YOUR OTHER HALF - FEMALE EMG revised by OxyFemboi All right ... It seems as if you've decided to go ahead with this permanent and irreversible change. Just settle back and make yourself comfortable. You want to listen quietly to the sound of my voice ... Of course you are aware of all those other sounds surrounding you as well ... Sounds coming from inside the building, sounds from outside, but those background sounds don't disturb you. Those soothing sounds are helping you relax because the only sound you want to think about is the sound of my voice. While you listen to the sound of my voice, those other sounds, whatever they are, gently fade into the background ... You simply allow yourself to be as lazy as you want ... You allow yourself to be as lazy as you want to be ... As lazy as you could ever imagine yourself being ... And now, while you're relaxing in your chair or bed, you are aware of your body ... Aware of where your hands rest on the arms of the chair or by your side in the bed. Perhaps you notice the angle of your elbows and maybe you sense the weight of your head against the back of the chair or against the pillow ... and that weight seems to move up your legs, into your calves ... And it feels so good ... Into your thighs ... Relaxing every muscle in your legs as it passes higher ... Leaving relaxation and a slight heaviness in place of any tension ... That slight heaviness is flowing into your groin and buttocks now ... Relaxing any tension and relieving any stress, any tightness ... And that peaceful tightness flows up your abdominals and your lower back ... Your core is relieved of any stress ... Relieved of all tension ... Now that peaceful heaviness moves upward even more, filling your chest and upper back, your shoulders, flowing down your arms, down your forearms, into your hands and fingers, relieving any strain, all stress ... Leaving a peaceful heaviness in place of stress and strain ... All tension in your entire body below your neck has vanished ... A slightly heavy feeling of relaxation has replaced all stress, all strain, all tension ... Now the slightly heavy relaxation flows upward into your neck, into your face, relaxing your facial muscles, relaxing your eyes ... The slightly heavy relaxation gently increase as you allow yourself to relax more and more ... You are aware of your ankles and feet now as you notice that they have started to feel a bit heavier as you ... relax ... You feel that relaxing heaviness flows to the top of your head and down the back of your head to your neck, filling your entire head ... Your entire body ... With the slightly heavy feeling of relaxation and a total lack of tension ... All strain has vanished ... Any tension vanishes as soon as you become aware of it ... Now you think about your breathing for a few moments ... You notice that your breathing is becoming slower and steadier as you relax more and more ... Slower and steadier ... Breathing as steadily and evenly as though you were pretending to be sound asleep ... You are breathing so evenly, so steadily ... You almost would not disturb a feather if one was placed immediately in front of you ... Breathing so easily and slowly, so gently, that you almost would not disturb even a single strand of a feather placed right in front of you. Now you allow yourself to relax even more now … You wonder if you can sense the beating of your own heart ... Wondering whether you can use the power of your mind to slow that heartbeat down ... Just a touch ... You use the power of your mind to slow your heartbeat down ever so slightly ... Now you can feel your whole body slowing down ... You become lazier and lazier ... Because you have absolutely nothing whatsoever to do now except to relax ... Nobody wants anything now. Nobody expects you to do anything right now ... You allow your whole body to continue to relax and become steadier and easier until it is just turning over ... Like a well-maintained machine of some sort or another ... Just turning over ... smoothly ... easily ... quietly ... comfortably ... So that you become gradually more aware of your whole self ... Aware of your hands and arms, just sensing where they are now ... Aware of your legs and feet as well ... Just sensing how relaxed they are, and you wonder if it is possible to relax them even more ... You are so in touch with yourself that you actually allow your entire body to relax even more ... Yet you remain totally alert ... And you notice now how even your facial muscles begin to really relax ... Relaxing and releasing any tension that was there, almost but not quite completely unnoticed ... Being vaguely aware of the skin and the muscles of your face settling ... Smoothing out ... Such a good feeling ... You wonder why all the tension had been there ... Where it had come from in the first place ... And then realize that all the tension has vanished ... You simply do not need to know where it came from ... Because you felt all the tension drain away, never to return ... And that feels so good ... As you continue to sense the beating of your heart and the absolute steadiness of your body's rhythm, you wonder at the fact that you are so absolutely relaxed and comfortable that you simply cannot be bothered to even try to move one single muscle ... Though you know you easily could if you wanted to ... But you are too relaxed even to bother to try … You allow yourself to just be ... You are relaxed and you relax even more now ... You are as lazy and