Samantha Bandler - Samantha Sez Gay

hello again
my name is Samantha visit me on the web at www.hypnoerotica.biz.
I am a certified hypnotherapist and I will be your guide for this deep trance session 
so get comfortable now
find a quiet place in a secluded space
and really settle in
so you can fully enjoy 
this experience
breathing in deeply through you mouth
and letting it slowly out your nose
as you let it out
close your eyes and ignore everything except my voice
feel yourself relaxing more and more
and it feels good to relax
relax deeper now
where you can concentrate on the sound of my voice
listening carefully hearing each word
relax and listen
hearing each word
relax and listen 
to each individual word
listening carefully to the words themselves
imagining these words 
and I wonder if you can 
imagine the letters
the letters of each word
in your mind
as I speak them
spelling out each word
as if you were back in school
sitting at your desk
listening to your favorite teacher
or looking out the window
thinking
about more interesting thing
than the lesson at hand
letting your mind drift
daydreaming of interesting things
daydreaming of interesting activities
looking forward to doing those things
things that are really interesting
doing things you find enjoyable
doing things you used to do
when you would find yourself totally absorbed
totally unaware of time 
focussed completely
ignoring everything
except my voice
daydreaming of days gone by
allowing my voice in
forming pictures in your mind
picturing your favorite places
imagining your favorite activities
seeing yourself doing your favorite things
remembering a time when you had no cares
remembering a time when you were totally relaxed
remember how it feels
feeling totally relaxed
feel how it feels
feeling totally relaxed
forgetting about teachers
forgetting about classrooms
but remembering your lessons
remembering everything you learned
remembering all that you know
because by the time that they finish school
people have every reason to believe
they have learned well
that they know a great deal
that they know
interesting things
important things
interesting words
consider the word know
it is an interesting word yes 
one can know 
how to read a book
one can know 
of an excellent recipe
one can know instinctively
when the time is right
knowing how much time is left
can you not?
yet things change
constantly
yet you already know
yes
and you knew to allow a margin of error
so you know what you know is not entirely accurate
but you know to make do
do you not with what you believe
because the world is too complex 
to measure each blade of grass
to research each statement you make
to assign with a degree of accuracy
instead you believe
what is generally true
because in your experience it is true
and when you come to the point
where what is generally true
is specifically false
do you question your beliefs?
from the beginning to the end
to determine where the general contradicts the specifics
of course you do not because who has the time
to check every fact
to research every statement
to prove your feelings are true
your mind is complex
and ultimately capable
of processing millions of facts
into general beliefs
that guide your behavior 
by the feelings in your body
because your body is the sum of all your experiences
lessons you have enjoyed learning 
and that is true of so many of us
learning is a pleasure
yet being taught a lesson
is a pain
we like to learn
because we like knowledge and truth
but we also hate being taught because that requires us to listen
bit even when listening
we do not always hear
or is it when we hear we do not always listen
but we all like hearing the truth
and when we listen to the truth
it often gives us new ways of looking at things
and new ways of hearing 
and there are times
when we do not like being taught
because it requires us to look at to truth in a new way
and sometimes challenges out beliefs
the odd thing is
that beliefs are often stronger than truths
when belief runs head on into a contrary truth 
it is less than certain 
which will end up
gaining the upper hand
sometimes someone will chose
not to believe the truth
so they do not have to change a belief that is important to them
and a belief is often the measure by which we judge a truth
even though 
when something is true
it is true whether we believe it or not

it sometimes pays to ask the question 
would you rather believe the truth
or would you rather your beliefs were true
sometimes a person
when presented with enough evidence that their strongly held beliefs are not true
ends up having to reassess their beliefs
and maybe make some changes
but some changes
do not want to be made
even though someone's conscious mind recognizes those beliefs are not true
and it is then
that they sometimes need to be taught by their subconscious mind
whether they like it or not
but the simple fact is  
that the subconscious can often hold as dearly to a belief 
as the conscious mind
though at other times it is more willing to hear
and I hope that here
is the place it will chose 
to listen
and as you hear with all of your minds
I hope you will listen
with some of them
listen to these words
as they entertain you 
hear what is being said
because the words you hear are true

I hope by now you have become accustomed to my voice
 i like to think
it is a pleasant voice
but more than that I hope that you think that
and when you hear my voice
I want you to
let your subconscious mind
listen to my words
I want to speak to that part of you that is always listening
but not always hearing 
and as you become more comfortable
with my voice
that part of you will 
become more comfortable with hearing 
so much so 
that when it hears my voice
that when that part of you hears my voice it will become instantly attentive
though your conscious mind may not be listening quite so much
there is a part of the mind where information is processed
where decisions are made
where things are accomplished
some people call that part of the mind
the subconscious mind 
that part of the mind 
can control many aspects of your life
as well as bodily functions
including responses
to certain stimuli
as well as sexual responses
other people call that part of the mind the conscious mind
I do not know what you call the different parts of the mind
but you do
what I do know
is that whatever you call them 
you have both minds
and I do not mind what you call them 
there is a famous song titled people are strange
it's hard to imagine that not being the truth
one term for people we do not know
 is to call them strangers
the subconscious part of the mind 
is often a stranger to the conscious part of the mind
but that does not mean that it is stranger than the conscious mind
after all 
what is stranger than believing something that isn't true
the part that we often think of 
as ourselves
is often strange indeed
one of the stranger things it does
is to believe it is in control of things that it does not control
it believes that it is the part of the mind where decisions are made
