Bellmar's Bambi project

[bellmar]

Just a quick test in good headphones (and with a headphone amp/DAC) and at a proper volume shows that the files are much more trancy, than I experienced before. Also, the effects are panned way wider. Cool!

Let's see if slowing down will bring any benefits...

I was thinking of using .flac because it is noticeable.

Yes, FLAC is much better, than MP3! But the size is not manageable for the forum.

Between FLAC and .AUP's I have a whole lot of gigs ate up.

[bellmar]

Wow, I was going to listen for only a couple of minutes, but the file is all gone! And I have no idea what was in it.

Changing the tempo to -10% made me almost freeze.

I think slow tempo will not work for ADHD without causing irritation, though.

Still, I wonder about any results.

Edit: Aha, I would increase the voice panning, all 3 (and sometimes 4) voices are grouped in the center, what overloads it a bit.  Can you try to switch the second layer (the always talking narrator) to "out of phase"? Then pan the woman and the girl more to the left - right with no flanger(?) effect? Just as an experiment.

It's at 4 hertz beat, and there is only ever 2 voices speaking at the same time with the occasional "meangirl" voice saying things like "do exactly what I say right now"  I tried to keep that just on the edge of me being able to hear it, I am a bit hard of hearing so might be off.  

For the Panning I used the built in Audacity random panning, at 4hertz, and 95% on the background and 50% on the foreground.   I admit I'm not understanding its functionality fully, I just messed with it till I got about what I wanted, I really wanted to swing it back and forth but couldn't figure it out.

[bellmar]

So I did Platinum Bambi - focus on breaking my mind playlist

1. How to resist Bambi.

2.insomnia collar, and it fucks me up hard core. I don't really remember much. Like, even thinking about it make my head get fuzzy.

3.Bambi stuck - I don't even know what I heard. Like I barely remember much but like background was fantastic. Something about being GG.

4. Uniform file you made - I remember saying I be stuck in my uniform. I honestly not against it. I love my dress but like the file made me go deep. I felt crazy sensitization I never felt before. I was also high, lol.

5. Bambi gives in - I always loved this file and help me accept and be GG.

Overall, I think I keep listening. I always struggle with getting fuzzy feeling and amnesia, and Bambi triggers to make me react. I let you know next time I noticed anything.

Insomnia collar messed with me hard as well and I wrote the thing.  I think my inner Bambi had a lot more input on that one than the rest, even after adding all the layers, when I finally listened to it for recreation, I was like "I don't remember writing that".

I am glad you enjoyed them, and thanks for the feedback

[bellmar]

  Can you try to switch the second layer (the always talking narrator) to "out of phase"? Then pan the woman and the girl more to the left - right with no flanger(?) effect? Just as an experiment.

Ahh sorry I missed this earlier, the woman (Amelia) and the girl (Hanna) are on the same track, honestly it never occurred to me to keep them on separate tracks, seems kind of obvious now and I feel a little silly for not doing that.  

The only thing I used the flanger on was the binaural beat track.

You mentioned a phrase "good girls know what to do, they do not need triggers", do you recall what file that was? I don't recall writing it and when I listened last night I could not find it.  Just curious how much I'm writing without realizing what I'm saying.  As much as I kind of get a kick out of hearing new things in a file I wrote, it still kind of weirds me out.   

I never really considered my inner bambi as a separate intellect in my head, but more of an additional mode I can shift my inner monologue to, that is not explained well, kind of like how most people have an aggressive or even violent side, that they keep suppressed, as in not acting on every little impulse, I think of Bambi like that, something that is there, and a part of me, but not something I have to act on.   that might not be a good explanation, I'd delete it but I'll leave it in the post, maybe someone can relate and explain it better.

[Like Ra]

was like "I don't remember writing that".

Just curious how much I'm writing without realizing what I'm saying.

This is how it must be done!!! 👍

You mentioned a phrase "good girls know what to do, they do not need triggers", do you recall what file that was?

It's in Bambi Stuck 😉

I never really considered my inner bambi as a separate intellect in my head

Aha, you call "it" "inner Bambi", and I call "it" "SCM" (subconscious mind) and "we" wrote a couple of scripts "together" 😉

I mentioned it here: https://www.likera.com/forum/mybb/Thread...3#pid69923

[Like Ra]

the woman (Amelia) and the girl (Hanna) are on the same track, honestly it never occurred to me to keep them on separate tracks, seems kind of obvious now and I feel a little silly for not doing that.  

Yeah, that would make the "internal separation" much clearer and logical.

[StarBlazerBambi]

Np ^_^ i am very curious on how it will affect me. But had really amazing session with it. Gonna keep doing it. <3 ty for making it

[spinner]

Hi all, just made an account here to say thanks for these wonderful new files. Since I started listening to them I've lost 4kg, been to the gym every other day and not masturbated once - this stuff is no joke! 

Just about to try out the new collar file - will report back.

[Like Ra]

You are very welcome @spinner !

[bellmar]

Hi all, just made an account here to say thanks for these wonderful new files. Since I started listening to them I've lost 4kg, been to the gym every other day and not masturbated once - this stuff is no joke! 

Just about to try out the new collar file - will report back.

Thank you for taking the time to do that I appreciate it a ton!  and congratulations on the healthier lifestyle!