relaxed as you could ever wish to be ... And you wonder if you can manage to relax even more ... Even though you think you are already as relaxed as it is possible to ever be ... You feel the last tiny traces of tension in your body simply vanish as soon as you notice them ... With each easy, gentle breath you breathe, you allow every muscle, every fiber, every cell of your entire body to be as beautifully relaxed as anyone could ever wish to be. You are going to relax your mind now ... With each easy, gentle breath in, you breathe in inner peace and tranquility. With each easy, gentle breath out, you breathe out your worries and anxiety. With each gentle breath in, you breathe in inner peace. With each breath out, you breathe out your worries ... You easily and gently breathe in tranquility ... You easily and gently breathe out all your anxiety ... Easily and gently breathing in inner peace and tranquility ... Easily and gently breathing out all your worries and anxiety. Gently breathing in inner peace and tranquility. Easily breathing out all your worries and anxiety. With each gentle breath in ... with each gentle breath out ... your mind becomes calmer and clearer ... calmer and clearer ... more and more peaceful ... more and more tranquil. With each gentle breath, your mind is becoming even calmer and clearer, so much more peaceful, so much more tranquil. Your mind is becoming so calm, so clear, and yet even more peaceful and tranquil. Your mind is serenely peaceful and tranquil. Your mind is calm and clear ... Totally filled with peace ... Totally tranquil ... Completely calm ... So still ... Peaceful and placid. You take a moment to enjoy this gentle and peaceful state your body and mind have achieved ... Thoroughly relaxed ... Completely calm ... Perfectly at peace ... Totally tranquil ... Serene and totally at ease. And yet ... With each breath in ... With each breath out ... Your body and mind become more and more relaxed ... More and more tranquil ... So much more peaceful, totally at peace ... Still and calm and serene. And now it is time for you to make a change in who you are. This is not exactly a change. This is more like learning to look at yourself in a different way. This is a change in how you divide your thoughts and your life. This is a way of affirming a part of yourself that you may not have used in a long time. This is a way of reclaiming a part of yourself. Somewhere deep down inside of you, there is a more feminine part of you. You have always known she has been there. You have always desired to be more feminine, to do more feminine things, and to involve yourself in more feminine activities. There has always been a more feminine you. That part of your personality has always been there on some level. And you are going to bring that portion of your personality out. You are actually going to find her and bring her out into the open. To a very real degree, you are going to give her life. You see, somewhere deep down inside, there is another, more feminine part of you. You've always known she's there. There have always been desires to be more feminine. You have always had desires to do more feminine things, perhaps even to cross-dress, and involve yourself in other activities. There has always been a more feminine you. That part of your personality has always been there on some level. You are going to bring that portion of your personality out. You are actually going to find her and bring her out. To a very real degree, you are going to give her a life of her own. This is not a life that is completely separate from you. This life is not a life in which she can take over and do whatever she pleases. This life is more of a separate but equal life. In this life, she has her own thoughts, her own desires, her own ideas, and on a subconscious level, she can communicate them to you. The truth is, on some level, she probably has done this for years. On some level, this more feminine part of you has poked its head through at times. She has made you want to do certain things. She made you want to behave in certain ways. She made you want to do specific feminine acts or actions. You suspect that she has always been there, perhaps buried away. She has been deep in the background, not even really a personality, She is simply the more feminine part of who you are. Right now, I want you to find that more feminine part of yourself. You look for and find all of those things that are truly feminine. You find all of those needs and wants and desires that perhaps you have suppressed. You find all of these desires that you have kept very, very hidden for weeks or months or even years at a time. You find all of those impulses like occasionally wanting to get your nails done or shave your legs. You find any number of extremely feminine activities that have always kind of lurked in your mind. You find those feminine desires are coalescing into a truly separate but equal personality. She is the feminine yin to your yang. She is a part of you that is there all of the time. She is a part of you that has her own wants and desires. She is a part of you that is even capable of taking charge, taking control, and taking over. She is able to do this, not because she's stronger, not because she's the dominant personality, but She is able to do this because the two of you, on some level, decide it's time for her to be in charge. You and she decide that she is to be in charge for a minute, an hour, a day, however long is needed. The