14 Oct 2022, 07:20
So most of this post is rewritten from a discord chat I was texting as the experience went which goes in chronological order so this post will largely follow that order. Post is fairly long but it is amazing for me and I had to share it.
Finding the swimcap:
So due to a weird situation where my one piece swimsuit vanished into thin air from my gear pile (not a big problem, sadly can't really afford a replacement yet) I went looking around trying to find my swimsuit or maybe just some cool gear. Now by now I have a
eady collected a few swim caps that were bought a long time ago in China, quality and construction varied a lot but I had a mesh breathable cap that I used when filming or doing things as I can see through it and it is breathable and comfortable. I also have a black silicone hood that I occasionally use as a blindfold or very rarely for a bit of breath play.
This time however I came across a light blue hood lying on the ground, a design that used some kinda mesh fabric with a very thin coating of something airtight to stop water with 2 very tightly woven seam lines. Being me I thought it was interesting and tried it on expecting it to be like the other two. However it actually had slight micro gaps in the seams which actually made it possible to breath through if difficult and a conscious effort. As soon as I realized that I immediately loved it and held onto it for a bit.
You can see where this is going right?
Discovery of the caps effects:
Not a good title but it is what it is, after grabbing it later on I decided to give it a slight test run, simple thing, just sit down, put the cap over your face and try it on for a minute right? Well that is when I discovered how absolutely amazing it was to be restricted like that. After just a few strained breaths through the hood I was aeady in love with a throbbing erection and vowed to go back to it after I had a shower and went to bed. My body however apparently felt a bit different than my mind.
By the time I was getting into the shower a few minutes later my penis was aeady seeping huge amounts of precum. Not only did it leak out of my urethra but it literally began to exude from the cracks and gaps in the hardened tissue of my penis. It wasn't long before my entire penis was slick and practically lubed.
This however is where I get ashamed, I never saw precum behave like this time with glistening orbs of it coming out of my urethra and all and decided to just try to experiment on it a bit. It was crystal clear but had the same consistency and behavior of cum and shamefully I actually tasted it. Now this is going to sound ridiculous but this time it actually tasted good. Not in like a hentai or bad acted porn nectar of the gods shit but if I was handed a glass of it and knew it was safe to drink I would happily do so. At the time I described it as if beef broth had the consistency of cum and slightly sweeter. However this time the biggest difference is kinda hard to describe, it is like if those pink vessels of aphrodisiac liquid you see in lots of hentai bondage was real if toned down a lot. It was smooth and honestly made me feel hornier, not because it broke some taboo or anything but it just tasted that way wherever It was whether on my tongue or slightly on my throat by which point the effect got too dilute.
Whether this was the caps effect or what is up in the air but despite all the I ended up having loads of precum with a nearly hour long erection that only slightly softened when I had to do anything, what I was sure of though was that I wanted to try the cap again and though of it for the next hour. I honestly feel like this is the only time I have ever felt actually and aggressively horny and submissive. I am sure that was my first HFO despite not having any aggressive orgasm, after all I just used the cap for about a minute
The hour of hell:
I essence I wanted to really try out the cap and see if it was suitable for self bondage use. At first I wanted to just test it out for half an hour with a chastity cage with urethral tube to provide the stress of self bondage and some entertainment/ orgasm prevention. However I decided to upgrade that to an hour as I like to do hour long sessions and wanted to make sure it would work properly and safely. An endurance test if you will. Knowing the risks of untested breathplay I only used a chastity with no bondage. After fighting with my very erect penis for a bit to get it into the chastity cage I managed and set a timer for 1 hour and 20 seconds so I would have some time to actually put the cap on.
How it felt:
Every breath was a manual effort, holding your mouth open and pulling in deep breaths only to get very little air through the tiny pinholes in the seam. Not that little that you get lightheaded or get traumatized from feeling like you are dying. However it is a conscious and attention consuming task. I could barely think of anything else and what I did end up thinking of was my rock hard erection trapped in my chastity cage and trying to relieve that by orgasming. Occasionally you would have to close your mouth and wet it a bit as mouth breathing strips away moisture which meant being airless for a breath or two.