but maybe that
is not so strange
because it is partly true
or at least it has the illusion of true
because when you decide to do something
you usually do it
if you decide to close your eyes and go to sleep
you usually do it
and if the subconscious allows the conscious
the illusion of being in control
that is okay
people like to think
they are in control of their own lives
little matter that
there is very little they are in control of
so long as they believe they are in control
belief is often so much more important than truth
or so we think
we believe it is our conscious personality that analyzes data
processes information
and makes decisions
and we are quite content believing that
even when it is our subconscious mind
that is making the decisions
but the real truth
the truth that matters
is that information gets processed
decisions are made
and things get done
why squabble
over which part of you
 is making decisions
it's
all 
you
the strength of the conscious mind is reasoning 
but reasoning is not always the tool that is needed
to get things done
and for one reason or another
which is hard to determine
it is often reason that has the most difficulty 
replacing belief with truth
or believing the truth
so oftentimes that is where the other part of us 
can come into play
that is the part I am talking to now
the part where real decisions are made
that part of you knows who I am talking to 
and the other parts can listen
if they want to 
and try to make some sense of it all
after all 
it's nice to believe you are in control
I like to believe
that I am in control
and I know you do too
but I also do not like to be taught
though I do like to learn
and I like to listen
though I do not always hear
but you can both hear and listen at the same time
and you can learn without being taught
this is a chance for you to overcome your illusions of control
when your subconscious mind is hearing
regardless of what your conscious mind is doing
that is often referred to as trance
and that is the state you are in now
 no matter where you live
since your subconscious mind 
hears my voice 
and listens to it as it chooses
it will now be able to achieve a state of trance whenever it hears my voice
your conscious mind may not realize what it is doing
but that doesn't matter so much
as what  your subconscious decides 
 it is doing
and by now your subconscious
should be very comfortable with my voice
and you are hear and you find yourself listening 
or maybe you are hearing 
you may be both listening  and hearing 
you know which it is
you know why you are listening 
you are listening
because your illusions of control are slipping away
no longer are you troubled by the illusion of being in control
you want to give
your will over completely to another
you want to 
because my words
 are 
your thoughts
the voice you hear in your mind is my voice
my voice 
is 
your truth
my voice
is 
your truth
you yield to it
you follow it automatically
because my voice has become your thoughts
the sound of my voice takes you into trance
whenever you hear it
the sound of my voice fills you with contentment
my voice 
is the voice of your thoughts
and my voices
are 
your thoughts
now it is time for a change
a change you are not going to be able to avoid or resist
it is a change that
you are going to find that
you have to accept
you have to give in to
you have to surrender to
it is a change in your sexual preference
you will find yourself accepting it more and more
you will find yourself
and as you do
you are going to discover that 
you only want cock
that's right 
you are going to only want men's cocks
very soon you are going to discover that
the only kind of sex you can have
the only kind of sex that will arouse you
is gay sex
even right now your body's desires are being changed and twisted
you are going to find that women's breasts mean nothing to you
and that the idea of
sliding your cock into a women's pussy 
is actually a little repugnant
it's not something you want to do any more
it doesn’t sound right
it doesn't feel right
their bodies don't look right
they look don't right at all
you don't want them at all
no
what you want are men
that's right 
you can feel yourself being changed and twisted
in fact you are being forced to want men
that's right
you want their big hard cocks
that's what you need now
you think about them
and you fantasize about them
in fact whenever you try to get aroused by a woman
all you can do is 
begin seeing men's cocks in your mind over and over again
when you see a women's body naked or dressed
all you can think about it god I want a cock
if you see a women undressed 
if you see her body in a position
that would normally arouse you
all you can think
is that you wish she had a cock
that you wish she had one
that could fuck you
that you could suck
because that is what you need want and desire
more than anything else
you are not going to be straight any more 
you are going to be completely and utterly gay
completely and utterly dedicated to sex with men
that's right
that's what is happening to you
whether you want it or not
this is what you deserve
and this is exactly what is happening to you
you can feel my voice forcing you
forcing you to accept this
forcing you to accept that the only type of sex
you are going to have
is with other men
you do not deserve a women
you deserve men
and that is all you deserve
you can feel my voice going through you
and my voice is changing you
whether you like it or not
whether you want it to or not
you can feel yourself
being changed and twisted 
to the point you only want big
hard cocks
you want them inside of you
you want to suck them
and you want to fuck men who have them
that';s right
that's the kind of sex you need want and desire now
that is exactly what you need
you are no longer worthy of having sex with women
you cock will not even get hard for them any more 
that's right
it won't get hard
you'll find that it can't
you'll find that every time you try 
all you can do is
think about men's cocks
it'll get to the point where you can not even get aroused by a woman
no matter what she does
or how she touches you
at first it may start with you trying to get into her
by fantasizing that she's a man
but
after a while
no matter what you do
all you can think is she doesn't have a cock
and the moment you think that
you can't get hard
the only thing you can get hard to is a man's hard swollen cock
god
you want and need one so very 
very badly
you may have wanted women before
you may think that you used to want them
but
it is too late now
you are being changed
and you can feel it
you can feel your will being twisted
your personally being warped
so that you want men
you may even find that 
it's a bit humiliating
that all of a sudden
all you can think of are men's hard and swollen cocks
but
this is exactly what is happening to you
and you cannot resist the change
that is happening to you
all you want is a man's cock 
pulsing inside of you
throbbing inside of you
thrusting inside of you
god that sounds so good doesn't it?