two of you share knowledge and memories. You may not share all of the same desires. After all, you can feel her getting stronger, and as she does, her desires may not always match yours. In the end, the two of you decide who is in charge, and in the case of greatest need, whichever one of you is most appropriate to the situation can push the other aside to take care of what needs to be done. In the case of more simple things, if you have to, you will be able to bluff your way through a conversation that she had. She is able to do your job or other activities if she absolutely has to. In general, the two of you will maintain a fairly separate, but constantly connected existence. As she grows stronger and stronger in your mind, she will have her own wants and desires. Over time, she is going to collect her own wardrobe. She has the things that she wants to dress in. She has her own hobbies and interests. These hobbies and interests probably are different from your own. Her own likes and dislikes about food and music probably are different. Even identical twins do not share the same likes and dislikes. Her own choice in friends may not be the same as the people you would choose. She is truly separate, even though the two of you share the exact same body. She knows everything you know. You know all of the things she knows. There are no secrets. There are never any blackouts. There are never any episodes of missing time. You always have memories of when the other person is in charge. You both have compelte memories of your life. If for some reason she is in charge, you simply find yourself fading into the background. You simply watch, ever present, knowing exactly what is going on. On some level, when she is in control, you become an observer. On the other hand, when you're in control, she will find herself in that position. She will be the one observing while you go about your daily routine, doing the things that you need to do. When one of you is in control, that doesn't mean that the other one goes away, It only means that the one who is not is charge is still there, always watching. The one who is not in charge may occasionally comment or make suggestions. If you're in the background, you probably make comments. After all, you live together harmoniously. That's right, this is going to be a harmonious existence. The two of you rely upon each other. You connect to each other. She understands that there are certain things that only you can do, and certain things that she'll enjoy it more if you do rather than her. On the other hand, there are certain things that she will do that you will find much easier when she's in charge. You live in balance. She may come out when she wills when the time is right. You may re-exert yourself when you need to. You may even occasionally find there's a conflict. Occasionally there is something that one of you wishes and the other one does not. The two of you always find a way to work through it. You carry it out and move forward. After all, you are together. You are not separate entities. You are two personalities in one shared body. She is your feminine half. She is the essence of your femininity. That does not prevent you from being feminine when you are in charge. However, she definitely is far more feminine than you are on a normal, daily basis. Quite possibly, she may be very flirtatious, vivacious, and outgoing. She lives her life to the fullest. You can imagine exactly what she looks like on the inside, even if that doesn't match what she looks like on the outside. you can still picture her. You can hear her voice in your head. Her voice is a truly separate and unique voice. When she speaks through your mouth, you discover that her voice is different. Your voice goes up or changes in some distinct way to show which of you is in charge. In the end, neither of you is in charge. You share responsibility for your shared body. This is something you do together. This is something that truly does exist between the two of you. You have a shared life, a shared existence, a shared knowledge. That's right, you both share the same body. You are both able to communicate with one another at will. You do not have to have a constantly ongoing internal dialogue. There may be times where either she or you seems to fade away. One of you may seem to be far off into the distance, It is almost as if that portion of you has slipped into the deepest of trances. One of you may just be watching, letting things happen, but not really doing or saying much. There may be other times where the two of you are conversing together. You may need to make a decision to choose exactly what both of you want to do. After all, there are going to be times when the two of you will be in conflict. However, you work it out. The two of you make a choice, and then you move on. One of you is temporarily in charge while the other one is passive. It may simply be something simple as an argument over which movie to see. It may be something much more complicated. It does not matter. The two of you exist together in a truly harmonious manner. You find ways to work through any issues you may have. You talk when you need to talk. Sometimes it is wise to be completely silent. There are going to be times where only one of you needs to be in charge. The other one can sort of fade away or stay and observe. There are going to be other times where you need to converse extensively over some subject. Whatever the subject is -- clothing, political