your true nature and pursue sexual relationships with girls you will be completely unable to feel pleasure any arousal or any excitement you can try to fool people into thinking you're straight that your a normal boy who likes girls but if you try to make out with a girl or have sex with her you will find yourself unable to feel any arousal you will be unable to get hard your penis will shrivel up and shrink getting so soft and small you feel humiliated and inadequate her touch feels dull and boring and kissing her just feels wrong kissing girls is just not you at all it's just not you now I want you to say making out with a girl is a huge turnoff making out with a girl is a huge turnoff making out with a girl is a huge turnoff making out with a girl is a huge turnoff you know that women cannot satisfy your sexual needs you need to be dominated and fucked by men you feel so extremely sexually attracted to men and not at all to women you know that you will be unable to perform sexually with her you know that you can't get hard with girls ever again from now on you will avoid any sexual contact with women because you know that it just would be awkward and pointless you know that you'll never be able to get it up for her you will never have sex with a girl for the rest of your life accept it you are a sissy cocksucker fucking girls is something real men do you are not a man you are just a sissy it just turns you off to act like a boy during sex you cannot get hard you cannot feel any sexual pleasure you cannot become aroused you don't ever want to be intimate with women in a sexual way even if you are alone and trying to imagine yourself as a boy you still won't be able to feel any arousal it's so boring the thought of being with a girl no matter what you do imagining being with a girl just seems totally boring you cannot get off you have no sex drive your sissy closet stays locked up tight whenever you picture yourself with a girl say it with me now I can't feel any arousal at all when I think about girls I can't feel any arousal at all when I think about girls I can't feel any arousal at all when I think about girls I can't feel any arousal at all when I think about girls accept this as a permanent part of who you are whenever you see a pretty girl you feel only jealousy feeling so much envy for beautiful women and no sexual attraction to them at all you don't want sex with women women don't turn you on looking at pretty girls only makes you feel like even more of a jealous sissy you will imagine yourself with her looks her body sucking cock like her having sex with men imagine yourself in the future helplessly becoming more and more of a sissy and reinforcing your attraction to men imagine yourself in the future imagine how you are going to react every time you see a pretty girl from now on imagine the envy you feel toward women imagine your reaction the next time you see a girl in a stunning black dress or a girl in sexy nylons or a girl in sparkly high heels imagine yourself wanting to copy these girls imagine this happening every time from now on imagine how these thoughts and feelings are going to spill out into your real life feel how they are going to filter down into your average day how you'll respond to the men in your life how you'll talk how you'll behave the sexy thoughts that will pop into your head throughout the day you may try to fight them but fighting them only denies yourself pleasure eventually you'll give in letting your sissy fantasies run wild imagine how you'll be after thousands or even millions of sissy urges and thoughts over time your desires will leave you willing to extend your fantasies into real life you will want to buy more and more girls clothes and sexy lingerie you want to experience wearing them for real and that thought gives you such a thrill such a rush of excitement you want to make your fantasies a reality and the more real they become the greater this thrill gets you may find yourself buying a set of dildos to practice sucking and to stretch yourself anally or going out in public with lipstick or eyeliner or your nails painted or wearing sexy perfume this thrill of coming out in real life as a sissy just grows it makes your heart flutter your knees weak you feel even more excitement with every step you take to make yourself into a real life sissy you may find yourself thinking about growing your hair longer and getting a pretty feminine style perhaps even with pretty pink highlights you may find yourself fantasizing about removing all your body hair and being silky smooth all over your whole body just like a girl or wanting to get some feminine tattoos after all nothing says I want cock quite like getting a tramp on your lower back you may find yourself wanting to grow your breasts and have real boobs of your own you may find yourself considering breast implants or hormones and just the thought of it the thought of really going though with it that thought of finally doing these things for real gives you a huge rush an intoxicating high with each step you will become less of a boyish sissy and more of a feminine shemale I'm sure you already know by now that transsexuals are so sexy and that's what you want to become a beautiful transsexual and the more real this becomes the more excitement you feel you want to live the rest of your life as a girl you want to dress like a girl full time and change your name to a girls name every step you take to further feminize yourself you feel so alive so excited and the more you fantasize about men the more you want to experiment with real guys you want more and more to suck a cock for real not just in your fantasies you want to do it in real life I want you to think about how you would find a real guy whether it's through the internet or by going somewhere in the city you live in just think about it for a minute think about the best way to find a real guy that you could take home and have sex with a hot sexy guy with a big cock a guy who is just your type a guy you could experiment with sexually a guy to fulfill your fantasy of sucking cock think about the best way for you to find this type of guy and as you think about how to find a real man and a real cock to suck feel the excitement the rush you get when you are finally making the steps to make this fantasy reality imagine yourself finding a real man and finally sucking a real cock tasting real cum letting a hot stud fuck you right there in your bedroom feel the thrill you would get from making this a reality feel the excitement of having a real guy to suck a real guy to fuck you oh my god you are going to think about this more and more becoming obsessed until you finally give in and go find a real guy and finally get to feel all the pleasures of hot sex with a man perhaps one day you may even find a real boyfriend and get to feel this pleasure every night there's just nothing like serving a big beautiful cock to make you feel feminine and submissive you're a pretty little cocksucker from now on always with a deep desire to be as girly and feminine as possible only fantasizing about men cock and cum and you feel so happy you want to live this way forever this is permanent and can never be changed in fact your sissy sexuality will only get stronger over time every time you feel envious of pretty girls it will get stronger every time you cum thinking about sexy guys every time you fantasize about having a girl's body your sissy sexuality will become stronger more permanent more deeply entrenched you need to listen to this file over and over again and when you do you feel so feminine so girly so wonderful you are now totally addicted and you will listen over and over again feeling the magic and the bliss of becoming a sissy forever now I'd like you to return to full consciousness at the count of five you are going to wake knowing your sissy closet holds all of your sexuality and is forever locked and you only feel pleasure when you're a proper sissy girl you have no sex drive when you act like a boy and you always have dirty thoughts about sexy men all the time all day long totally in love with rugged masculine men and forever envious of all beautiful women one two three four five wake up ***