First 20 minutes:
Honestly in comparison to what happened later the first 20 minutes were actually kinda chill, it was hard to breath sure but it felt amazing, it felt really dominating and I felt very submissive and suppressed, im truth if anyone was in the room I would practically do whatever they say, if I was a bit more dressed up and tied with my hands unable to reach my face I would be guaranteed to submit to literally anything asked if me such was the effect. I spent the moment crawling across the floor rather than just walking as it felt like the right thing to do in the moment, and grabbed the silicone cap in order to try to seal it a bit better, every move however left me gasping for air which was incredibly hot.
20-40 minutes
Without any orders or further convincing I eventually decided to try finding out what the time was as the effort needed to keep breathing distracted from any time keeping. I eventually found out that 20 minutes had passed and then lied down and spent the next 20 minutes fruitlessly trying to jack off, didn't work as my aggressive erection made the attempts painful and the sensory restriction was all too happy to let me know how painful it felt.
40-60 minutes
Last 20 minutes was when the endurance test went from hard to extreme, not that the cap changed any as it was monotonous to a fault, what changes was my balls realizing they were in chastity and trying to escape and swelling slightly which when combined with my rock hard penis made my entire crotch area feel like what Holy water does to a vampire, notably a nasty pinging pressure that pulsed in huge waves. Near the end I just blindly turned on music on my phone as a distraction for the last 8 minutes. And with that I finished the test.
Ending:
Undid the chastity and after breathing some deep breaths with the cap off I put it back on and had one of the hardest orgasms ever before taking the time to write this post to relax a bit.
This was byfwr the most intense and harsh bdsm I have ever tried and while not that dangerous was unyielding and monotonous. I have taken to calling the cap a sort of dom as no experience has felt anythng near as dominating or suppressing in nature, not any hogtie nor any breath play.
I will probably refrain from using any hand bondage due to the very real risk of not being able to breath but next time I will certainly try tying my legs up and using a butt plug.
All in all one of my absolute favorite addition to my self bondage kit.
Finding the swimcap:
So due to a weird situation where my one piece swimsuit vanished into thin air from my gear pile (not a big problem, sadly can't really afford a replacement yet) I went looking around trying to find my swimsuit or maybe just some cool gear. Now by now I have a
eady collected a few swim caps that were bought a long time ago in China, quality and construction varied a lot but I had a mesh breathable cap that I used when filming or doing things as I can see through it and it is breathable and comfortable. I also have a black silicone hood that I occasionally use as a blindfold or very rarely for a bit of breath play. This time however I came across a light blue hood lying on the ground, a design that used some kinda mesh fabric with a very thin coating of something airtight to stop water with 2 very tightly woven seam lines. Being me I thought it was interesting and tried it on expecting it to be like the other two. However it actually had slight micro gaps in the seams which actually made it possible to breath through if difficult and a conscious effort. As soon as I realized that I immediately loved it and held onto it for a bit.
You can see where this is going right?
Discovery of the caps effects:
Not a good title but it is what it is, after grabbing it later on I decided to give it a slight test run, simple thing, just sit down, put the cap over your face and try it on for a minute right? Well that is when I discovered how absolutely amazing it was to be restricted like that. After just a few strained breaths through the hood I was a
eady in love with a throbbing erection and vowed to go back to it after I had a shower and went to bed. My body however apparently felt a bit different than my mind.By the time I was getting into the shower a few minutes later my penis was a
eady seeping huge amounts of precum. Not only did it leak out of my urethra but it literally began to exude from the cracks and gaps in the hardened tissue of my penis. It wasn't long before my entire penis was slick and practically lubed. This however is where I get ashamed, I never saw precum behave like this time with glistening orbs of it coming out of my urethra and all and decided to just try to experiment on it a bit. It was crystal clear but had the same consistency and behavior of cum and shamefully I actually tasted it. Now this is going to sound ridiculous but this time it actually tasted good. Not in like a hentai or bad acted porn nectar of the gods shit but if I was handed a glass of it and knew it was safe to drink I would happily do so. At the time I described it as if beef broth had the consistency of cum and slightly sweeter. However this time the biggest difference is kinda hard to describe, it is like if those pink vessels of aphrodisiac liquid you see in lots of hentai bondage was real if toned down a lot. It was smooth and honestly made me feel hornier, not because it broke some taboo or anything but it just tasted that way wherever It was whether on my tongue or slightly on my throat by which point the effect got too dilute.
