(22 Sep 2026, 17:12 )Katie666 Wrote: [ -> ]My last update for my experience with Bambi. I’ve been listening since the middle of August I wasn’t able to get the personality of Bambi the files try to install. I did feel really and I mean really slutty and up for anything when I put the uniform on and some whispers I would hear sometimes but that was like the only effect the files had. I could maybe have success with the files if I listen longer but because I’m listening 3 times a day everyday I’m starting to get bored and annoyed with them. I might go back to them in the future idk. Going to take a few days break from hypnosis and try find other hypnosis I like. I might try goddess Gracie’s files or try SB files again
Or could it be that the reason for the files’ poor performance is that we have unrealistic expectations of them?
I had a similar experience with orgasms—I’d read so much about how mind-blowing the sensation was that, instead of simply letting myself go with the flow, I essentially focused all my energy and attention on trying to achieve that very orgasm (as a result, I ended up doing exactly what prevents an orgasm—tensing my body, though thankfully without any injuries). .
By the way, I have a pretty strange “relationship” with Bambi—I get the impression that my “weak” personality, despite its weakness, suppresses Bambi’s personality and uses her as a means of obtaining pleasure, somehow finding loopholes to seize control.
There was a funny moment recently when I had a little argument with my family, locked myself in the “meditation room,” and decided to run a 2-hour introductory course on Bambi. After 30 minutes, I started to feel uncomfortable, so I paused the file, went to the bathroom, and smoked a cigarette. After that, I just sat there, staring at the flickering lamp while various depressing thoughts ran through my head—all without taking off my “uniform.”
At one point, as I was blinking, I had a strange sensation, as if the blinking were happening at the top of my head, and my eyes themselves felt somewhat unfamiliar. As I continued to blink, I focused my attention on the parts of my body that were clad in women’s underwear (a bra, panties, and stockings), and it felt as if my actual body were simply an illusion superimposed on top. In other words, my eyes saw muscular, hairy male legs, a penis, and flat chest, but it felt as if I had size 3 breasts, a second opening between my legs, and smooth female legs that could even feel a light breeze (given that my legs are so sensitive that once I put an unlit cigarette in my pants pocket and didn’t notice it until someone told me my pocket was on fire).
After that, I closed my eyes, tried to imagine what I looked like, and instead of my usual body, I sensed a body that seemed to me like how I would look in a woman’s form, as if I’d come from an alternate universe. After that, I put on my headphones, played the same file again, and without a single bit of resistance, slipped into a trance—albeit without amnesia.
The next day, the only thing I managed to do was consciously enter a “borderline” semi-trance state by blinking, but perhaps the reason was that I’d been drinking beer for three days in a row, or maybe my brain just needed a little break to recover.