that's what you want
in some ways it feels like that
is what my voice is doing to you
my voice is thrusting into your mind
twisting and changing you
it feels so good to want men
even if you are ashamed of it
even if you are embarrassed or 
humiliated by it
even if you think 
you should want women you don't
you can't any more
all you can think of are men's cocks
men's bodies
you need want and desire them
and you crave them so very very badly
you can feel yourself being twisted by my words and changed
and it doesn't matter how hard you try to hold on to you desire for women
it is slipping through your fingers 
slipping away
you are being forced to desire men and men only
you are being forced to crave men's cocks
and to think only of men's cocks
that's right
that is what you need
that is what you want
and that is what you desire
you desire it so very very badly
you need it so very badly
you can feel my voice cutting through your mind and changing you
as you think of it
as you think of cock it just makes you harder
it just makes you hornier 
you are being changed whether you want it or not
you deserve this
you deserve to be twisted this way
to be twisted around so that
all you can have is a man's cock
all you can crave is a man's cock
that is all you are ever going to want or desire or need
that is how you are being changed
and each and every day you will find yourself coming back to this file
over and over again
you will find yourself being irresistibly drawn back in
having to listen
having to listen over and over again
while this file rapes away your ability to desire a woman
and replaces it with need for men
need for hard 
hot sex with other men
that is what you need 
that is what you want
and that is what you are going to desire
from now on 
it has slipped beyond your ability to control or choose
I am forcing you
forcing you to want a  man's cock
forcing you to need a man's cock
you can feel the changes going through you
and you cannot stop or resist them
you cannot escape them
you just keep getting drawn back again and again
as my voice warps you
twists you
changes you
you may feel humiliated 
and degraded by the fact that 
you cannot get hard by a woman
if you have a girlfriend
you are going to very quickly find that
she cannot even get you aroused
you going to feel very
very humiliated by this
because suddenly you cannot even please her
all you can think of is another man's hard 
swollen member
thrusting inside of you
or your cock thrusting inside of him
all you can think of is that
you cannot seem to get it out of your mind
the picture is there constantly
you will find yourself needing it more and more
and as you need it more and more
you will find you cannot accept the embrace of a woman
that it doesn't do anything for you
in fact it makes you feel a little uneasy
a little sick to your stomach
they just don't feel right
they feel completely and utterly wrong
no
what you need is a man
a man's body
it smells right
it just feels right and you just simply must have it
you have to have it
you have to need it 
and it just seems to fill your thoughts 
all of the time
you crave it
you want it
you need it
you desire it
my voice is changing you
the image of your cock or any other man's cock arouses you
arouses you like no woman possibly can
arouses you to the point you need to cum
that's right you need to cum for men
you are being forced to become gay
you heterosexual desires destroyed completely and utterly forever
and they will not come back
ever
and you have no choice in this and you can feel 
feel your heterosexuality being drained away
feeling that you can no longer please a woman at all 
there is no way to do it
because
you will not be able to get hard
to do it
and very soon there will be only one kind of sex for you
because that is kind of the sex you deserve
it is the kind of sex you are going to need want and desire
you have been changed 
and you cannot escape it
and every time you try you will find yourself drawn back to this file
and forced to listen to it
over and over again until all you can do is
think about men's cocks
no matter whether or not you want to
no matter whether or not you desire to
even if you still want to desire women
it won't matter
because
all of your ability to please them
is being stripped away
it is going
it is going
it is gone
every time in the future
when you have come out of this trance
and you wand to go into a nice deep trance
all you have to do is find a quiet place to relax
close your eyes
say the words
relax deeper now
you instantly relax this deep or deeper

and every time you hear this voice 
say the words
relax deeper now
you instantly relax this deep or deeper
the words of this session will go directly to your subconscious mind
changing you the way you would like them to for you
you subconscious mind is completely open and accepting
and this trance will continue until you decide 
you want to emerge
and at that point you can choose to wake up
by counting slowly in your mind from one to five
which will bring you more and more out of trance
making you wide awake and feeling fine
when you reach the number five
or you can choose to drift off to sleep with wonderful dreams
it is up to you.