Whether this was the caps effect or what is up in the air but despite all the I ended up having loads of precum with a nearly hour long erection that only slightly softened when I had to do anything, what I was sure of though was that I wanted to try the cap again and though of it for the next hour. I honestly feel like this is the only time I have ever felt actually and aggressively horny and submissive. I am sure that was my first HFO despite not having any aggressive orgasm, after all I just used the cap for about a minute
The hour of hell:
I essence I wanted to really try out the cap and see if it was suitable for self bondage use. At first I wanted to just test it out for half an hour with a chastity cage with urethral tube to provide the stress of self bondage and some entertainment/ orgasm prevention. However I decided to upgrade that to an hour as I like to do hour long sessions and wanted to make sure it would work properly and safely. An endurance test if you will. Knowing the risks of untested breathplay I only used a chastity with no bondage. After fighting with my very erect penis for a bit to get it into the chastity cage I managed and set a timer for 1 hour and 20 seconds so I would have some time to actually put the cap on.
How it felt:
Every breath was a manual effort, holding your mouth open and pulling in deep breaths only to get very little air through the tiny pinholes in the seam. Not that little that you get lightheaded or get traumatized from feeling like you are dying. However it is a conscious and attention consuming task. I could barely think of anything else and what I did end up thinking of was my rock hard erection trapped in my chastity cage and trying to relieve that by orgasming. Occasionally you would have to close your mouth and wet it a bit as mouth breathing strips away moisture which meant being airless for a breath or two.
First 20 minutes:
Honestly in comparison to what happened later the first 20 minutes were actually kinda chill, it was hard to breath sure but it felt amazing, it felt really dominating and I felt very submissive and suppressed, im truth if anyone was in the room I would practically do whatever they say, if I was a bit more dressed up and tied with my hands unable to reach my face I would be guaranteed to submit to literally anything asked if me such was the effect. I spent the moment crawling across the floor rather than just walking as it felt like the right thing to do in the moment, and grabbed the silicone cap in order to try to seal it a bit better, every move however left me gasping for air which was incredibly hot.
20-40 minutes
Without any orders or further convincing I eventually decided to try finding out what the time was as the effort needed to keep breathing distracted from any time keeping. I eventually found out that 20 minutes had passed and then lied down and spent the next 20 minutes fruitlessly trying to jack off, didn't work as my aggressive erection made the attempts painful and the sensory restriction was all too happy to let me know how painful it felt.
40-60 minutes
Last 20 minutes was when the endurance test went from hard to extreme, not that the cap changed any as it was monotonous to a fault, what changes was my balls realizing they were in chastity and trying to escape and swelling slightly which when combined with my rock hard penis made my entire crotch area feel like what Holy water does to a vampire, notably a nasty pinging pressure that pulsed in huge waves. Near the end I just blindly turned on music on my phone as a distraction for the last 8 minutes. And with that I finished the test.
Ending:
Undid the chastity and after breathing some deep breaths with the cap off I put it back on and had one of the hardest orgasms ever before taking the time to write this post to relax a bit.
This was byfwr the most intense and harsh bdsm I have ever tried and while not that dangerous was unyielding and monotonous. I have taken to calling the cap a sort of dom as no experience has felt anythng near as dominating or suppressing in nature, not any hogtie nor any breath play.
I will probably refrain from using any hand bondage due to the very real risk of not being able to breath but next time I will certainly try tying my legs up and using a butt plug.
All in all one of my absolute favorite addition to my self bondage kit.