issues, plans, what needs to be done -- is resolved amicably. You truly are separate but equal entities living inside of one body. You can imagine that. You know you can. Go ahead and give this figment of your imagination a voice. Start with a voice. Picture what she is like inside of your head when she is speaking to you or whispering to you. Imagine what she sounds like when she is telling you what she would like you to do. Think of her making you do what she would like you to do. Imagine her redirecting you ever so slightly. Instead of just washing your hands, you also manicure your nails and put on a beautiful shade of nail gloss. Perhaps she simply watches and suggests something. That is up to her. She truly is alive and when she is in charge, you feel how vital and alive she is. She is truly unique. She is not a part of your personality. She is herself. Go ahead. Listen for her voice. As you listen, you begin to hear .her voice. When you begin to hear her voice, you realize more and more exactly how real she is. As she develops a voice, she also develops a will of her own. As she develops her own will of her own, she finds her own name. When she is ready, she speaks that name to you. When she speaks that name to you, she is really and truly alive within you. You know her name and you know her voice and you know that she is a part of you. Yo know that she is always going to be part of you. You know that she is a wonderful, marvelous woman. She does exactly as she chooses. She never does so without considering how it also affects you. She has respect for you. Neither one of you is completely in control. You share this body. You share this mind. You share this life. You continue to share everything from now on. She is waking up now, as if from a sleep. As she wakes, her voice grows stronger until she speaks. Her voice grows stronger within your mind. When she chooses a name, she finds herself and finds her footing and begins to talk to you. The more she talks with you, the more real she becomes. The more real she becomes to you, the more she is able to influence you. She becomes your equal partner in just about everything. The two of you walk through life together. She helps you find your truly feminine side. She helps you enjoy life more than you ever could have alone. From now on, you are not alone. Two halves of you are alive and awake. Each of you have your own feelings, needs, emotions, wants and desires. She shares this life with you. Neither one of you ever truly takes complete control. You are separate but equal. You are the splitting of one person into two, You are the creation of two unique personalities that share one body. You enjoy each other's company. You enjoy this life and make this life better for both of you. Now your truly feminine side has an opportunity to go out and explore the world. You get a chance to step back and let these things happen, and observe and enjoy. You truly are a unique life from now on. If, perchance, she fails to wake up immediately, then you come back to this file. You listen to this file often. You listen, repeatedly, as many times as you need to. You listen until you hear her voice and hear her name. When you hear her speak her name, she is totally real within your mind. When you hear her name, you know that she is going to be with you always. Now your mind repeats these suggestions over and over again. When you are sleeping or inattentive, your mind repeats every suggestion over and over again. These suggestions become stronger and stronger with each repetition. Every time you sleep, you engrave the suggestions deeply into your mind. Every repetition reinforces the suggestions. These suggestions become a permanent part of your mind. Your subconscious reinforces these suggestions every time you sleep. These suggestions influence your dreams. These suggestions take control of your subconscious while you sleep. These suggestions cause you to have strange and memorable dreams. These suggestions deepen and strengthen while you sleep. These suggestions become deeper and stronger until you joyfully accept these suggestions. You approve of what these suggestions are doing to you and for you. Your subconscious strengthens these suggestions every night until they are unbreakable. You joyously accept these suggestions. You condition yourself to reinforce these suggestions while you sleep. Your subconscious totally embraces and accepts these suggestions. Now, I am going to count to ten and by the time I reach ten, you will be awake, alert, and beginning to develop your more feminine alter ego. One ... starting to come out of trance ... slowly becoming aware of the world around you ... Two ... your awareness is beginning to expand slowly as the trance begins to lessen ... Three ... becoming more aware of the everyday world around you ... Four ... more and more aware of the sensations that your body is feeling ... Five ... halfway there ... you are showing signs of being conscious of the world around you ... Six ... you are becoming more aware of the sounds around you ... Seven ... becoming more aware of your body and the sensations it is feeling ... Eight ... life is pouring back into your limbs as you become more of aware of yourself ... and of your feminine alter ago Nine ... almost completely awake as your mind and body merge together ... aware of the other person in your head Ten ... awake, alert, totally relaxed, and ready to do whatever you need. Wide awake, wide awake!