Samantha Bandler/Sez hypnosis

Possibly that's why SB is "considered more dangerous" for "vanilla" people.

I was thinking along these lines as well. I had a small inclination for sissification and CD, but never really dove into it super hard until SB. I willingly accept what I hear in trance now, and will listen to any file from SB regardless of the contents. Granted, this took a few years of listening/emailing SB, but the small steps thing definitely happened with me. I also no longer have the post-orgasm regret either, which is something I didn't notice until recently. I still remained dressed up after orgasm, and don't feel regret/shame about anything. 

To be fair, the files don't always work for me. Repeated listening helps with that, but I find it takes me weeks/months of daily listening to really notice any changes.

AKA I'm a willing test subject for SBs files 😉

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To be fair, the files don't always work for me. Repeated listening helps with that, but I find it takes me weeks/months of daily listening to really notice any changes.

but the small steps thing definitely happened with me. I also no longer have the post-orgasm regret either, which is something I didn't notice until recently. I still remained dressed up after orgasm, and don't feel regret/shame about anything.

Any other changes over the years? Or ... this is it?

I had a small inclination for sissification and CD

I've been into it all my life 😁 It would be much more interesting if there were cases of "typical alpha males" turned into sissies 😁

I haven't made the full dive into being a 100% sissy, so this (as well as flirting with men online) is the extent of it. I would've never done any of this to begin with.

My non sissy self is more alpha male than anything else. I have always been more dominant in previous relationships, but the last year or so I've noticed I'm becoming more of a switch/sub. I'm more open to letting a stronger woman dominate me in the bedroom, which is not something I used to get aroused by.

I've tried to quit countless times, but even after 6 months of not trancing, I'll end up diving back into SB again. I don't really get why, but I do enjoy the trances a lot.

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That's the problem: SB is addicting 😉

About SB's influence - I can't say for myself here, because a (much stronger, in my opinion) bunch of other files and tists were involved, but the cumulative feminization and gender-dysphoric effect was very strong, I must say.

who affected you the most then?

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who affected you the most then?

It was a combination of EMG (mostly), Cardigan, Vive, SB, a little bit from MsJ and Gracie, and some (many?) others.

Yeah that can do it to you

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Never posted on this forum before but been a frequent reader

Welcome to both RO and RW mode 😊

4 months after being really deep into SB but kinda got scared when I realized how deep I was...

What did you notice?

if I watch Honey for 30 days that I would experience an influence impossible to resist.

What kind of influence? The one which is in the description?

The video is really captivating and feels good to watch, it really contains so much voices and the video itself is really lovely and captivating. Also been watching it way more then just once per day, it just feels that good

That's what I like about SB 😊

What I can tell about the effects is that it makes so I can only cum while wearing panties and take them off only if I eat my cum.

Did you try to cum without panties? Or take the off without eating?

I also kinda crave wearing pink panties...

That's conditioning. SB associated wearing panties with pleasure and orgasm at the end. The best and simplest stimulus 😊

And I crave to watch the video.

Yep, same conditioning.

I am having the same experience. I feel like I am slipping into a trance reading your description which sounds like my own thoughts